"Hey, I like you hair-"

"Don't touch me." I growl, not necessarily trying to be mad, but I feel so hurt that I want to crawl into a hole.

"Luhan, why are you mad at me?!" He pouts as he grabs my shoulders and pins me against the wall outside our class.

"Get off me, Sehun!" I grunt as I try to get out of his grip but it's not working.

"You didn't make me a sign... You always make me signs, you threw my game off!" He huffs jokingly as I roll my eyes.

"You have a boyfriend, so have him be your 'good luck charm' because I won't anymore." I huff as I push roughly on his chest, forcing him back into a group of people walking past before I leave into the class.

...

Slowly weeks begin to pass, turning into months while Baekhyun pretty much ditches all of us for his boyfriend. I get closer with Minseok and Kyungsoo and we tell Kyungsoo about how I've had a crush on Sehun since last year, sophomore year, and that Baekhyun knew about it.

I don't want to turn on my best friend and I don't want to turn out group on him either. I just want to know if other people think that what he's doing is wrong. Just so I don't feel like I'm being over dramatic, but it's torture for me.

It was the last day of school, and Minseok and Kyungsoo were coming over to my house to stay the night, before Baekhyun came running over to us and pulls me in a tight hug.

"Omo, Luhan! You almost forgot to sign my year book!" He squeals as he hands me it.

"Oh, sorry." I apologize, seeing we don't really talk much anymore.

I put a simple, have a good summer, miss you. But that doesn't seem to please him, not the slightest.

"Why didn't you write more?! This is no fun." He pouts.

"We'll probably see each other over the summer, and we're ready to leave!" I explain, trying to sound convincing.

"Wait, where are you all going?" He asks.

"Oh, they were coming over to my house." I say slowly, not sure how he's gonna take it, but I can tell Kyungsoo and Minseok have the same expressions I do.

"Why didn't you invite me?" He asks softly, seeming really hurt.

"I-it wasn't like that Baek, you just don't talk to us anymore, like ever. You're always with your boyfriend so I just got out of the habit of asking you because you always said no since you were hanging out with him." I admit as Minseok and Kyungsoo agree.

"W-well, tonight Sehun's throwing a party, I'll send you the address and you guys can all come and we can hang out! That would be so fun! I'm sorry for not hanging out with you as much... We can hang out more this summer and next year! I wish you guys would have told me, because I feel bad now since I didn't even think about it!" He pouts before hugging each of us.

"Please come tonight! It'll be so much fun!" He begs and I can't help but agree.

Just like he said he sent us an address and time to be there which was seven. Around five-thirty I decided to get up and begin getting ready. To be fair, I was a bit more nervous than the two of them. We were going to Sehun's house for the first time for a party. I didn't know what to expect and I didn't know if I could stand seeing Baekhyun all over him like he has been for the past 5 months... Maybe I shouldn't drink, well who knows if there will even be alcohol?

Maybe this will be my chance to get to talk to Sehun. Would it be wrong for me to tell him how I feel now? After all this time?

"Is this gonna be really weird?" Kyungsoo asks as he comes over to the mirror I'm at and fixes his hair.

"I don't know, I just hope Baek isn't hanging around Sehun the whole night so we can talk with him." I sigh.

"You're gonna talk to him?" Minseok asks as I glance at him through the mirror.

"I was thinking about it... I don't know if I should or not." I explain as I turn around to look at him.

"Are you gonna tell him how you feel?" Kyungsoo asks with wide eyes.

"I-I don't know. At school he was almost always with someone, I couldn't get him alone to talk. I don't know if he'd even want to talk to me because I pushed him away."

"Well, if you wanna talk to him, we're gonna get you a talk with him!" Minseok says with determination in his eyes.

"Okay now, lu, can you do my eyeliner like this?" He asks as he jumps up from his seat and hurries over with a picture on his phone.

Once the three of us are all ready we still had a little over an hour before the party and Kyungsoo wanted to go by his house. He said he wanted to get a different outfit because he didn't bring anything party worthy so we agree and left.

