Dizzy

I arrived at home and as expected he didn't return. His motorcycle was gone. I sighed. He didn't let me explain. I picked up Bailey. "Do I really like him?" I asked Bailey. "I think I do." I pouted. "I think I really like him." I looked down. "And how am I supposed to tell him that!" I ranted to my dog. "He probably hates me now anyways. "What am I going to do Bailey? I think I really do like him." I sighed.

Should I go to look for him? When I find him what am I going to say. He didn't give me a chance to explain. I know who these feelings are for now. They're for him.

I grabbed my car keys and left the house. I tried calling his phone multiple times but it had no answer. "Taheyung? Do you know where Jungkook is?" I asked. "Uhhh...." he stuttered. "Tell me!" I yelled. "Can't you keep one fucking secret!" I heard Jungkook yell from the background. "Hello?" Jungkook answered. "Where are you?" I asked. "None of your concern." He spoke bitterly.

"Why don't you go back to Jimin's place." He sassed. "If you just gave me a chance to explain-" he cut me off. "You don't need to I saw it all clear Y/n." He said. He sounded so hurt. I hurt him. I didn't mean to.

"Goodbye Y/n." He said. "No wai-" he hung up. Ugh!!!! He's so stubborn! Why can't he just let me explain. I sighed and went home. Maybe he really doesn't feel the same way. Maybe he just doesn't want me. I don't even know what I want. Perks of having all your decisions made for you. I sighed. The heard Bailey whimper a bit. "Oh I'm sorry Bailey, I didn't walk you today." I pouted looking at him.

"It's still early how about we go now." I spoke grabbing his leash. We arrived at the park and was strolling through. He was having the time of his life. He loved walks. It was now 8:00pm but the park was still pretty busy so I decided to stay a while. "Mommy look a puppy!" I heard a little boy scream. He ran towards Bailey.

"Careful Baek Ah." His mother said. "Don't worry he's friendly." I spoke to the little boy. He smiled before scratching Baileys head gently. I smiled at the site. How cute was he. I want children. It sucks knowing I'll never have any. I sighed. But I guess when the time is right maybe I will, I'm only 21 after all. "He's very sweet." The little boy spoke. "He likes you that's why." I said with a smile. His mom smiled at him.

"Come on now Baek Ah. It's getting late." His mom spoke. "Have a good night." She smiled. "You too." I said and they walked away. I sighed again. Jungkook still hasn't called.

I sighed in sadness. I didn't know why I was so upset with him. The fact that he wasn't speaking to me. Or the fact that I hurt him.

I sighed again. Maybe he really doesn't like me. I think I really like him. But what if all that affection wasn't sincere. I wish he would give me a sign. But now I should've told him I was going to Jimin's. I should've been honest. "Come on Bailey let's go home." I said to him.

As I stood up from the park bench. I felt extremely dizzy. I held onto the arm rest of the beach. The pain in my head was worsening. My vision became fuzzy. Suddenly everything went black.

Jungkook POV

"Why did you do that? Don't you like her?" Taheyung asked. "Psht no." I scoffed. "Stop doing this to yourself." Taheyung said. "Stop keeping your feelings to yourself." Taheyung spoke. "Well guess what? I can't do that! Ok? I can't." I yelled angry. Taheyung looked at me sadly. "Why didn't she go for me instead....." I looked down. Taheyung sighed. Just then he got a phone call. "What?! I'm on my way." He said. "What?" I asked. "Tell me!" I demanded. "Y/n, is in the hospital."