Learning to be a sub
Song: Animal-Nightcore Nick remix-Neon Trees
WARNING: This chapter contains BDSM
That evening left to many other evenings just like it over the rest of the summer. I became a submissive and even though I really wanted to be on the other end I just couldn't complain about any of it because I was living the dream that any teenage boy would have begged for.
I had to call Jasper first thing after that first night and I blew his mind. I wanted him to be a part of this and begged him to come to New York. His parents on the other hand would not go for it. So I told him that when I got back home I would try to fill him in on everything. I was on a high for days, weeks and hell let's just say the whole fucking summer was the best of my entire life.
Raiden never asked me about the details but he knew that I loved every bit of it. I kept a smile on my face daily and couldn't wait to get to the club. I was introduced to a world of pure fantasy of kink and I started to learn about so many things that a boy my age should probably not have known about. I learned how to surrender myself. I learned how to trust. I learned discipline.
There were times that I was a victim; times I was treated as a prisoner, a slave and by far being a pet. At first I was really iffy about wearing a dog mask and a collar with a chain. I was on my knees for fucking hours but the pay off was nice, I got to do Goddess Athena from behind doggy style and that was my first experience entering from behind. I wasn't sure that I would have been able to handle playing it with reverse rolls however I quickly learned to take a deep breath and relax. The pain was a good pain. At first I thought I was going to break into only burned for a second until she got good penetration and I will have to say it was one of the best orgasms I had. A part of me could not wait to be in that position again.
So when I was introduced to other fetishes and toys I kept begging for more. I wanted to learn everything that I possibly could.On most night though I was working, I made sure all the girls had what they need to go up on stage and dance their asses off. I made sure everything went by smoothly in the back. I even helped set up the rooms and cleaned everything afterwards. I did it all.
Back at the apartment I walked around and admired all of his artwork on the walls now. I understood what my uncle was into. I got a better look at the painting and photos. Each woman completely bonded down in leather or chains or both. Each woman craftily tied up and gagged in positions that aroused my sexual desires. I thought that I could stop the thoughts flooding my mind but I was wrong. I went to my room and pulled out the laptop and started searching everything that I possible could about the world of dominance and submissiveness.
There are so many different fetishes and I was intrigued by so many of them. I wanted to at least try it one time and go from there. I wanted to be a master at pleasing a woman. Yes that was my goal...I wanted women to beg for more, to beg for me.However I never got to experience that end of it. The women here at the club were all fucking unbelievable. Each one wanted to control me and got off knowing that I was only sixteen. A boy that was very easy to manipulate.
Eden loved forcing an apple in my mouth and then whipping me for disobeying orders. She got off on me in pain. She actually even brought a tear to my face hitting me so hard right before getting me off.
Then there was Candy. She only wanted one thing and that was to suck me off. She would tie my arms to the back of the chair with this thick rope. Then she would spread my legs apart and tie my ankle so that I was forced not to move. She would play with me until I got hard and then suck the shit out of me. I thought for sure I would explode and it would never work right again.
But I was wrong because by the next day I was ready to go again. Electra was one of my wildest babes. Her name said it all. She introduced me to nipple claps and not only that but she would shock the hell out of them and my whole body would twitch up and then she would let go. She was into plugs and anything that vibrated. She also loved when I would make her come but I was only allowed to if she said I could.
However nothing compared to Goddess Athena...she was the one who took everything from me. I met her at a different location because being at the club was one thing but I needed so much more. I didn't need for my uncle to know that I gone deeper into the kink of submissiveness. So I ended up at her place down in the basement, I just didn't expect to stay as long a I did. "You sure you can handle this." She slaps her hand with the flogger.
"I'm here aren't I?"
She starts laughing and then she gets serious again. "You may need a safe word."I was about to object but she quickly places her finger over my mouth. "Shhh...don't...the safe word is red. Only use it if you want me to stop you got it?"
I nod my head but she is not pleased.
"Mekhi...I need you to say it."
"Yes Goddess Athena, red is the safe word."
"Then get down on your fucking knees."
I quickly take off all of my clothes and get down on my knees. She walks over and puts the dog mask on my face, almost like the one back at the club. She adds the collar and then the chain. "While here you will be my little dog. You are not allowed to talk what so ever. If you need to use the restroom you will beg me to take you. If you need to sleep, eat, play whatever it is you must have my permission. Please come with me I will show you around." She pulls on the chain and I crawl towards her."You will sleep in here do you understand."
