Insane

"She did?" He spoke stunned as the color drained from his face making him pale. I couldn't help but giggle at he freaked out but tried to keep it in.

I walked over to him and hugged him. He was just beyond confused at the point. "She said you spoke so highly of me. Why?" I asked. He wrapped his arms around me. "Because you're my wife, how can I not speak highly of someone so important to me." He replied softly. My heart was racing at his words. I was important to him? I hugged him tighter.

A couple of days passed and Jungkook and I were getting closer by the second. I get so drawn to him. Sometimes I don't even know why. I wish I could just tell him how I feel. But I fear rejection so badly. What if I ruin what we have now? What if he's just using me? What if- my thoughts were interrupted by footsteps. I was sitting down eating chips and watching kdramas at home. He sat next to me. "I'm bored." He huffed.

"Let's go out." He said. "But-" he cut me off. "Pleaseeeee, I don't wanna leave you by yourself." He looked at me with a slight pout. Awe. That must've been the first time I've ever seen him pout.

"Ok I'll go change." I smiled. He never wanted me to be by myslef. It was as if he feared something bad would happen to me. Especially since I got drugged last time I was out. I changed and we left on the motorcycle.

We pulled up at the familiar beach. But since it was October it was freezing. Thank goodness I brought my coat. It was sunset and the sky looked utterly beautiful. We were walking along the beach hand in hand. The wind tousled his hair as he strolled with me. Oh I wish I could tel him my feelings. I wish he would tell me his.

He stopped fr a moment but j continued strolling. The breeze was so cold but I liked it. How my heart aches to know how he felt. How he felt towards me. I'm so in love with him. But what if he's not in love with me? What if he's just playing me? What is this is just a game to him? But it's not for me? If it was a game? Then why does it feel so real?

What if he does love me? I looked back at him. He was staring at the ocean. He looked so deep in thought. If only I could see what he was thinking. If only I could see what he was feeling. He was always so mysterious. And always kept to himself. His feelings were made inferior, by his father. So he never shared them with anyone again. Except me.

We were quite a distance away from each other. I admired him from afar. "Staring again?" He shouted so I could hear. I smiled. "Maybe!" I yelled again. "You look cute!" He shouted. "You don't look to bad yourself!" I giggled. He smiled.

"You drive me insane you know that!" He shouted. I was a bit shocked at his statement. "You're always on my mind!!" He screamed at me. I became a bit afraid since he looked quite serious. "Why do you do that?" He asked. "I-I..." I stuttered. "Why can't I just get you out of my fucking head!!!" He screamed. I was stunned.

I was completely taken back by his weird outburst. Why was he upset? "Jungkook? What is your problem?" I asked shocked at his behavior. "You wanna know my problem Y/n?!" He yelled. "My problem is that I'm so fucking in love with you!"

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