Hello, my clueless morons! This was going to be extra long(it's still longer than usual but not too much) but instead turned out to be extra angsty. So onto the story.

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 Everything was too much. It was all too little. It was just too everything. I couldn't concentrate on anything but the abyss growing inside me. Screams echoed throughout my head. I just can't. I...just...can't.

"Why? WhY? WHY? I dON't UnDeRStaND! WHY?" my voice came out as a raspy whisper, despite the fact that I was screaming.

I slowly pulled myself up to my knees as darkness began to recede. Everything came to focus when I looked up. My room was darker than usual, but I paid no mind to it. As I stood up fully, I could feel my whole body trembling.

I walked towards the bathroom where my razors were hidden. I took the one that was the least used and examined it. After sitting on the cold, hard floor and looking it over, I nodded and ran it down my arm. Pain was my only thought. It was a good thought though, so I continued making cuts on my arm. None of them were deep enough to break skin, but it felt so good. I didn't feel satisfied yet, so I actually cut the skin.

Blood trickled down my arm with a shine to it that kept me entranced. I wanted more of that. I wanted to see that red flowing down my arm. I looked so pretty, like art. I drew another line down my arm causing more red to cascade onto the floor. I kept at it until I had six new cuts to join the others. I promised myself that the seventh would be the last one. As I ran the blade across my arm, it had cut too deep. Too much blood was flowing. There was too much pain. The room gave up. It stopped keeping people out, causing them to rush into my room. I could hear them calling out to me frantically. 'Dad...Imaj...Logan...Thomas...he shouldn't be here...it's dangerous...Roman' They must have seen the bathroom door cracked open because they all rushed in and gasped at the sight of me.

I smiled at them and said, "It's okay now."

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Thank you for reading. Don't forget to comment a prompt and comment to each other to see how everyone is doing. I still want to know if you guys want a prequel. If you do, I might ask if any of you want to collab for it. You are loved. Love you all. Stay exceptional. Hugs for everyone. Love you.