So I keep forgetting to update y'all on this stuff.

OOPS

OKAY SO LETS GO IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER

FIRST KISS

Tuesday, June 12th, 2017
Middle School Auditorium
Chorus Class

We were watching Shrek the Musical, Fiona was singing some shit about 8,321 days. I wasn't paying much attention, I was half asleep and just finished an Algebra regents test (BTW I passed yay)

So I had my head on his shoulder, his head was on mine and we were holding hands.

He said I love you.

I said it back.

He called my his Angel.

I called him my Puppy.

His Queen.

My King.

His little geek.

As the names were called we were slowly leaning closer, my heart pounding out of my chest. Before I could retort anything back...

His lips were on mine.

His lips... God those lips... They tasted like berries with a hint of vanilla. But the vanilla was possibly my lip gloss I was tasting.

We stayed like that, just our lips upon another's. I heard giggles and could tell two of my friends took a picture, not that I cared. More of a way to the memory for me.

But anyways, I had no idea why, but he starts laughing into the kiss. I pulled away with a blush, but he couldn't see. The lights were out. I could see he had a smile and I was grinning madly. My head went back onto his shoulder and we sat in silence before I spoke up.

Thank you.

Then he pulled my head up and kissed me again.

And again.

And many times more after that.

But everytime I kissed back.

How could I not?

And when the movie was paused and we were still in our seats I asked why he was laughing into it.

All he said was this.

'You almost used tongue on accident.'

NEXT

FORMAL

Wednesday, June 21st, 2017
Middle School Gym
5:00-8:00 pm

(My dress btw)

So we had just finished getting pictures taken with his and mine mothers (same guy, boyfriend)

We walk into the gymnasium and it looks.. Wow.

There's this balloon arch with a red carpet at the entrance, DJ and half of the gym is a dance floor. The other side has tables and a photobooth along with the doors to the courtyard. The place has flowers and streamers and star paper covered walls and a whole light system is flashing green and blue and red and purple and orange. Damn.

Aaaanyways, once our friends get here we start talking to them, hanging around, he goes and dances for a bit, not too long before he's back.

Until the song from the fashion show comes on.

24K Magic by Bruno Mars.

All my friends from Fashion Club go up and start doing the dance, he asks me to dance. Even though I could go and do the dance from the fashion show, I said yes to him and took his hand. He led me a bits away from the table we were at, and start guiding me through his own moves. To say I was blushing was an understatemet, finding out the next day my friend recorded the whole thing.

Once the song ends we sit for a bit and just talk, try to go to the photobooth but it's broken so we have to wait a bit. No big whoop.

So time skip to about 6:55.

I hand my friend a not to give to him and go and wait in the courtyard at a picnic table. My friends, all of them, lead him to me and sit him down, then run and hide so they can watch. I didnt mind.

So I pull up YouTube quick and play a song, singing along to it while holding his hands in mine. I couldn't break eye contact, nor did I want to. I sang it all be cause it's how I feel about him.

But I can't help... Falling in love... With... You... I open my purse and hand him a wrapped box. He lets go of my hands and unwraps it, flipping open the lid. Inside was a smaller wrapped package. He gives me a cute look and complains about so much tape.

He unwraps the second part and pulls out a necklace. It's a key charm, the top part of it a heart. Inside the top part was a purple heart stone.

It's the key to my heart. Take care of it.

I explained to him. He has a huge grin, whispering 'I love you' before pulling my chin towards him and into a kiss.

It was one of the most sweetest and softest kisses we've shared. After one more we broke away after people jokingly yelled 'Get some' to us and I was bright red, he laughed at my blush. He clasped the necklace on and hugged me tightly before kissing me again.

After that we had an hour left. We danced again to Despacito, a Spanish song, kissed a bit more, talked a bit more, it was one of the best nights of my life. And I dont like most parties so thats saying something.

But even though we had some bullshit with a few girls, it was still amazing.

Because he was there.

NEXT AND LAST

GRADUATION OF MIDDLE SCHOOL

Thursday, June 22nd, 2017
Stadium
12:30-1:30 pm

So we were told to be there by 12:30. Due to traffic and all this crap, we didnt even get into the parking lot until 12:33. My sister and I run in heels to get behind the wall of bleachers, where we see most of the other kids lined up, some not attending the ceremony.

We wait until about 12:50 hits before we start walking in alphabetical order, I'm third in line due to my last name. We sit down, me next to one of my biggest bullies (yay) in hot ass metal chairs. So my graduation wasn't so good already. Not to mention the entire first row was best at chance for sunburn.

The principal makes all these announcements,speech, yadda yadda I drowned most of it out to be perfectly honest. It was mostly about how proud she was of us.

After her speech we stood up, walking (again in alphabetical order) to get our certificates. Again I was the third up, but fifth name called because some kids weren't here.

After the certificates were handed out they called out awards. English History Math Science all this stuff.

Our school mascot was the Bulldogs. So some awards were called Bulldog awards, basically saying you were like almost the best or extremely well at what you earned it for. Thats what I was told my sixth grade year.

The Bulldog award for music was called. I was like "Sarah Jacob Ty" basically naming all these kids who I thought would get it.

Two were given out.

The kid next to me was talking during the second name so I couldnt here them, but the first name I stood up for.

Somehow, I had gotten that award.

It still blows my mind how I got it. The only way I could have was from chorus class, and sadly my teacher wasn't requested back at that school. He was told he was a "bad influence on the kids" but he's so sweet. He became like a father figure to me.

But I got that award because of him. I wanted to thank him, but he didnt show up. And for the awards you got a three second frame to stand up so people knew who you were then you had to sit back down. So I could make a speech to thank him either. I was annoyed I couldn't thank him.

But after it all was over we headed out to the Pavilion for food and such and I was looking for my boyfriend when my sister comes barreling behind me and backhugs me tightly. I hugged her arms with a smile, about to cry I was no longer a Bulldog.

My sister leads me to Mama and I hug her, waving to my little brother. She tells me that if I can't find my boyfriend in a couple minutes I have to leave without saying goodbye to him. So me being me I grab my friend and we run around look if everywhere for him.

My friend gets pulled away by someone and I go on my own, someone who knows him telling me he's on the bleachers. I run to the bleachers in high heels and spot him, he sees me and we both smile as I walk to him.

'You're a fricking ninja, I've checked everywhere for you!' I explain and he laughs. I hug him and giggle, his sister saying hi to me and telling me I looked pretty. I thanked her and said hi to his mom and grandmother quick. After that I could only say I love you and hug him again before running back to my family and heading home.

But I'm no longer a Bulldog.
I'm now a Tiger.
Goodbye junior high.
Hello high school.