"Hi Luhan, this is Dr. Kim. I was calling about your results from the samples we took the other day. Just as I'd thought, everything looks good and normal, but I do have some new other news for you. You might want to sit down." He explains as my heart skips a beat.

"O-okay." I agree, good thing I was already sitting I guess.

"The cramps, craving, morning sickness, and dizziness are all side affects of being pregnant." He explains as my smile drops and eyes widen.

"W-what?!" I stutter as my heart sinks. "I'm what?" I ask quickly.

"It's regulation to always check if the patient may be pregnant while searching for a problem and both tests came up positive, congratulations. So take it easy and start a new diet to help the baby grow. Your mother probably already has an obstetrician you can go to for more advice and help during your pregnancy. If he doesn't then you can call my office and one of the receptionist will give you our suggested obstetrician." He explains.

"O-Okay." I stutter before hanging up.

I'm... PREGNANT?!

This can't be right, this can't be right, I'm not pregnant! I can't be pregnant! Sehun always used condoms! And we haven't in at least a month!

"Hey, baby, I brought you some lunch-" My mom says as I look up at him.

"What's wrong? Lu?" He says as he hurries over to me. "Luhan, d-did the doctor call?! Are you sick? Are you hurt?" He asks as and feel like I'm going to vomit again.

"Mom... I'm, he said.. Mom, I'm pregnant-"

*smack!*

"Mom!" I cry out as I grab my head as tears begin running down my face while he wraps his arms tightly around me.

"Baby, you're so stupid! Didn't I ever tell you to just wait!?! You're just a baby! You can't have a baby, because your my baby! Are you sure?! Are you positive??" He asks as I nod while I my cry turns into a sob.

He sits me down and assures me everything will be okay, and that I'm so stupid, but that everything will be okay.

Just like my doctor said, my mom takes me to an obstetrician and he explained to me why men are able to have children, and in detail. Saying that when women began becoming infertile, men began changing and becoming fertile to keep the human race going. I'm apart of the fifth generation of male pregnancies and that my body will start drastically changing which will hurt.

"So, is my... Is my dick going to fall off or something?!?!!" I ask before my mom hits my shoulder, telling me to watch my mouth.

"No, that's not going to happen." He chuckles as I sigh.

"Your genitals are just going to become really sensitive the closer you are to birth and at the hospital they're going to have to make an incision for the baby to come through via C-section since you don't have the correct parts for delivering it properly. The pregnancy will be the same as a woman, you will notice your nipples becoming sensitive, you may or may not grow breasts-"

"What?!-"

"Be quiet!" My mom hushes as I pout.

"Sorry, please continue." My mom says as I nod.

"You will hold weight easier, you may or may not experience back pain, feet swelling, stretch marks, hot or cold flashes, mood swings, cravings, heart burn, head aches and other minor things. How long did you say it had been since you last had intercourse?"

Shit.

"Uh.."

"Don't be shy, it's going to be hard to deny that you've been sexually active now." He says with a soft chuckle.

"It was the beginning of September." I answer as I feel my mothers eyes burning a hole into the side of my head.

"How long have you been sexually active?" He then asks, shooting me multiple times in the chest.

"Um.. A while." I say softly.

"A while?!"

"Mrs. Kim, I know you're concerned for your child's well being, but I need to get straight answers from him right now." He says with a soft smile.

"Sorry, sorry, I'll be quiet." He apologizes as he covers his mouth.

I awkwardly continue answering these questions before he tells me that I'm probably around five weeks along.

"Well, your baby's about the size of a sesame seed and looks similar to a tadpole." He says as he shows of pictures of what a five week old baby looks like.

"In this week, your baby's heart begins to divide into chambers and will begin to beat and pump blood." He explains as my own heart thuds in my chest.

He tells me more about it and explains to me that I should start exercising and eating better, but the exercising will be hard to maintain right now because I'm going to be really tired.

When we get home, my mom hugs me tightly before telling me that we need to tell dad tonight since he still doesn't know, along with the father. Just thinking about telling him is making me all kinds stressed, being in this situation is just stress itself.

"I have to go to the bathroom." I say softly before he nods and let's me leave upstairs to do so.

After using the bathroom I go to my room 

where I break down into a sobbing, screaming mess. My mom came running in and tried to calm me down but it wasn't working. I feel trapped, and nervous, and so fucking scared.

What will my friends think of me? What will happen if Baek finds out it's Sehun's? No, not if, when, when Baekhyun finds out. He'll hate me, and I'll be that person who got knocked up in high school. I don't want this, I can't do this, I don't want to do this.