Of course he had us come in with him and help him choose something so he doesn't over dress before he mom offered to make us food. We declined of course but she had just finished making dinner for her and her husband and insisted on us eating. His mom is so nice.

After eating and thanking his parents we rush upstairs to brush out teeth, well kyungsoo did and Minseok and I just mixed toothpaste and sink water around in our mouth. It was better than nothing, then off we went to our first, and probably only, party of the summer.

When we get there, we find the house much bigger than we were expecting, and the party much bigger as well.

"Hey! Look who it is!" Chanyeol says as him and Chen come over to welcome us.

"I didn't expect to see you guys here." Chen grins as we chuckle and shrug awkwardly.

"Baek asked us to come." Kyungsoo explains.

"Makes sense, come on in, Baek's over here." He explains as we begin following him in.

"Lu, Soo, Seok! You guys made it!" Baek shrieks, sounding like he's already had a little to drink.

"Yeah, of course." Minseok says as he hug him.

"Hey, we're gonna play a game of beer pong, come be on my team!" Chanyeol says as Sehun comes over and says the same thing to Baek, not looking at me, but I couldn't care less...

"Baek, I just want you to know, that you're gonna lose." I tease with a grin, trying my best to act normal as he rolls his eyes.

"Yeah right! We're gonna kick your ass!" He taunts back as we get to the table.

Baek and I play rock, paper, scissors to see who goes first, but we keep choosing the same one.

"Baek! Stop copying me!" I joke seeing we literally can't pick opposite ones.

We begin laughing at how we keep choosing the same one before Chanyeol and Sehun decide to cover our eyes with their hands.

"Luhan! Stop it!" He laughs since each time they remove their hands Baek and I have the same one.

"Okay, Chan, you go, I can't take this." I laugh as I switch spots while Baek does the same with Sehun.

They win...

"Hey, don't get used to it, because that's the only thing you'll be winning tonight." Chanyeol taunts.

"Okay." Sehun says sarcastically before throwing the ball into the center front cup.

"That's fine, that's the easiest cup to get." Chanyeol hums as he drinks from the cup.

I can't say Chanyeol's too good at this, but I'm better than all of them combined, making Baekhyun or Sehun drink a cup with each of my throws. They got a few on us, me having to drink three of them while I kick ass and pretty much win the game for us.

I also have been doing a great job of ignoring Sehun, not allowing myself to steal any glances of him just so we don't have the chance at making eye contact. He on the other hand keeps looking at me, I can feel his eyes on me, along with seeing him in my peripheral vision while I stare at Baek trying to look at him.

Damnit.

After that Baekhyun wanted to go dance but I told him I wanted to find Kyungsoo and Minseok first to make sure they're okay.

I end up finding them both, Kyungsoo is talking with Chen while Minseok talks with Jongin being the little flirts they are so I leave them alone.

When I get back to Baek he's taking a shot before handing me one and takes another with me.

"You need to slow down our you're gonna be doneee in like twenty minutes." I warn as he pulls me into the crowd of people dancing to some American rap song.

Of course Baek dance behind me and laughs with me as he tries to get me to yike with him. I agree, until we begin getting too much attention from it and we go back to just some grinding instead.

When I start feeling to hot we decide to go sit down and Baek begins consuming a large amount of alcohol. He doesn't listen to me and not an hour later he's a mess making me extremely worried for him.

I mean, I've drank a lot as well but I know how to pace myself properly so this won't happen to me at nine.

"B-Baek, stop!" I say as he tries to climb up on a table.

I have to pull him down before he throws himself in my arms.

"Lu, I don't feel good!" He warns, his face looking a bit green.

Well, shit.

"Come on." I grumble as I begin dragging him with me to where I assume the bathroom is.

His moaning about his stomach feeling sick gets louder and louder, just as we find a toilet it's like fireworks are spewing from his mouth. I rub his back as he grips the bowl and emptys the contents of his stomach into it. I'll admit I was trying my hardest not to gag listening to him, and eventually had to quickly leave before I ended up like him.

