I'm going on a couple days hiatus. I won't be talking to anyone on Pinterest or Wattpad. Not Sofia, not Caroline, not Mitch, not Logan, not Elle, nobody. And it's nothing any of you have done. You didn't cause any of this I promise you. I need to learn to get myself out of my suicidal thoughts and urges. My therapist said try distancing a bit. And this is how I have to do it. If I don't come back for at least a week, it might not have gone well I don't know. Or it could just be taking me longer than expected to take care of by myself. None of you are to blame for this. I need to prove to myself that I can do this on my own. There's times when nobody's answering me during the urges. During those times I go to grab something. Anything sharp or that could hurt me. The thoughts are worse though. I have ruthless migraines once they go. But the worst of them is when they last hours upon hours, sometimes days, even in my sleep. Nobody notices. I put on a mask to hide it from everyone. To some people that mask is as clear as water. To others, that mask is pitch black. And that's okay. Everyone sees differently. So this is my goodbye to you all. Not forever, only for a couple of days. So goodbye. No, wait, that's too sad... We'll call it a see you soon. I promise you that this is what I need to do for myself. I'll be on today. But after that, it's see you soon.