Emma POV

"Emma, may I talk to you please?" I heard Brant ask through our mind link. I sighed and responded yes and went to my office to wait for him to show up.

I honestly have no idea what to do about this because he is my mate as well as Zander and if Brant keeps acting the way he is, it's going to cause a lot of stress within the pack and there are a lot more members and if they feel the distress between Brant and I, it's not going to be pretty.

We may be the strongest pack in the world but the leaders aren't at the moment so that makes us weak.

I could tell Brant was outside in the hall, so I went and opened the door to my office when he came to it. I moved to the side and he walked in. I sighed and felt my insides ache to be in his arms and to feel his love again. I know it's the bond so it can't be helped but also, I look at him and I remember all the good times we did have and the times we spent alone together and when he would sing to me. I do miss him very much.

"Please sit on the couch with me, I don't want this to feel like a business meeting darling." Brant said using the pet name he gave me from the first day we met. I smiled and sat beside him and I could feel his body heat and my hands itched to reach out and touch him, but I didn't.

He sighed and looked me in the eyes, and I saw tears in his eyes and fall on his cheeks. I had no idea where they came from, but I pulled him into me and wrapped my arms around his neck and just held him, it felt so good touching him again. I have missed his warmth more than I thought I did.

"I'm s..so..sorry Em, I am so sorry." He kept saying in between heart wrenching sobs and I can feel how much pain he is in for hurting me and me being me I looked into his mind and heart. I closed my eyes waiting to see the images of him and that slut fucking but to my surprise, they didn't. they just kissed and made out. It still doesn't make it right but at least he didn't have sex with her.

"Brant calm down please, I can't talk to you when you're this upset. I want to fix this, I want you baby, I miss you so please calm down so we can talk." I said softly in his ear still holding his shaking body. A little while later he calmed down and he pulled back a little and I wiped his tear-filled eyes and cheeks and kissed his forehead and I felt his body relax instantly and he sighed softly.

"Are you alright?" I asked looking into his bright beautiful blue eyes. They are shining even brighter because of his tears. I felt my breath hitch at the look in his eyes and couldn't help my eyes from stinging from my own tears, but I didn't let them fall, I cried all I could for the pain I am in.

"Yea, thank you. I know I have a lot to make up for Emma, I know I have said and done horrible things to you when you didn't deserve it. I am the worst mate there is. You needed me and went through something horrible because of the stress I caused on top of what stress you were already under; I will never forgive myself for our pup dying. That has caused a huge hole in my heart and it will never be whole again. I should have been there for you; I should have put my anger aside and been there for you. I know you can't forgive me for this, but I am asking you to try to find it in your heart to one day forgive me. I know we have a lot to repair with us, but I don't want to let you go, I will even have a relationship with Zander if you want. I know we both are your mates so maybe through our own bonding, we can become mates on our own. It's possible, I looked into it. I just want you to be happy, that's all he wants also. I know that. He seems like a good man, I can see it in his eyes that he cares for you and that is all I want, you happy and cared for, loved. You are loved Emma, more than you know. I was stupid and an idiot and selfish. I will do anything in this world to show you how sorry I am. Just please don't give up on us, that is all I ask of you, everything else, is on me. I love you so much." By the time he was finished, I was a crying mess, tears falling from my eyes and breathing irregular, but they were needed apparently. He grabbed me and held onto me tightly and let me cry into his chest. He kissed me on top of my head and rubbed my back in soothing circles and I melted at his touch.

"I have forgiven you Brant, we may have lost our pup, but it wasn't just stress, it was medical reasons as well. The stress didn't help no, but it wasn't the whole cause. My body wasn't ready to handle an Alpha pup, my womb was weak to hold it so it went back home to our mother but don't worry, we will have lots of pups. I want a big family with you and Zander. I love you Brant, yes, the bond is a big part of that but it didn't make me fall in love with you as a person, I fell in love with everything about you, everything you do. That will never change, it's just I have someone else whom I am starting to love. I would love it if you and Zander spent time together and got to know one another and became mates, that would be amazing. You just have to talk to him and figure that out. I need to go see Austin; I miss my baby boy. This evening how about me you Zander and Austin have a movie night in the suite? It would be a nice bonding time for you and Zander as well as us." I said and he nodded and smiled softly. I couldn't help myself; I leaned in and captured his lips for a heated kiss that left me weak in the knees. I felt his body against mine in no time and I was laying under him on the couch, feeling his cock against my thigh and I moaned and opened my legs for him to get comfortable.

