AN// sorry for any over looked mistakes!!(:

A few weeks of Luhan's neck and back hurting from how he was sitting on his bed with Jungkook go by slowly. Sehun saw how much he was hurting decided to use his first two paychecks to buy a big teddy bear that Luhan would be able to lean against on his bed while he wasn't there. When he brought the heavy bear to Luhan, the older couldn't have been happier about the bear. He was so excited to use it and cuddle with the fluffy, giant stuffed animal.

By the time summer came Jungkook was a month old and Luhan officially graduated high school. Sehun's been at Luhan's house more than he's at his own and his parents come over occasionally to bring gifts and assistance the tired family.

Although Jungkook was a large baby to begin with, he's already gotten so much bigger which their pediatrician said was perfectly normal. The baby's sleeping pattern has also gotten much better and lets Luhan have an extra hour or so between feedings to get some rest in.

Namjoon and Jin began stressing that Luhan's needs to go to college, saying that it will be hard for him to do but harder to do when he's older. Jin helped him look for online schools, knowing it would be easier for Luhan to just continue online schooling so they won't have to pay for a fully time babysitter. Sehun of course was going to finish high school and work to help pay for things but he didn't need to do much yet.

Sehun actually hated how little he could do for Luhan, seeing all Jungkook did to let him help was go to the bathroom. Sehun couldn't breast feed him, and wasn't with them twenty-four seven to always change diapers. He only ever did change a diaper once or twice a day at most and Jungkook was always bathed in the morning.

A month after that, everything began to calm down and their schedule was much more steady. The baby had so much love in his life, coming from his two families and Luhan's friends. Chanyeol even came over with Sehun to meet the baby and he was completely in his element with Jungkook, seeing their mindsets aren't much different.

Although Luhan had been free to start having sex again, it was hard for him to find time. His two hour break when the baby was asleep was used for things like taking a shower, eating, working out, sleeping, washing clothes and the baby's diapers(separately of course), or just trying to be somewhat productive. Then as the days coming to an end Sehun would arrive and Luhan was exhausted.

"Hey, Lu. Everything okay?" Sehun asked which snapped Luhan out of his head.

"Hm?" He hums in response.

"You seemed stressed." He says as Luhan sits up straight and shakes his head.

"No, I'm fine." He sighs and runs his fingers through his hair.

"Want me to rub your feet?" He offers as Luhan shuts his eyes.

"Would you?" He asks which makes Sehun smile.

"Of course." He answers.

"Would you mind shutting off that light? My eyes hurt." Luhan says softly as he readjusts on the bed and fixes the bear behind him.

"I hope you're still taking good care of yourself, Lu." Sehun says as he sits on the edge of Luhan's bed and pulls Luhan's feet onto his lap.

"I am." He assures as he sighs and leans back on the bear.

Sehun begins massaging Luhan's sore feet and legs which makes Luhan's night seem so much better.

"How long has it been since you last masturbated?" Sehun asks which immediately makes Luhan blush embarrassment.

"Sehun-"

"No, I'm serious. You shouldn't keep it in all the time, so when was it?" He asks.

"I don't know.. I haven't had much time for anything." He says before feeling Sehun kiss his leg.

"Okay, let me take care of it for you then?" He says as he begins kissing up Luhan's leg while the older giggles.

"Sehun, I'm too tired to have sex." He sighs.

"I don't want anything from you, Lu. I just want to give back to you and I don't know what else I can do." He sighs, seeing this is a way to make him feel useful.

"Okay, well I'm ready any time." Luhan chuckles which makes Sehun laugh and dive between the older's legs.

It didn't take long to have Luhan a panting, shaking mess under the younger touch seeing he's become more sensitive after the long break he's take from masturbating. It also easily put Luhan to sleep which Sehun was slightly thankful for, thinking Luhan hadn't gotten much sleep anyways.