"Oh god." I mumble as I shut the door behind me, trying to catch my breath.

"Is Baekhyun-hyung in there?" I hear from my left and glance over to find Sehun walking over to me.

"Y-yeah, he doesn't hold his liquor well." I mumble as I look away from him, feeling a bit awkward.

"I'll take him to my room-"

"I'd give him a minute." I insist and lightly stop him from reaching for the door handle.

He nods and moves back to lean against the wall across from me.

"Um, so how have you been?" He asks as he crosses his arms over his chest, looking down the hall he came from.

"Good, you?" I ask as I lean against the door, hearing faint gagging from the other side.

"Been good.. Did you leave pre-calc because of me?" He asks as my eyes widen slightly.

"W-what? No, I.. I was just a TA, one of my other teachers wanted me to be her TA and I didn't have anything to do in that class so I agreed." I explain, I mean I asked to go to her class so it was a bit of a lie.

"Oh, I thought you left because of me." He repeats.

I nod awkwardly to acknowledge his statement as I cross my foot over the other.

"You guys don't really talk anymore, huh?" He asks.

"Not really." I agree as I glance up at him.

"Why?" He asks.

Because he went behind my back and started dating the guy I've had a crush on for two years?

"He doesn't hang out with us anymore." I say  because it is part of the reason.

"Oh, sorry." He apologizes.

"It's his choice, you don't need to be sorry." But you do need to be sorry for chosing the wrong guy to date... "Why him?-" I blurt before being cut off.

"Sehunnie!!!!" Baekhyun yells from the other side of the door.

"What?" He asks me as my face begins to heat up.

"Sehunnaaahh!" He whines followed by the sound of the toilet seat slamming shut.

"Uh, we should help him." I suggest and turn the door handle.

I could tell he wanted to stop me, but I didn't mean to ask it like that, so hopefully he'll think he just heard me wrong.

"Hunnie!" Baekhyun hiccups from the floor with his arms up, wanting to be hoisted off the ground.

"Here, can you help me carry him upstairs?" He asks as he moves past me and flushes the toilet before picking him up.

"Yeah." I agree, seeing I would like to make sure he got somewhere safe.

Sehun's turns Baekhyun's blabbering body to turn around so he can wrap his arms around his chest before beginning to drag him out. When we get to the stairs I grab Baekhyun's feet and help carry him up.

Once we get to the top Sehun asks if I could open his bedroom door to put Baek in there. I do as he says, seeing I want to make sure Baekhyun is put somewhere safe.

As we get in his room Baekhyun's eyes open and light up at the sight of me.

"Lulu, you're here!" He cheers as he slips out of Sehun's grasp to fall onto me.

"Shit." I grunt from the force as he begins slipping while I quickly try and get a better hold on him.

"Baek!" Sehun whines, sounding annoyed that he jumped out of his arms.

Within seconds Baekhyun's out like a light again with me trying to hold him up. I decide to try and turn around so I can drag him to the bed, hearing a few chuckles from Sehun.

"Goddamnit, Baek." I say seeing the bed is much too high for me to properly get him on it and decide to hand him to Sehun while quickly getting on it. I hoist him up before letting him flop on the bed next to me.

You really chose him over me? Fucking asshole.

I sigh as I look at my mess of a friend passed out on the bed next to me.

"So.." Sehun began as I climbed off the bed.

"Um, I think I better go." I mumble as I walk past him, feeling more and more annoyed at him.

"Hey, wait." He says as he grabs my wrist.

"If anything bad happens to him you're to blame." I huff as I pull myself out of his grip and hurry to the door. 

"Lu!" He calls after me only for him to stop me again in the hall.

"Will you just wait?" He huffs as he gets in my way. "Why do you hate me?!"

"I don't hate you." I grunt as I try to get past him.

