hapter Six: Remembering

Ryan's POV

I looked at Avery’s beautiful smiling face. She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. Darcy was so happy to see his mate up and about. He wanted to mark and claim her as his own but we both knew that we couldn’t yet; I didn’t want to scare her off!

"Avery?" Rohanna said breaking out of my hug to run for my mate as we heard a low grumble from my mate’s stomach. I couldn’t help but smile as she blushed again pulling down the hem of my hooded top. I liked her in my clothes I noted and so did my wolf.

Rohanna took Avery's hands in her own small ones and started to pull her out of my room to god knows where. I growled at Rohanna taking my mate away but Rohanna just puzzled at me, she giggled before pulling Avery completely out of my room and out of my sight.

Avery's POV

Rohanna pulled me down the long, cream hallway and down the wooden stairs that creaked under our feet. Morrigan howled out wanting to be near Ryan's wolf but why? I had so many questions I wanted answering but none were. My wolf knew I could feel it.

What's going on Morrigan? Please tell me! I asked her.

You have to find out by yourself. I am sorry but I can't tell you yet. You would run and kill me while doing so!!! She simply said. I frowned trying to decode what she trying to tell me. Why did I have a wolf that was so complicated?

We had entered a living room, the walls were painted cream and brown and there were leather sofas and red rugs. It had a large flat screen TV on the wall. Pictures of lots of smiling faces were on the wall and on surfaces. It looked like a happy home. I noted the picture with Ryan and Rohanna in; most of the time they were with a man with frowns on his face but I saw one with a young boy and a beautiful red headed woman. They looked so much like Ryan but that was the only picture with the red headed woman.

"Avery this is the pack living room." Rohanna told me pulling me into a different room which was the kitchen. The walls were washed with little yellow and it was massive. There was a large oak table in the middle and a pair of double doors that led out to their large yard.

"Kitchen" she sang leading me back upstairs. We stopped at a white door with pink flowers painted on it, "this is my room!" She opened the door and pulled me in. The room was green and purple, there was a desk with a laptop, a book case, a king size bed and posters of boy bands all over her wall. I smiled as I looked around. Her room was like how I dreamed my room back at home would be like. Maybe not the boy bands but the rest was bright and colourful like Rohanna. I smiled at her.

"Do you like it?" She asked breaking me out of my dream land.

"Yeah it's beautiful! I love it!" I said grinning at her. Her face seemed to have brightened even more.

"Let me show you more of the house!!" Rohanna said grabbing my arm pulling me with her. She was strong for a girl of her age which ones ten.

"Are you a werewolf?" I couldn't help but ask.

"I have a wolf you mean. Yes her names Fionnoula but I have never shifted. My father says it is rare for there to be a female shifter but he believes I will be because my wolf has made herself known to me. When did you shift?" She said puffing her chest out in pride.

"When I was around 13 I think. I was the first werewolf in my family." I said bitterly remembering them.

"What? That can't be, you must have werewolf in your blood!" She said puzzling.

"I do but...Can we not talk about this Rohanna?" I pleaded not wanting to remember the bad things that happened in my life.

"Yeah sorry....Er this is my father's and mother's room...Ryan's" she said pointing to each one as we went down a long hallway. "This is Aaron...this is Turlough..." with his name being said the door to Turlough’s room opened and a man around Ryan’s age stepped out. He was tall and muscular with messy blonde hair and unshaven face.  

"Rohanna" He greeted her nod before his blood shot eyes were fixed upon me. "You must be Avery." He said watching my every move. Why? My wolf growled at me to let her out.

"Yes" was all I said.

"Turlough" Rohanna asked smiling up at him. He was kind of tanned but he was handsome. I had never seen other werewolves before well apart from my mother and father but they couldn't change and they were far from good looking, again I shivered remembering their vile.

As soon as my mother had been marked by my father she never changed again. I hated the fact that I knew nothing of werewolves apart from the fact they can heal, see, hear, and smell and they were also quicker than humans.

"Yeah" He had a deep voice but it was not as strong as Ryan's and didn't send delightful shivers down my back and it was rough like his features.

"Are you going out on a run?" She asked smiling her beautiful smile. I had grown to love with what little time I had spent with her this morning.

"Yeah soon, but I am going with Aaron, Finn, Misty and Gracey, why?" He asked. I felt Rohanna growl deep in her throat before storming way. I looked after the small child with so much anger. Why had she stormed away like that?

"What was that about?" I asked Turlough shyly not making eye contact.

"Don't know..." He muttered before shutting the door on my face. What was his wrong with him? I thought to myself as I went down the stairs to see if I could find the small child.

The longing to go back to my tree was bad and I couldn’t think of anything else but Morrigan wanted to stay. I didn’t belong in places like this I wanted to be free and alone!

I'll come back tomorrow! I wanted her to understand. I had not been in a house for over three years. It felt too much like being trapped.

No you won't! Can't we stay!

No I don't like it here. It’s too closed in! Please? I begged my stubborn wolf.

Find but we are coming back! She snapped at me. I could feel she was in a mood with me as soon as I put my hand on the cold, sliver handle of the door.

Should I go? I thought to myself. What was making me stay? Was it Rohanna or something else?

I opened the door and felt the cold air on my legs. I was wearing the white shirt and blood hooded top. It was cotton and thin, it ended just above my knee. I shivered before running out into the dark night.

I found my tree and climbed up. I loved it here. I loved my tree but something was wrong. I felt alone and sad for the first time in years. I felt myself wishing I had stayed inside the warm and cosy house but I didn’t belong there! That wasn’t home but it still felt like it.

I had seen what life was like in another family, a werewolf family, a pack. It was nice and happy unlike mine. Who treated me badly in till I shifted. I still had the scare across my throat were my mother had cut me with a knife. I still felt the pain of ever hit my father gave me. I still felt the sting of every word my brother and sister threw at me. I felt a hot tear run down my pale cheek as remembered.

You think your Queen bee now little Avery! Think again you fucking bitch! Mum and Dad still love me more than you. My sister’s words rang clear in my head.

No one will ever want you as a mate! You so fucking ugly My brother's words cut me in the heart again as they played on. I feel sorry for the man who has you. I hope they reject you. I would love to see you rolling in the dirty in pain as he claims someone else as his mate. It would be fucking funny! They both laughed as I cried my heart out. I felt the hit again when my brother had slapped me across the face. Why me? Was all that went on in my mind as I sat in my tree crying my heart out as I remembered them.

I hadn’t tried to remember them since I was here but that house made them come flooding back to me. I still remember the regret of my brother that was sound masked as hate. I cried, gasping for air and questioning why I shouldn’t just end it here and now!

"Avery...." I froze at the sound of a broken voice that was filled with pain. I gulped, had they found me?

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