Towards the end of the third month, Sehun began getting ready to go back to school as well as Luhan, but in different ways. Sehun got new clothes and backpacks, while Luhan got a new laptop and binder to keep his printed papers in.

Just like summer came it left and school was back in session. Sehun became more busy with the change, now trying to fit in his job and school together while also trying to find time to spend helping Luhan.

Work also began piling up for Luhan, seeing he's now a full time mother and trying to balance school on top of it. It becomes tiring and stressful for everyone and the baby not used to bottles didn't help one bit. He was used to a real nipple and wanted nothing but it which meant his parents couldn't take over the feedings for him.

After a week of trying to do work and feed the baby at the same time Sehun surprised  him with a wrap that will hold Jungkook and give Luhan his hands back. Only just as he was able to begin typing and breastfeeding at the same time Jungkook because becoming explorative. Luhan didn't understand why Jungkook wasn't feeding for as long as usually and has been trying to roll out of the sling as well. Luhan was worried and told him mom only to find out that Jungkook is just feeding faster than usual.

Although it's been rough and tiring, Luhan enjoyed being home with his adorable baby and being able to watch him grow. It's not easy, having a baby is never easy, no matter your age, but Luhan loved Jungkook. It was a love he'd never felt before, one stronger than anything he'd ever felt which made him full of emotions. He knows he'd do anything for his baby to keep him safe, and knows he will always love him, no matter what happened. Luhan cried a few times from how much he loved Jungkook, seeing his emotions have been all jumbled up by the chubby baby.

It hurt Luhan to think about a life without Jungkook and he never wanted Jungkook to leave him. He couldn't imagine sending Jungkook to college, or having him spend the night at a friends house because just the though made Luhan jealous.

Sehun became a less regular face around their house seeing work, basketball, and school have prioritized his life. Luhan didn't mind seeing he of course wants Sehun to have a good senior year and he had his parents help too.

Jungkook was now able to sit up al on his own as well roll which was a big achievement in every baby's life. He's also been babbling and laughing when Luhan made funny faces and sounds. Luhan did everything he possibly could to make Jungkook laugh and when he did Luhan completely adored it. It was a big highlight in the madness of the past year.

"Hey, I can't come over tonight." Luhan heard Sehun's tired voice say after answering his phone.

"You aren't?" He said softly, seeing it's been a while since he'd last scene Sehun.

"I mean, if you want me coming over at twelve I can-"

"No, no its fine. I just miss you, that's all." Luhan admits before hearing a sigh come from Sehun.

"Luhan, I'm doing the best I can. I wish I could clone myself and send it to work so I can be with you but I can't." He says as Luhan nods.

"I know, Sehun." He sighs, disappointed that he won't be seeing Sehun again this week.

"Okay, I gotta go, practice is about to start." Sehun says as Jungkook plays with his free hand.

"Okay, be careful." Luhan says and earns a "mhm".

"Bye." Sehun says.

"Bye, lov-" Luhan says but had been hung up on, Sehun probably not knowing he was going to say anything else.

He sighs and puts his phone down as Jungkook chews and drools all over Luhan hand. Jungkook cheeks are bright red from teething and Luhan continues gently rubbing his baby's swollen gums like he mom told him to do.

Jungkook plays with a rattle and shakes it around while holding onto his momma's pinky in his other hand. Luhan leans over slightly and kisses Jungkook cheek over and over which makes him squeal and laugh.

"I love you, kookie." He sighs and lets Jungkook continue to chew on his finger.

AN// Hello everyone! I'm sorry for being so freaking inactive the past few weeks but I don't think I'd ever been so busy for so long like that! I'd go into a rant about everything I did but it probably bore you so I'll just say that I was either doing school work or getting home at ten after pops concert practice. Might not sound like a lot but it was very overwhelming and draining but I'm back! Summer is also coming up so I hope I'll be able to be much more active! BTS ONE A BILLBOARD AWARD TODAY TOO!! WOOHOO IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM!!!👏🏻👏🏻