"We used to be friends, now you won't even talk to me. Just tell me what I did! I can't take it anymore-"

"Because I had the biggest fucking crush on you and did all this shit for you, and you fucking went and started dating my best friend!" I practically yell at him as I shove him back a step. "Do you have any idea how fucking hurt I was when he called me saying the guy I'd been in love with since last year asked him out?!!" I say as I shove him again.

"You were in love with me?" He asks as I bush my eyebrows together.

"No.. I wasn't in love with you, I mean.. I just fucking liked you, and he fucking knew that! So fuck you, leave me the fuck alone." I growl with another shove.

"Hyung, I-"

"I don't want to fucking hear it." I snap as I try to get past him but he won't let me. "I fucking hate you!"

"Stop fighting me! For one second-" He insists as I yank my wrists put of his hands again.

"I had no idea you felt-"

"Don't fucking do that." I warn, seeing I did so much to make it obvious how I felt.

"I thought you were just being-"

"I said don't! I came to all your games, I'd make you signs, I bought you drinks and food, I'd compliment you all the fucking time, it's embarrassing. My friends all knew, even fucking Baekhyun, so fuck you, fuck both of you!" I yell at him as I hit my palms against his chest, pushing him back as I did.

I'm shocked when he grabs my shoulders and pulls me to him and presses our lips together.

"Se-Sehun!" I squeak as his fingers lace into my hair and lips press back against mine, holding me still.

Is this really what I want? To be kissing him with Baekhyun just down the hall, knocked out in his room?

It just feels so good.

"I'm sorry." He mutters against my lips as I open my eyes to look up at him.

All I want is his attention, it's all I've ever wanted, but even now when I thought I had it, his eyes are focused down the hall, watching for Baekhyun. It's always about Baekhyun.

"Sehun, fuck me." I find myself begging as I grab the front of his shirt. Quickly his eyes moved back to mine as my heart began to race. Did I really want that, or was it the alcohol talking?

"H-hyung." He stutters, but he was the one who kissed me first.

"Sehun.." I whine as I push myself up onto my tiptoes to press my lips back to his.

The kiss was messy and screamed of inexperience, but it just felt so good. Then when his hands left my hair and wrapped around my back as my body began to heat up. The feeling of his hands balling up the back of my shirt made my skin jump and body begin to burn. I wanted him, I just had to have him and this was my only opportunity. 

My heart was racing in my chest as I bravely moved my hands to his hips and slid just under his shirt to touch his hot skin. We both moved cautiously and slowly, seeming almost scared to touch each other, but it felt so good I couldn't stop. His hands pawed at the back of my hips, seeming like they wanted to move lower but were scared to. 

"You can touch me." I say as I dip my pinkies under the waist of his jeans. 

"Y-you can touch me too." He stutters as I step forward to close the gap between our bodies. 

I decide to take the first big jump, sliding one hand under his shirt and behind his back, feeling the way his spine dips and run my fingers over it. My other hand slides up his chest and behind his neck, wanting him to feel what I felt when he ran his fingers through my hair. These sensations are all new to me, making my body burn and beg for more. 

Finally his hands dip into the back of my jeans, slowly sneaking down to grab ahold of my ass I hope he likes how it feels. I hope he likes it better than Baekhyun. He startles me when he squeezes much harder, making our bodies press together and his slight bulge press against my hip. 

"C-can we go somewhere?" I hum as my wandering hand makes it's way to the front of his jeans.

"Y-yeah." He stutters as he squeezes my bottom once more before pulling his hands out of the back of my pants. Sehun grabs my hand that's in the back of his shirt and holds it to his hip as he leads me down the hall and into another room. 

The lights are off, allowing the moonlight to flood in from the open windows and light the path to the bed. He pulls me in and closes the door behind me as I slide my hand off his hip and lace our fingers together instead. 

There's hesitation from both of us, we know we shouldn't, but it feels so good, I don't want to stop. I pull him with me into the room as his eyes move up and down my body shyly. 

"Do.. you want to touch me?" I ask as the back of my thighs hit the side of the bed. I pull him back to me to close the gap between our body once again before letting go of his hand. 

