Ya know. I was in a really good mood today.

I woke up, ate, got dressed and did my makeup and felt gorgeous.

But now I feel like the most disgusting and worthless person on the planet.

My sister's pissed at me because I'm friends with someone she hates.

Why can't I just be happy... For fucking once in my life...

No depression, no anxiety, feel beautiful, no worries or stress.

There's always something that pushes me back to square one before I can fully achieve that feeling.

I just wanna die.