"Sehun? What are you doing here so late?" Luhan asked as he found the younger knocking on his bedroom window.

Sehun eyes have dark circles under them and he seems like he's in a slight daze which worries Luhan.

He let's the younger in before Sehun turns around to shut the window. 

"Is everything okay? Why didn't you go through front door?" He asked before Sehun turned to face him and pressed their lips together.

"I missed you." He said in a deep voice that rattled Luhan.

"Sehun-" he began as he pulled away, concerned for his boyfriend.

"Can we fuck around a little?" He asked as he began kissing Luhan again.

"Sehun, it two in the morning-"

"It's the perfect time." He said as he backed Luhan up towards his bed.

"Sehun, why are you being like this?" Luhan asked in a hushed voice before being pushed onto the bed.

Luhan's heart raced as Sehun climbed on top of him and moved his face closer to Luhan's.

"I'm just fucking horny, I need to let off some steam, that's all." He explained while his lips hovered over Luhan's.

"Sehun, I'm tired-"

"You don't think I am?" He snapped as he moved his hot mouth to Luhan's neck.

"That's not what I meant-"

"Then what did you mean?" He said harshly while pushing himself up.

"Sehun, I just meant I was exhausted from today, can't we in the morning or something-"

"It is morning." He sais and went back to what he was doing.

This kiss felt different. It felt different from any kiss he'd ever received from the younger. It made his heart race and stomach drop in every way except for in excitement, seeing he felt powerless at the moment.

"Sehun-"

"What, Luhan?! I've been at work all night and I'm stressed out of my fucking mind. I haven't gotten anything from you for weeks." He says as he pushes himself back up.

"Because you're never here anymore-"

"I'm at work! Do you work? Do you physically go to school? Or play sports? Do you do any of that shit or do you just sit here with the baby and let him suck on your tit?"

"Why do you have to say it like that? Why are you being like this?!" Luhan said as he tried to push Sehun up, not wanting to be in the position any longer, but gets his hands pinned to the bed instead.

"You're being fucking stubborn! Can you just lighten up?!" Sehun said and went back to kissing Luhan's neck.

Luhan was scared to say the least. Sehun had never talked to him like this, or done anything like this to him and he didn't know how to handle it. He didn't know what to say, or what to do because Sehun was stronger than him and had him pinned.

He tried to justify the situation in Sehun's favor, saying things to himself like "he's just stressed" or "he just needs you" but it didn't make it feel right.

Sehun wasn't easy on him, he was rough and harsh, seeming to take his frustration out in the form of bitting and squeezing the older. Luhan was sore and breasts were tender from the regular feedings but Sehun wasn't aware and squeezed and nibbled on them anyways. He took the whines and soft yells of his name for pleaser when they were the opposite and didn't seem to listen to the complaints.

Luhan didn't tell him no and never asked him stop so Sehun didn't. Luhan's feelings were everywhere and he didn't know whether to moan or cry so he tried to keep it all in. He did know that he was happy to please Sehun and make him feel good, seeing he does love Sehun. He just expected that once Sehun was finished that they'd cuddle and Sehun would whisper sweet things to him that would make him know he was loved and appreciated. But the younger pulled his clothes back on and said he needed to leave and shower before school.

Sehun left the way he came, but left Luhan in a shocked and pained state that you could say broke a piece of him. Luhan didn't know what to think and pulled his pajamas back on. He tried to pretend it didn't happen, he tried to convince himself it was a dream, and that Sehun wouldn't do that, but he did.

Luhan wasn't able to fall back asleep that night. Instead, he stayed awake, balled up under his bedsheets with an occasional emotional breakdown that took him to a sobbing, hair tugging state. It eventually stopped when the sun began rising and he laid there and stared blankly at the wall, waiting for his alarm to get up to go off so he can get up.

He didn't know that it was only the beginning of something riddled with disaster.