"H-have you ever done this before?" He questions back as I move my hand up his chest.

"N-no." I admit, leaving my hand on his shoulder. 

"Are you sure you want to, with me?" He hums as his hand carefully touches my hip.

"I've always wanted it to be with you." I bravely admit, glad the dark of night can hide my blushing face from him. 

He leans back down and presses his lips back to mine, giving me the green light to keep going. This kiss has more passion behind it like it has a job to do, which it does. The front of my pants have become embarrassingly tight, and I can tell his have too by the way he's poking against my hip. It's almost like everything was the way it was supposed to be, I was with the guy I liked and he was with me. 

He laid me back on the bed, letting me scoot up onto it as he got between my legs and followed me. The weight of his body on mine filled me with an ache for him. I wanted more, I needed more, and there was no going back.

The way he humped me began to drive me crazy. I never knew it could feel so good and the way his hands touched me made my cock ache in desperation for him. Anyone could tell from the awkward bumps and curious touches that we were both new to this, figuring things out as we went. 

Soon I didn't care about what others would think if they found out what we were doing. It just felt so good I couldn't stop. From the way it felt to have someone else undress you, to the feeling of our bare bodies touching for the first time. I squeezed his hips between my thighs as his lips lazily kissed my neck and crotch thrusted against mine. 

The way he moaned in my ear, the way his fingers touched me and made my body feel was intoxicating. I wanted to do more, I wanted him inside me, but I didn't have a condom, or know if I was ready for that. This was wrong, I knew it was, but it felt so good. 

"S-Sehun, I'm gonna-" I whimper, feeling so close to the edge just from humping. My teeth clinch shut as my hands fly down to his hips and grab them as he slows down but begins teasing me.

My hand moves to his stomach quickly and presses against it, almost as a way to say stop while he continues slowly rubbing. I ball my hand up as he continues the steady pace while I whine and begin feeling extremely hot. I end up coming onto my stomach with my arms pinned down to the bed and body covered in sweat and saliva, curtsy of Sehun.

"Fuck, you're so hot." He breathes against my neck as he presses our crotches together.

"D-did you..?" I ask, wondering if he came too.

"Not quite, but it's okay.. Maybe you'd... use your hand?" He asks as he pushes himself up onto his knees. 

I slowly nod as I sit up too then look down after feeling my cum slowly sliding down my belly. 

"You could use that.. for lube, if you wanted." He says as I blush even harder. 

"O-okay." I stutter and reach down to collect the cum off me. 

He sighs as my wet hand wraps around his tip, lubing him up with the cum he milked out of me. Oh god, that's hot. I can tell he thinks the same from the way his cock throbs and pulsates between my fingers. A slow, breathy moan escapes his lips as he rests his hand on my shoulder for balance before letting his head fall forward. 

 "That feels, re-really good." He mutters as he squeezes my shoulder and grinds against my palm. 

It didn't take much to have him panting and squirting his cum onto my tongue. I hadn't had much time to think about where I wanted it to go, and I wanted to taste him so badly that I couldn't help myself. It wasn't the best thing I ever put in my mouth and swallowed, but it wasn't the best. The way he looked at me afterwards made it all worth it as he brushed my hair back.

"Sehun-" I began before hearing a shrill, startling voice from the other side of the door.

"S-Sehuuuuuuuuuuuun?! Where are you?!!???!" A more than familiar voice whines while knocking on it over and over.

"Shit!" He whispers as we jump off the bed.

"Huuuunie! Are you in here?!?" A drunken Baekhyun sings from the other side of the door while knocking.

The two of us scramble to get our clothes on as the door handle jiggles, making my heart race. Sehun manages to pull his clothes on faster than I and hurries to the door.

"Just stay here for a minute." He whispers.

"N-no! Don't!" I whisper, scared Baekhyun will barge in and catch me half dressed with his boyfriend.

He slips out the door as I hurry to get my pants back on, feeling completely shitty about what I just did. 

...

