Standing in the center of the playground, Wang Yibo stared into the sky until the space ship got disappeared. Wang Yibo slowly started to walk towards his home with heavy steps. Tears rolled down his eyes continuously. He was feeling pain deep inside his heart as if someone stabbed him right there with a very sharp object. Walking like a soulless body in the peaceful roads of his city, Yibo suddenly felt as if the whole energy left his body all on sudden. He felt as if the ground beneath his foot was shaking violently, meanwhile his vision got blurred. He blinked several times so that he could see things clearer. Trying to move forward towards his house, Yibo bumped with someone as he moved a step forward.

"I am sorry. I didn't see you." Yibo uttered in low voice and fainted in the arms of that person whom he bumped.

Next morning, Yibo opened his eyes slowly as the slanting rays of the sun directly fell on his eyes. So after that, Yibo sat on the bed. He put his hand on his head due to the terrible headache. Soon he opened his eyes again and looked at his surroundings. Realizing that he was not in his own house, Wang Yibo immediately got down from the soft cozy bed. He averted his eyes when he heard the sound of unlocking the door washroom.

"Meng Yao!" Yibo said in a low voice when he saw half-naked Meng Yao coming out of his washroom after having a shower. The droplets of water were still on his body which were rolling down.

"How are you feeling now? " Meng Yao asked politely with a soft smile plastered on his face.

"Fine. Much better." Yobo said in low voice.

"What happened?" Meng Yao asked taking his seat beside Yibo.

"Nothing. Everything is fine." Wang Yibo replied lowering his head.

"You are a cheerful boy. What made you so gloomy? You are saying that you were fine, but you are not in reality. Yesterday, before you faint in my arms, I saw read in your eyes." Meng Yao said laying back on the bed.

"My childhood friend went to his house suddenly due to some emergency. I was just disappointed to his sudden leave." Wang Yibo lied.

"Alright! He will come back soon his work was completed." Meng Yao chuckled and pinched Yibo's cheeks, "Yesterday you were crying for such a small reason."

Wang Yibo forced a soft gentle smile on his face. He just nodded his head.
"I want to home now. I have to attend University." Wang Yibo said changing the topic.

"Ah... You can wear my clothes. Now let's have breakfast together. First of all, now go to my washroom and get refreshed. I will give you my clothes to wear." Meng Yao said getting from his bed.

Nodding his head, Wang Yibo went to the washroom to get refreshed. As soon as be entered in the washroom, he turned the tap to have a shower. The cold water gentle rolled down his soft body. Even though the water was cold, but it was really refreshing. But as Yibo closed his eyes to enjoy the pleasant coldness, the series of memory came across his mind. A fainted smile appeared on his face as that handsome face with a cute smile showing those cute bunny teeth and their sweets moments together came across his mind. His smile got even wider as he remembered how Zhan used to pout after making mistakes, the way he used to cling to him every day, the hugs and cuddles, and those soft pecks on cheeks and forehead. But that bright wide smile on Yibo's face soon got disappeared, when he remembered their last memory together. Yibo looked into the mirror and slowly touched his soft pulpy pink lips as he remembered how Zhan was kissing him for last time as if he didn't want to have an end to their moments. Tears again started to roll down continuously, he missed those hugs and cuddles, that cute smile and his sweet scent. Biting his lips, Yibo looked into the mirror again.

"Wang Yibo, why are crying? Zhan is just an alien. And also Zhan is just a friend nothing more than that." Yibo said to himself still looking at the mirror at his own face."I am as straight as an arrow. I never love guys. I love only girls. I am just upset. That's it."

'Yes. I am straight, not gay. But why heart is aching like this and why am I missing him this much? Is it means I like Zhan?' Yibo's mind screamed.

Saying to himself that he was just missing his bestie, Yibo came out of the washroom. Finding a t-shirt and sweat pants, Yibo smiled. Soon sweet aroma of delicious food reached his nostrils. Going downstairs, Yibo found Meng Yao sitting on a chair and waiting for him with delicious food on the table.

Soon after, having breakfast, Wang Yibo and Meng Yao went to university. That day, Yibo shared books with his friends. Meng Yao was continuously trying to get close to Wang Yibo. But Yibo's loyal mind never stopped thinking about his Zhan. After University was over, Yibo headed towards his house without waiting for his friends.

With tired and heavy steps, Yibo entered into his house. Slowly he laid on his bed. Yibo tried to make himself stronger and to stop thinking about Zhan, but he couldn't. He slowly touched the bed, the pillow Zhan used, the clothes Zhan wore, etc. His eyes again started to become wet. He tightly hugged Zhan's pillow to control himself. The soft smell of Zhan's smell was still in Zhan's pillow and clothes, which made Yibo feel better.

Suddenly, his eyes fell on a small shining object placed on the table, and a paper with some writings. Yibo curiously stretched his arms and took the paper and started to read it.

To my dear angel,

I am really sorry my Wang Yibo. I don't know how to explain but I really sorry. I have to leave. My time here is over. I never thought that my time in this beautiful world is this little. You made me feel so comfortable with you that I never felt before. I am really grateful to you. You came to my life and made it colorful. In reality, I am really a cold, most unromantic person in my planet. I never thought that one day, I will be able to get someone's affection. I don't know what you feel about me. I really don't what I am to you. Indeed I have the ability to read your mind, but everyone has their own privacy. It was just only 2months, we spend together. I wanted to tell you something, but I was really afraid of getting rejected. So I cannot say it out. Please don't hate me. I decided to tell that secret to you now. The secret is

    I love you, Wang Yibo. I love by my heart and soul and these feeling are not fake because you are my first love.

Please don't hate. I cannot live my life with your hate feeling towards me. The new ring that you gave me that day in the market is your only sweet memory to me and   I promise to keep it safe forever. And your memories together, you soft lips and touch, I will never forget them. Please accept my present, the blue necklace.

Please stay safe and healthy. Please don't close to dirty people.

        - your little Alien
                         Zhan

As soon as Yibo completed reading this, he burst into tears.
"I love you too, Zhan." Slowly with teary eyes, he looked at the sky holding blue necklace that Zhan left for holding in his palm.

"You are always in my heart. Your memories with me are the sweetest and happiest moments in my life." Yibo said sobbing.

After some time, controlling himself, Yibo came out and stared into the sky looking at the twinkling stars. Suddenly, his face started to glow brightly with happiness, as something came across his mind.

"Zhan, I never let go of things that belong to me."

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1. Sorry for typing mistakes.

2. English is not my first language. Please compromise with it.