Greenwich Village, New York, September 16th 2015

As I arrive at NYU the weather suddenly changes and it's so bad that I ran into the university with all my strenghts.

As I enter the halls of the university I could only see cocky boys and girls.

But I was in such a bad state that I didn't mind them.

My first class is stage performance and I see everybody's going to the restrooms change their clothes.

I guess I have to do it too.

As I'm changing my clothes I hear some dudes speaking in an arsh way about me.

I don't mind it, I'm used to it.

But they keep on doing that, so I had to change my clothes quickly and ran to the stage.

It wasn't the things they said that made me run, it was how many of them were talking trash about me.

I'm in the corner of the stage all by myself.

A girl and a guy walk in my way and ask me to join them. At first I was shy but I accepted.

You got to have friends in New York man!

The class finally begins, the teacher appears at last.

I walk to the center front of the stage and those students follow me.

I guess I found my first friends in the big city.

Kora – Welcome students of 2015, my name is Kora and I'm your stage performance's teacher.

Kora – I hope that these three years that we will pass together will allow you to find yourselves, have more drama skills

Kora – And last but not the least find your dark side and live with it.

Everyone clapped at what the teacher said but me.

I was still thinking about the part of find our dark side.

Since I arrived at New York the only things I have been hearing are dark, dark and more dark.

The class takes place and the class split in groups of three.

This first class isn't going to be so demanding.

After the class is dismissed I'm being followed by Jessica and Kyle.

The ones that joined me at the beginning of the class.

Jessica – Hi Jordan, we're going out tonight would you like to join us?

Jordan – I don't know I have to practice my facial expressions.

Kyle – Oh don't be such a nerd, please join us it will be fun.

Jessica – Yeah, meet us on Subway Inn at ten o'clock!

Jordan – Okay, but I guess I will get there late.

Kyle – It's okay, we'll wait.

Jordan – I don't know well the streets of New York yet.

Kyle – But here's a map of New York subways.

Kyle gives me a map of the New York subway lines.

Jordan – Okay, thank you. See you later.

Jessica – Buh bye.

I'm not the boy that goes out because I'm lonely.

But I have to change that if I want to be a greater artist and most important a greater person.

I'm home and I just want to go to sleep but what would my new friends think of me?!

I take a glance at the mirror and I'm different.

I can tell that, in some ways I'm different.

As I prepare myself to finally go out, a shadow moves around the room.

I don't get scared because my illness makes me see things that don't exist, but I got curious about it.

I never saw a shadow so perfect and so dark.

Wellwhat Oscar and teacher Kora said is messing with my mind.