We spend the first few weeks of summer completely ignoring each other, trying to act like what we didn't actually do anything. I felt terrible after the party for a while, and dodged his calls and text messages. I'm not even sure how he got my number. It seemed like everyday I'd beat myself up about what I'd done, and every night I couldn't get the feeling of his hands on me off my mind. I hate myself for how much more I want him now.

Eventually I caved and finally replied. He insisted on coming over to talk which I agreed on since I guess I had put him through hell making him wait for me to reply. So he came over, we talked it out, and we both agreed it was wrong and shouldn't have happened. We chopped it up to the alcohol, until he kissed me again. 

This was bad.

It was wrong.

So wrong.

He's my best friends boyfriend, and as much as I hate him for it, I think I'm in love with him. That's why I let it happen. I know I shouldn't have, but I've been craving him for so long, and every kiss and touch just felt so right. So when he had me sprawled out on my bed with a condom between his fingers, I said yes, and gave my virginity to him. It was awkward completely different from what I had been expecting. Neither of us lasted long, I mean, how could I when he was making promises I knew he couldn't keep. It felt so good I didn't care.

"You're parents seem so young and cool!" Minseok says after catching my parents playing on the trampoline my backyard together.

"I swear, they're like kids sometimes." I mumble.

"How old was your mom when he got pregnant?" Kyungsoo asks.

"He got pregnant at the end of Senior year actually." I explain.

"Really? That's not too much older than we are now!" Minseok says with wide eyes.

"Yeah, it's weird if I think about it too much." I chuckle. "I'm lucky though, they're really cool." I say as they awe.

"Yeah, but they're annoying sometime and embarrassing!" I whine making them laugh.

"All parents are like that though." Minseok points out.

"But mine are more so!" I insist as they roll their eyes.

"So are you guys ready for school to start? We're gonna be seniors!" Kyungsoo asked excitedly.

"I don't want summer to be over, but this is going to be our best year!" Minseok says as I agree with a smile.

Just as they said, this is going to be our best year and so far is has been. It's been even better since everyone once in a blue moon Sehun sneaks over to spend the night with me, and it's getting better every time. At the same time Baek's been trying to come back to our group since our lunch period this year isn't at the same time as the Juniors where Sehun is.

It was early September on a school day that I stayed home, not feeling great, when Sehun snuck out of school to come see me. I wasn't expecting him to come over either, I just heard someone at the door downstairs and it was him.

He was horny and practically ate me up which took me completely by surprise. He couldn't wait to get me upstairs and he even tied my hands behind my back with my ass in the air and face pressed to my bed. It felt so good, and he held onto my sides, pushing down on my back while squeezing my hips.

We fucked rough that day, so fucking rough that I had hickies, scratches, and bite marks covering my body by the time we were done. He only then untied me, flipped me on my back, and lied between my legs, asking me to play with his hair.

"Do you want to explain why you came out of the blue?" I asked as he shook his head no.

"Can I take a nap?" He whined as he snuggled his face into my chest.

"If you want." I agreed awkwardly as he gently kissed my neck.

He cuddled against me and asked if I'd continue brushing his hair as he fell asleep.

Why did he have to choose Baekhyun? Why do we have to sneak around, why can't I just let everyone know how much I like him. I want to tell the world, but I can't since he's been dating Baekhyun for so long now that I'd be wrong for me to date him if they broke up.

...

"Good morning!" I called happily, seeing Baek and I came early to school to get breakfast from the cafeteria.

"Hey! Ready for breakfast?" Baek says as he jumps around.

"Yes! I'm really hungry!" I whine as he grabs my wrist and pulls me with him to the cafeteria.

I heard breakfast here is really good and I'm starving. I don't know why I'm so hungry this morning, but it's the type of hunger that's making the back of my throat tingle and stomach feel like it's on the verge of throwing up.

"Lu, you shouldn't eat all that, you're gonna hurt your stomach." Baek warns as I roll my eyes.

"I'm hungry! Leave me alone!" I grunt as I continue eating my third muffin.

