When my mother's crying her eyes out because she's ill
My brother hitting and shouting and losing his temper
When my sisters are upstairs crying
When I'm getting the blame for my brother losing his temper
When I have sleepless nights trying to go to sleep
But ending up crying myself to sleep countless times....
It's all so perfect.....

Talking to myself is keeping me company
......
I feel like I have lost it
All of it.....
I found out I can't fall in love
Can't be happy anymore
Sitting down with my knees the only things to
Hug....

It's all so perfect....
My hands the only things to cover my face
......
My dad would of fixed this
But he hasn't come home in a week
I need help.....
I'm so close to losing it
And killing myself
No wonder my friends hate me...

It's all so perfect isn't it?....