My mom begins softly singing to me and rocking me back and forth while gently brushing my hair. He also rubs my back in circles as I cry into his chest, just imagining the worst happening.

"Jin? Luhan? What's wrong?" I hear my dad call as he hurries over to us, making me cry that much harder at the thought of having to tell him.

"Go on, tell him." My mom pushes softly as he brushes my hair out of my face.

"D-don't m-make me." I beg, seeing I don't think I can handle his reaction.

"You can't keep it a secret." He explains before sitting me up.

"You gotta tell him, Luhan, just rip the Band-Aid off." He encourages.

"Tell me what?!" He says as I look anywhere but at him.

"D-dad, I'm sorry." I hiccup as I wipe my eyes.

"Sorry for what?! Just spit it out!"

"Stop yelling at me!" I beg as I hide my face from him.

"Do you want me to tell him for you?" Mom asks. I nod as I cover my face, not sure what kind of reaction to expect from my dad. "He's pregnant." Mom says for me as I sob harder, not looking up at dad because I'm too scared to.

"I knew it, I didn't want to know it, but you were craving so much mustard, and Jin was craving ketchup right before telling me he was pregnant. When I saw you downing bottle after bottle of that stuff I was like, oh shit-"

"Namjoon!" Mom scolds as I chuckle softly and wipe my eyes.

"Lu, I'm pissed at you, I really am, but everything's gonna be okay. It's not going to be easy at all, not in the slightest, but you're going to have something your mother and I didn't have, and that's your parents love and support. We will help you through this because we know just how hard it is to go through. God, you're our baby! You can't have a baby!" He sighs as he sits down and pulls me into a hug.

I can't help but begin crying again and hug him back.

"I-I love you guys." I hiccup as my mom joins the hug while they tell me they love me too.

...

I continue going to school, trying to suppress my abnormally large appetite and try to pretend everything's fine. But it's so hard to when I know that as I'm in class, or talking to people, or sleeping, or eating, or walking, or sitting, or writing, or doing anything, something's growing inside me at a fast pace. And it's my best friend's, boyfriend's child.

I've been avoiding Sehun more so, well not really avoiding, more like, being vague with him. When he texts me asking if I'm okay, I send a "yeah" or if he asks to see me I say I can't, because I know that next time he comes over, I have to tell him.

Luckily you can't tell anything happening with me that's out of the ordinary. I've just been a little moodier, but I've made sure to keep myself in check and hold my tongue. I can't look at Baekhyun, well I can, but it's extremely hard to, especially when he talks about Sehun.

A week passes, and I haven't brought up any kind of talk that has to do with the future or children. I've steered away from anything remotely close to that.

My mom told me to wait a little longer with telling the father I'm pregnant since I'm currently an emotionally unstable train wreck so I agree. This gives me more time to think.

I read about week six in a pregnancy article on my phone and it said that my baby is about the size of lentil, his face is coming into shape, and blood is now being pumped through his tiny body.

Week seven comes and he now has a little tail and his hands and feet are starting to form. On the inside, this is the cutest thing ever, on the outside, I'm actually starting to grow little boobs... They're not full on jugs or anything, but they're really soft and squishy but my nipples hurt so bad that I won't touch them. I keep everything wrapped up as well, feeling completely embarrassed that I'm growing breasts and that I have no control over it either. I also have to pee like crazy which is really bugging me, especially when I've woken up for the third time that night to go to the bathroom.

Between week seven and eight I become so nauseous that I have to end up skipping first and second period unless they'd like to clean up my vomit from the carpet. My mom makes me do extra by studying a lot more for those classes and making sure I get all the work done before I'm allowed to sleep and it's honestly draining me.

If that wasn't enough, towards the end of week eight, my (what my parents decided to call them) moobs (man boobs) began growing more making it impossible to lay on my stomach. My mood swings are putting me in a bitchy mood and I hate it so much because I can tell it's annoying people. I try not to be like this but I can't help it, I hate it just as much as everyone else does.

My baby at week nine is the size of a grape, his or her nerves and organs are starting to work as well as her joints. I don't know its gender yet, but I'm just going to call it her because I feel like it might be a girl.

Week ten was the week my parents said it was time I told Sehun. It's also the week that all it's vital organs begin working and that she'll be "kicking up a storm" apparently. She's getting nails and fingerprints now, she's also able to open and closer her fists and curl her toes. They say I won't be able to feel the kicking yet. I feel nervous, yet excited about feeling her kicking. I often imagine I feel her kicking but I know it's just that, my imagination because I'll put my hand on my still small stomach and won't feel a thing.