"You know what sounds good? A sandwich! I want a sandwich with sour dough bread and a ton of mustard and onion and lettuce and turkey and roast beef and pickles and tomatoes and-"

"Lu, you're going to have a big sandwich." He chuckles.

"That sounds so good though! Doesn't it?" I ask as I finish my chocolate milk.

"Can I have that?" I ask as I point to his sausage. Heh...

"Didn't you already have like five pieces?" He says as I shrug.

"Please?" I whine before he gives in and let's me have it.

After we eat we leave to class and have to go our separate ways.

But during the day, I begin feeling sick. Really sick actually.

I was going to meet our friends at lunch when Baek found me and hurried to catch up to me.

"Hey, you don't look too good." He says with concern in his voice as he presses his hand to my forehead.

"I don't feel good either." I say with a pout.

"What do you feel like?" He asks.

"I don't know, my stomach hurts." I pout.

"I told you not to eat that much!" He scolds as he flicks my forehead .

"I think I'm going to throw up." I admit as I cover my mouth.

"Let's get you to the bathroom, come on." He says as he drags to down the hall.

We barely make it to the bathroom before I end up throwing up into the toilet. He rubs my back and makes sure my hair doesn't get in my mouth like the good friend he is. Maybe that's why I'm feeling so sick? The guilt is finally catching up to me.

"Are you feeling better?" He asks as I flush it but shake my head no.

"Just give me a minute." I sigh as I try to keep myself from vomiting again.

As hard as I try, I can't seem to gather myself and continue to throw up in short bursts.

"Baek? Are you in here?" I hear Sehun call just before another wave of nausea takes over making me spill the rest of the contents of my stomach into the toilet with much struggle.

"Is... Everything okay?" He asks as chills run down my spine while more is wanted to be forced out but nothing is left in my stomach.

"B-Baek, will you call my mom for me and ask him to get me." I whisper softly before he agrees and leaves the stall so I can shut the door.

"What's going on?" I hear Sehun ask as I gag again.

"Fuck~" I mumble softly to myself.

"Lu's sick, let me call his mom real fast." He says as get myself off the ground to sit down on the toilet, too tired to stand up.

I rest my elbows on my legs and my head on my knuckles as try to slow my breathing back down.

"A-are you okay?" He asks before I realize he's peeping through the stall crack at me.

"I didn't say you could look at me! Get out of here!" I huff, seeing we're supposed to hate each other.

Baekhyun luckily grabs him away from the door, making me relieved since I really didn't want him to see me like this.

"Hi Jin-hyung! It's Baekhyun, I think Luhan has the flu and he really needs to be picked up." He says as I wipe the small amount of sweat that began to gather on my head off with toilet paper followed by my mouth.

"Yeah, he just did, we're in the bathroom right now and earlier I saw him in the hall and he was all pale and sweaty." He says, sounding grossed out making me roll my eyes.

"Thanks, Baek..." I say sarcastically as I pull my backpack off and get my hand sanitizer out and try to find some gum or something.

Just the thought of mint makes me feel queasy again making me gag and quickly stand up, ready to puke again but nothing comes up.

"Hey, can I come back in?" He asks as I flush the toilet and lean against the stall door.

"Just give me a minute." I sigh as I find myself wanting out of this small stall but I don't want Sehun to see me like this.

"Baek, please get your boyfriend out of here, I'm embarrassed enough as is." I try to say harshly as I rub my eyes and try not to let myself feel claustrophobic but it's not working well.

"He doesn't care-"

"Baek, just make him leave!" I yell as I begin breathing harder.

When I hear the bathroom door open I shoot out of the stall and go to the sinks as I pant softly.

"Luhan, are you okay?!" Baekhyun says as he follows me.

"I just was feeling claustrophobic in there and I needed to get out. But I feel like shit." I admit as he rubs my back again.

"Your mom's coming, he'll be here soon." He assures as I thank him.

"Do you want some gum?" He asks as he begins pulling off his backpack.