I look over and there is a large kennel. She has got to be out of her freaking mind.
"There is a water bowl and when you are a good boy I will let you eat. Come on." She jerks harder this time, I feel my neck snap. "You will use the bathroom outside, don't worry no one will see you." She rubs my head and between the ears on the mask. "Now you be a good little dog and go to your kennel until mommy is ready I will come get you."
I look up at her like she has got to be kidding me. My mistake. She gets out the whip and I feel the sting on my back. She whips the living shit out of me until I make my way into the kennel and she locks me in it. I will never understand why I didn't fight back. I could have easily hit the shit out of her but I don't. Actually I am just shocked that all of this is happening.
"Why are you being a bad puppy...I thought you knew the rules." She pretends to pout sticking out her bottom lip but then it turns into a wicked grin.
I stay there for hours and actually the remainder of the night with the lights out and when she comes back down she is holding a silver bowl full of water. She walks over to the kennel squats down on her knees. "Now are you going to be a good little boy."
I nod.
"Good now come out and get a drink of water. Then I will let you go out to pee."
I feel so fucking humiliated. I feel like I just stepped into a world that I don't know if I want to be a part of. I read about this kind of kink but I'm not sure this is for me. I drink from the bowl, bending my head down and licking as much as I can. When I go outside she makes me lift my leg as if I am a real dog. Then she jerks the chain hard to make me come back inside."Is my boy hungry now?"
I nod again. But I never thought she would sit down in the chair and dump the warm mixture on her body. She had me eat every last drop off of her. "You better lick that shit up. I better not have a spot left on me."
I do as she says but I don't get all of it because the mask restricts my view. I pay for it. She pushes me off of her and grabs the riding crop. But then the door opens and I hear someone else walking down the steps into the basement with her.The guy is dressed in all black leather and he takes the riding crop from her. I glance up to see him kiss her and for some reason in the moment I got a sick feeling from the pit of my stomach. What did I really get myself into?
The whip was nothing compared to the crop. He beats the shit out of me till I just could not take it anymore. He keeps yelling. "You will do whatever my Goddess tells you to do...do you understand. You don't want me to take over do you?"
I had a feeling that he wanted to do more than just take over. He wanted to get all into to the action and I just wasn't into guys. I had enough."RED....RED!!!" I scream out.
He comes to a complete stop. He tosses the crop to the side and just when I thought he was going to let me go he pulls off the mask and stares down at me. Something struck a nerve and he pulled me up and knocked the fucking shit out of me. My ears ring and my vision is suddenly blurry. "Who the fuck is this? Who in the hell did you bring home?"
"It's Raiden's nephew. I told you about him."
"Let him go. Now!" he reaches over and slaps the shit out of her ad she falls done to her knees and quickly takes the chain off of me. "What the fuck...are you fucking for real? Do you have any idea what you have done?"
"He is just a boy wanting to experience the dark side of play. He wanted this...ask him?"She shoots me a look like I better tell this guy the truth.
He reaches down with one hand and pulls her back into standing before back handing her again. "You stupid bitch...I can't have his blood...their family blood on our hands. Get him the fuck out of here."
She slowly stands back up on shaking legs and lets me go. I quickly throw on my clothes and get the fuck out of there. All the way to my uncle's place I can't stop thinking about that place and then it dawns on me that I bet they pick up young boys all the time. I bet they force them to stay there for a long time maybe even till death. I just fucking escaped my death. Shit...I could have died back there.
I swear right then to go back later on and kill that bastard.I don't dare tell Raiden what happened that day. I don't go back even though I wanted her so bad. I didn't want to be her pet or be involved with whatever the guy was up to. I wanted her to be mine and I knew that would never happen with her because she belonged to someone already. They were both a fucked up couple involved into a fetish that I really didn't want to be a part of.
I don't have any sex for three days. By the middle of the week I was ready to get laid and I did with one of the other ladies. Goddess Athena took off a few days and I figured it was to try to avoid me or maybe waiting till her face cleared from the bruises by his hand. I try to force her face out of my mind. I wish to forget that night all together.
The whole summer blew my mind. By the time I had to go home I was a completely different kid. But the one thing that I haven't been able to do was be on the other end. I wanted to be the dominate one that took over. I wanted to know what it was like to use the whip among all of the other toys that I was introduced to. I wanted to be the one in control; to be the Master.
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