It was the weekend, ending week ten, and I was staring at my phone, unable to sleep from late night nausea. I need to tell Sehun, I mean, he should know, but I'm so scared to tell him. I'm scared that he'll tell me to get an abortion, or leave me by myself, or tell me it's my fault, or tell me he wishes we had never had sex, or that I'm stupid, and hideous, and fucking ugly or something. I don't know, I'm so confused.

LH: Hey
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SH: So you are alive?
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LH: Yeah, what are you doing right now?
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I sit here waiting for a reply as I begin getting a sick feeling in my stomach that tells me he's with Baekhyun right now.

LH: I'm sorry, you're probably with Baek... Just act like I never texted you.
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My chest hurts along with my stomach, feeling queasy and hurt but this is my own damn fault. I put this upon myself. I force myself as I turn my phone completely off and leave with it to the bathroom. After using the toilet I try to find somewhere to leave my phone so I won't be tempted to get it during my night time bathroom trips.

I decide to take it downstairs with me and to the kitchen while I grab the mustard out and some bread. I don't even give a shit anymore, I'm fucking hungry for mustard so I'm going to just fucking eat it on some bread. I don't give a fuck. I stare at the black screen on my phone as I chew my food with a glare on my face.

Damn it I have to see if he replied!

I turn it back on and see that he texted me back multiple times but I can't read the text unless I open my phone. If I open it to the text then it'll show that I read them, but if I don't then I won't know what he said and he won't know I opened it. I don't know what to do.

Damn it.

SH: No, you haven't talked to me in weeks!
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SH: Luhan!! Please don't ignore me.
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SH: Why won't you talk to me anymore?!
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SH: Was it something I did?!
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SH: Luhan!!
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SH: Luhan!!!!!!
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SH: If you don't answer me I'm coming to your house.
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SH: I'm about to leave.
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SH: I'm leaving.
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SH: I'll be there in five.
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God damnit.

I look at the time and it's 1:07AM so he was either bluffing or-

SH: I'm at your front door
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I quickly throw my mustard sandwich away while I scramble to wash my mouth out before heading my phone vibrate again.

SH: Don't make me ring the door bell.
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I can hear knocking making me quickly grab my phone and hurry to the door.

"I didn't say you could come over!" I whisper/yell as I crack the door open.

"I didn't ask for your permission. Now open the door." He huffs as I roll my eyes and shut it to get the chain off.

He doesn't hesitate to come in and goes to the kitchen to shut off the light before coming back to drag me upstairs quietly.

"So why have you been so short with me, sending me one word texts, and not texting me back? What's up with that?" He huffs as he pins me to my door after shutting it behind us.

"What's up with caring so much all the sudden?! I wouldn't have to be like this if you weren't also fucking my best friend!" I growl back, trying to keep my voice down but just his presence is beginning to piss me off.

"Luhan-"

"No, I don't even know why you're doing this with me. You're hurting the both of us!" I whisper yell, mad at the position I've been put in.

"Luhan, I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you, I don't want to." He whispers as he presses his forehead to mine.

"Stop it." I huff as he kisses both of my cheeks once.

"I don't want to." He admits against my neck before gently kissing it.

It's not a hungry kiss, or a teasing kiss, just a soft, sweet kiss that moves down to the base of my neck. I'll admit that it feels so good to be touched and kissed by him, but I have to tell him what's going on.

"Sehun, stop." I say slowly before he pulls his lips away from my neck.

"You smell really good." He mumbles as he runs his nose up my neck and behind my ear before kissing my skin.

"Sehun, I have to ask you something." I say softly.

"What is it?" He asks as he runs his nose up into my hair before moving to kiss my forehead.

"Have you... Always used condoms, because-"

"Did you catch something? It wasn't from me, I swear, I get checked all the time-"

"Sehun, did you ever not use a condom?" I ask as he eyes widen.

"I- it was once, but Lu, I swear I didn't give you anything. We can go get tested in the morning if you want-"

"Was it the last time that we.." I begin but feel myself becoming afraid of where this is going.

"Y-yes, but Lu, I promise, I don't have anything, if I did and I knew I did I wouldn't have-"

"No, it's not that." I say slowly as he lets go of my arms.

"What is it?" He ask as options begin running through my mind on a rampage.

You can tell him, you can wait another five seconds for him to figure it out, you can kick him out, you can kick him in the dick and yell it at him, you can lie, you can jump out the window, you can call for you parents and say he broke in, or you can just tell him.

"Luhan?" He says as he takes a small step back.

"I... I'm pregnant."

AN// *gasp* omg he told him!!! Ahh! Cliff hanger too because I'm a mean author that likes to leave mean cliff hangers hehehe😈