I moved my hands from his neck and slipped them between our bodies and pulled my skirt up and panties off one leg and unbuttoned his jeans and pulled his zipper down and moved his jeans and boxers past his ass and took his throbbing cock in my hand and stroked him softly earning a growl from him and I felt myself getting really wet from that sound. I look in his eyes and see them filled with lust and desire as I'm sure my own reflect the same to him. I bite my bottom lip and he leans down and kisses my neck and I remove my hand from his cock and he moves his body down my body and lays between my legs, holding them wide open and he takes a deep breath and starts licking my clit and hole with such hunger that I can't help the moans that escape my mouth and I find myself taking my top off and my bra and he pulls at my nipples and licks my pussy until I am coming undone at the pleasure his mouth and hands are bringing me. I scream out his name as my body feels like it is moving in the air from how powerful my orgasm is. It has been over a month since I have had any release and it felt amazing.

Brant moves back up my body and he enters me in one forceful thrust that I cry out in pleasure and dig my nails in his shirtless back, had no idea he took his shirt off. As he is fucking me, I see my office door opening and I try to get him to stop but I see it's Zander and the look on his face is one of lust and hunger as he looks at Brant's naked body thrusting into me.

He looks into my eyes and licks his lips and walks behind Brant and he leans down and starts kissing Brant's neck, making Brant shutter and moan loudly. Ok that is fucking hot. Zander takes that as a good sigh and starts kissing down the back of his neck and down his spine slowly, Brant's movements get slower as he is enjoying what Zander is doing to him.

Zander moves Brant up on my body but he doesn't remove himself from me, I feel Zander's mouth on my hole licking me and Brant at the same time and that did it, I came so hard yelling out and thrusting my hips back and forth, pulling at Brant's hair and moaning loudly.

The feel of Brant's cock and Zander's mouth on me and in me, sent me to a new level of pleasure. After I come back down to Earth, I notice that Zander has moved from me to Brant's behind and is licking at his hole and I can't help but move my head to get a better look.

I slide up on the couch, making Brant remove himself from me and I get a better view of Zander pleasing Brant. The look on their faces has me in such a trance that I can't stop looking at the hot scene in front me of.

I never imagined I would ever see Zander licking at my mate's backside the way he is. Brant is leaking precum like no tomorrow and is moaning so loud that I feel my body heating up just watching and listening to them. I stand up and go to Zander and since his ass is in the air, I take advantage of this.

I pull his sweatpants off his hips and he lifts his knees up one at a time for me so I can remove them and his briefs. I lay under him, my head right under his pulsing massive delicious leaking precum cock. I lick my lips wanting to taste the delicious treat in front of my face. I take my hand and guide his cock to my hot wet mouth and suck him hard and slow, earning a loud growl from him and I smile at the sound.

I lick him slowly up and down his shaft and gently lick his balls, one at a time and I even stick a finger in my mouth to get it soaked with my saliva and remove my finger and being daring I tease his backside, surprising him and myself when he moans even louder.

I take that as a good sigh and keep going deeper inside of him, until I feel him about fly off the couch and moan so loud, I feel myself getting wetter if possible. I find that spot again and this time, he doesn't react the same with trying to fly off the couch, instead he moves his hips back and forth, trying to get some friction.

All the while he has entered Brant and is fucking him as I have now two fingers inside Zander and Zander reached back and is playing with my pussy, my office is full of moans groans and growls and the smell of sex is heavy in the air but I don't care, I am enjoying this amazing time with my two beautiful mates.

I can tell they are both on the verge of climaxing, so I pick up speed with my hand and hit that spot over and over again and Zander cums bringing Brant with him, both cumming and moaning and growling loudly. I remove my fingers and am met with two pairs of eyes that look like they want to eat me which I am fine with that. Zander flips me around so I am laying on the couch on my stomach as I feel my legs being lifted up and ass spread open and I feel his mouth on my pussy, his tongue attacking me inside and his fingers working their magic on my clit and it takes less then a minute for me to reach my climax and as I am cumming, Zander enters me without removing his fingers, my walls clenching around him as he thrusts hard and fast at an inhumane speed that just takes my breath away.

He pounds into me for what feels like forever, bodies sweating and moaning and feeling like I am in heaven when all of a sudden he pulls out and flips me so I am now on my back and I can finally look into the eyes of my beautiful Alpha King mating with me, I feel my heart swell with love from the look of love and desire in his eyes. He smiles at me and I smile back and put my arms around his neck, pulling him down for a soft kiss and he slows his pace down to one where he is making love to me now, not just fucking.

He kisses me so softly and with such tenderness that I feel my eyes stinging from the tenderness of his soft lips and his slow soft movements. I can feel myself getting closer again and I feel my gums aching and my canines come out and I see his doing the same and as we climax, we mark one another as ours. I feel him remove his teeth as I do and we lick the marks to heal them and he sinks down on the couch slowly and wraps me in his arms, just holding me while his knot forms and we just lay there, not caring what the rest of the world is going, it's just us in this moment. Brant is even quiet as he knows how special this moment is between mates.

I just hope that Zander and Brant can at least try to get along after what they had done together, I gotta say seeing the two beautiful sexy men in my life have sex, that is something I will never get tired of and I can't wait to just watch them grow closer and be together like that again. I hope and pray things will be ok with us from now on.