Missing Her
This story starts from 1 month after Avni's death....Neil is still in trauma.... Currently he is on leave for 1 month after arresting Vidyut.....But he is thinking to resign from his job....
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Night in Avneil's room
The whole room is decorated with Avni's pictures.....They are the only memory of her depending on Which Neil is living......Neil was starring at her pictures and he was lost in thoughts...
N- (in mind) Kash waqt tham jata Avni....Mujeh aab jeena jeher sa lag raha hai...kyun chali gayi tum mujeh chod k Avni....tumhe to pata hai na...Tumhari bina mai kuch nhi hu..... Avni hai tabhi Neil hai...warna kuch nhi....Phir bhi.....Pehle Neela ma...aur phir tum....Tum dono ne mujeh chod k chali gayi....You know what....I am very angry on you, myself and specially on my luck....Kyun mera pyaar har waqt mujse cheen jata hai Avni....bolo na.....Mere pyaar mei to koi kaami nhi thi na Avni...Phir kyun.....Jo bhi tha...Avni...you could have told me...mai sab solve kar deta.....
N- Pata hai Avni...Mai na tumse milne se pehle har roj wish kar ta tha...k kaash mujeh Juhi mil jaye......Par mera yeh wish hi mujh par bhari pad gaya....naahi Juhi hamare jindegi mei aati....Naahi tum mujeh aise chod kar chali jati....
Neil then got up and went towards the cupboard...He opened it and took out a shari of her.....He hugged it.....Her everything were at their place like before.....Neil was smelling her shari...
N- Pata hai wifey....This shari still smells of you....my Avni....My Ladydon......That's why mai har roj aise hi tumhari smell leta hu Avni....Mujeh lagta hai k tum mere aas paas hi ho....The thing is that I am not able to see you....aisa kyun hota hai Avni...Kyun mai tumhe nhi dekh paa raha hu....kyun???
Teras were coming out from his eyes......Just then He noticed Sweta at the door....She too was in tears.....
Neil placed his head on her lap...
S- (caressing his hairs) use bohot miss kar raha hai na tu??
N- (with a faint smile) Missing her is my life now....Mai har roj uth tha hu...din bhar use miss karta hu....phir raat ko sone jata hu yeh soch k ki swapne mei woh aye...wha pe to woh mujeh chod k nhi jaa sakti hai na....
N- (lifting his chin up) Mom you know....Mai na Avni se bohot baatein karta hu.... swapne mei....Phir subah uth kar woh bhul bhi jaata hu...Aisa kyun hota hai mom??
Sweta remained silent.....
Neil then caressed her mangalsutra...which he was wearing like a bracelet.....
N- Mere Avni ko bohot hurt hua hoga na.....she cried for help....but I was unable to save her....Bohot dard hua hoga na mom use...kash....Mujeh bhi woh dard feel hota....
S- Tillu....tu yeh kaisa baat kar rha hai....jo hona tha...woh toh ho gaya hai....You also try to move on in your life....
Neil got up
N- That is impossible Mom.....
S- Yeh Avni ki saare things dekh ta hai...and din bhar yhi soch ta hai....Na kuch khata hai ..nahi kahin jata hai...what has happened to you Tillu..... Police station bhi nhi jaa raha hai....
N- I will resign from my job tomorrow...
S- Neil....Are you out of your mind....Yeh tera swapna tha... tera gurur tha....
N- Phir bhi mai Avni ko nhi bacha paya na mom...Na hi ragini pandit hamare life mei ati...na hi aisa kuch hota...hum log ek normal married couple k tarha life lead karte....
S- Aisa nhi soch te hai Tillu.....Tu yeh soch...Avni tujeh dekh rahi hain..dur se... Usko kaisa lag rahi hai...Yeh sab dekh k...woh bol...
N- She left me na....She is selfish...Chali gayi mujeh chod k....Yeh jaante hue bhi...k i can't live without her....
Sweta kissed his forehead...
S- You know what...You go outside and get some fresh air....You will feel better....Here you are feeling suffocated....
Neil nodded and left for the garden....
In the garden Neil was sitting on a chair....he was remembering all their moments in this garden....But He felt that he is being watched by someone....
N- (looking at the sky) Kahan ho tum Avni....I am missing you.... please come to me...I love you... please please...
A cold yet mild breeze hits his body...
Neil smiled..
N- Accha....I know you love me too....
After spending some more time in the garden, he finally came back to his room and slept hugging a picture of her and not before kissing it...
N- my wifey....my Ladydon....Love you....I hope we will meet soon....
His sleep got disturbed around midnight when he heard some foot steps in the room....He opened his eyes in thin slits but he was unable to see in the darkness.....He saw 2 blurry figure in his room....Before he can do something, one of them put a cloth on his face and he became senseless
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This is basically a 4 shot on Avneil..... Idea credits goes to di.....I wish this happened in NK.... never mind.... Please do vote and comment❤️
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