❦Chapter two❦

"My dear Hana" my grandfather smiled as I hugged him. His hand slowly patted my back and his body shook slightly as if he is about to cry. I couldn't help chuckle a bit at the thought of the well respected man crying because of his granddaughter.

"Aw grandpa is about to cry" Jin teased making everyone laugh. Grandfather coughed pulling away, he glared at Jin before giving me a reprimanding look. I giggled a bit and moved closer to him while hugging his arm making sure I appeared childish and innocent.

He sighed and finally gave in but not before giving me a knock on the head. Despite his cold demeanor, my grandfather is a very soft man especially to his only granddaughter.

"You should have at least called more while you were there" he said with a slight smile and I nodded looking down at my feet. I did feel bad for abandoning my family years ago but it was the right choice, running away from my problems was perhaps the right choice.

My grandfather held a sad smile before averting his eyes from me. "You should get ready tomorrow, we are going to meet my friend so make sure you dress up nicely" he says standing from the chair. My dad immediately went to his side to hold him as he walked upstairs leaving my mom, Jin and I in the living room.

I could feel their stares on me but I only looked up with a smile before going to my room to get changed.

I needed to drink right now.

I brought out my phone, going through my contacts until my best friend's number pops up. I dialed her number before pressing it to my ear immediately regretting that decision.

"Yah, Kim Hana" she screams making me hiss, taking the phone away. "Why didn't you call me when you got to Korea, is this what friends are supposed to do. I fucking know you saw my missed calls yesterday but I bet you were out sleeping with a pretty girl"

She says in one breath and I couldn't help chuckle a bit. Park Jiwon is my childhood friend and my only friend, she sometimes is a little loud but she is a good friend.

"Let's go have some fun" I say looking at the mirror satisfied with my appearance before walking out of my room making sure I didn't bump into any family members.

"Bet" she excitedly giggles ending the call.

☁At the club☁

The music was loud, loud enough to drown my thoughts and everything around me. I held the drink in my hand tighter and brought it to my lips, taking a sip from my third glass of whiskey for the night.

"Hey girl, you're drinking too much" Jiwon rest her head on her hand as she looks at me in concern. Her barely touched drink is in her other hand but I knew she didn't want to get too drunk in case she needed to take care of me.

I smiled and shook my head. We just discussed everything that is going on with my life and it felt refreshing letting it out to someone finally. Jiwon was the only person I could tell my feelings to without having to pretend and right now I just wanted to drink before anything else.

"Are sure you can do it, when was last time have you even been with a man" she says taking a sip of her drink and I shrugged bringing out four fingers up. Her eyes widened and she spat out her drink in surprise.

"Four years? Girl let's get you a man" she moved closer as I raised my eyebrow at her. "you have to know if you still like being with a man right" Jiwon says and I nodded my head, she has a point.

"So you want me to sleep with a man tonight, where am I gonna get one" I asked making her roll her eyes at me.

"Where else dummy" she spread her hands out to the crowd with a grin.

"Right."

Her eyes scanned the surrounding, searching for someone I could spend the night with. I didn't argue maybe because I was too drunk too and I thought it was a good idea to get laid and try to see if I would like it with my new husband.

"Aha!" she points and my eyes moves to who was pointing to. It was a man, I couldn't really see his face clearly because it was quite dark and I was drunk again but he looked hot and his body is indeed attractive.

My eyes stayed longer, staring at the man. I nodded and smiled, making my decision right there.

I was going to seduce him.

I stood up, almost falling but I was caught by Jiwon at the right time. "Maybe we should just go home" she says looking at my state but I shook my head telling her to head home before me.

She released me after a few moments and I walked to where to the man sat. His eyes instantly went to my figure and I could see him take his eyes away from me to look back at his drink.

I was hesitant but I walked closer and sat on his lap (going to regret that later).

"Hey handsome" I smiled despite regretting my choice of word.

Handsome really?

He stiffened and looked at me coldly but once his eyes stayed on my face, he paused in surprise but soon the shock was replaced to that of amusement.

Now that I think about it, he does look familiar. I couldn't think much because I nearly slipped, almost falling off him but his hands found it's way to my waist, holding me still. He brought me closer towards him, his eyes still staring at me not saying a single word.

I was nervous. The way he looked at me made me nervous. I wanted to stand and leave but I couldn't move, I blame it on the alcohol.

I looked away fanning myself with my hand since it suddenly felt too hot but something made me stop. He chuckled lowly making me look right back at him, my face instantly went red and I couldn't take my eyes off him.

He looked hot.

I leaned in and kissed him taking him by surprise. It's been long I kissed a man, his lips were soft. I wanted more so I wrapped my arms around his shoulder and closed my eyes trying to kiss him deeper but he just sat there not moving or anything.

I slowly opened my eyes to see him just stare in shock. It was embarrassing, I pulled away but his hands on my waist thightened and he held me tighter pulling me back to the kiss. This time I felt him kiss me back almost roughly and dominating. I relaxed and let him have his way with me.