"Not mint, just thinking about it is gonna make me throw up again." I groan as he nods and looks through his backpack.

"Watermelon?" He offers as I nod and thank him.

I turn too fast, or swung the wrong way, but just looking over at him made me become dizzy and quickly grab to the sink for support.

"What's wrong?" He asks as I pinch my eyes shut as they seem to spin.

"I got dizzy, I'm f..."

I open my eyes and spring up to find myself in Sehun's arms as he carries me somewhere.

"Lu, just stay still okay? We're almost to the office." I hear Baek say from somewhere as I shake my head.

"I-I'm fine, put me down!" I object as I try to hit his chest with my fist but I'm much too weak for it to actually hurt.

"L-Luhan?!" I hear my moms voice call as I open my eyes.

"Jin, he fainted and we were taking him to the office right now-"

"It's fine, I already checked him out-"

"Put me down!" I argue, as I push on Sehun's chest.

"Lu, let him get you to the car, we'll go to the hospital-"

"I'm fine! I just got dizzy, and I want down, I'm not a child!" I growl as I continue to push but they force me to stop before he takes me to my moms car.

"Just lay him down in the back seat-"

"Mom, I'm fine-"

"Luhan, sweetie, shut up and lay down." My mom commands as I groan and get in.

He takes me home and helps me upstairs before telling me to lay down and wait for him to bring me some crackers and Sprite. I change into some sweats before getting in bed and feel myself falling asleep.

...

I spend three days home from school before going back only to be bomb barded by my friends. I hadn't eaten much the past three days so now I'm craving all sorts of food, especially sour things like pickles and sour patch kids and mustard, lots and lots of mustard.

"Luhan... That looks gross." Minseok's says as I bite into the sandwich my mom made me.

"Then don't look!" I huff, covering my mouth because I know there's gonna be mustard on my teeth.

"Why so much mustard?" Kyungsoo asks as it begins dripping out of the back so I quickly flip it around to lick it off.

"I don't know, I've just been really craving sour stuff, especially mustard." I say, practically drinking the mustard.

"Gross!" Baek whines as he sits next to us with his lunch tray.

As time goes on, I begin craving it more and more but every morning I'd get sick, I'm guessing since I've been eating a ton, especially before bed. I know I need to not eat as much, but food is so good, and I've been eating more unhealthy food. My arms have gotten chubbier and my legs too.

"Mom! You need to keep me away from food!" I whine as he gently pinches my arm.

"You need to keep yourself away from food, you're getting fat." He says bluntly making me pout and yell at him for calling me fat.

"Just start working out and you'll get it off, don't worry." He says before making me get on the treadmill.

I do as he says and begin jogging everyday which almost immediately gets it off like mom said but something isn't right at the same time. I told him that my sides were cramping a lot and that I've still been getting sick in the morning so he mad me an appointment at the doctor.

I didn't necessarily want to go to the doctor, but he forced me to go against my will.

...

"So, Luhan, what are you here for today?" My doctor asks as he looks at my chart.

"Well, like two weeks ago I got the flu and I've just been feeling kinda weak and really tired since. My mom said it's gone longer than it should be so I came to get a check up." I explain as he nods.

"Okay, well, let's take a urine sample and start there, then we'll take some blood as well." He says as he listens to my breathing and heart.

"Everything looks good, your temperature's normal, your heart sounds good, so let's go get those sample." He says before we do just that.

After peeing in a cup and getting some blood taken I'm told to leave and that they'd call me with the results when they get them.

So for now, I just get to go home and stuff my face with a ton of mustard and continue making myself fat.

AN// the first few chapters are gonna be a little long, hope you guys don't mind! I tried to make it a one shot at first so that why they're so long!! Hope you guys like it so far as well!

When I first started on wattpad, I'd read hunhan books not really thinking about smut too much and I saw one girls and she went into detail on like everything(can't remember the book tho) but I just remember thinking, how can you comfortably write scenes like that?!? And now I'm over here like writing more sexually than I remember hers to be😂😂 ugh oh well haha