Last night about five or six people DMed me here on Wattpad. Slut, bitch, whore, prostitute, emo cunt, you name it they said it.The one thing they said the most was telling me to go kill myself. Last night I went to go take my sleeping pills (I take two a night) and I put 15 in my hand. I stared at them, thoughts racking my brain. Then after about three minutes I snapped out of it and dumped the inhand pills into the garbage. I told my therapist earlier who told Mama and Mama said the best way to get it to stop is to deactivate my Wattpad. But I dont wanna lose all my hard work. All my stories, my friends, my memories. I dont want then vanished and never to be found again.

I asked Caroline, Sup3rScomicheLove , what to do and she advised me this. Rather than deactivate this account, she advised I make a new account, transfer my stories onto the new account, and abandon this one.

So thats what I plan to do.

I will find a way to message all of my internet friends my new username, and I will announce when I will officially abandon this account forever. I thank you all for the love and support you've given to me over the past year. The last book of the FIT series will be published on that account as well, but the stories I have now will be discontinued here, updated in the new account.

I ask of one thing from you all.

Keep your ears high...

And rainbow ties...