AN// Happy Halloween everyone! It's 7:33pm where I'm from, what time is it where you guys are from so I better times for when I should post! Hope you enjoy the chapter, and sorry for any mistakes, it's unedited!!

Blue, blue, blue. The baby was to be a boy. Although Luhan was terrified of having a girl, he was now burdened with new fears. Fears he can't explain, but that he feels and only of which he feels. He doesn't know what they are yet, but he's scared of the fears that come with having a boy.

Stupid, it's stupid to worry, but Luhan can't help it, he fears fearing fear. All because he's scared of being a parent.

"It's a boy!?" Sehun says excitedly before pressing his lips to mine.

"Oh, Lu, wow. You had me expecting a girl!" He chuckles jokingly making my laugh softly.

"I had me expecting a girl." I say as he kisses my cheek then shoves the rest of the cupcake into his mouth.

"How many weeks is it? Twenty?" He asks as I nod.

"The end of twenty." I sigh. "Twenty down, twentyish to go." I say, not excited about getting any bigger.

"You okay?" He asks as he grabs my hand.

"Yeah, yeah I'm good." I say with a smile but he isn't having it.

"Are you sure? You don't seem okay." He says as I shrug.

"It's scary, you know.." I say softly.

"Everything will be okay, I promise." He says making it hard not to smile.

"Thank you." I say as I turn to look at him.

"I do love you." He says, immediately making my heart flutter and eyes widen.

"Sehun-"

"No, I mean it." He says before leaning in to kiss my jaw. "I love you." He says while pulling me into a hug.

"Do you love me?" He asks softly.

"Sehun-"

"It's okay, you don't have to say it. I understand it means a lot, but I'm saying it because I do mean it, because I do love you. So say it only when you're ready, when you truly mean it." He says, completely melting my heart and saying all the right things.

"Sehun, I do." I say softly as I hug him back. "I'm not saying it because I think I need to, but I do love you too. I really do, and I hate that we have to sneak around because you wanted to go out with Baekhyun. Now look at us." I say as I let go and pull away.

"Lu-"

"Sorry..." I mumble, knowing I'm just as much to blame. "I'm just tired." I say as he grabs my hand and kisses he back of it.

"Let me get your pajamas." He says as he stands up and goes to my dresser.

"Thanks." I say as I get up and begin trying to get out of my jeans.

He comes back over and helps me since it's become difficult to bend over. It's not like I can't, because I can, I've just noticed that Sehun likes helping me and doesn't like when I tell him I can do it myself. He just wants to do it for me.

"Yah, I can change my shirt myself." I say as he tries to pull it up over my belly.

"I want to-"

"Sehun-"

"Are you embarrassed?" He asks as I look down at my tummy with a small nod. 

"It's not my favorite thing ever..." I mumble before he presses his lips to mine.

"I like your belly." He says as I chuckle and roll my eyes.

"You're so cheesy." I say as he wraps his arms around my lower back.

"What do you mean?! I do." He says before playfully kissing me again.

"You're just saying that." I whine, secretly enjoying the confirmation that he doesn't think I look ugly.

"No I'm not, I still think your just as beautiful as I did before you got pregnant." He says as I look away from him and growl in disbelief.

"I'm crazy about you." He says as he kisses under my ear.

"Why him?" I can't help but asks softly as he gently rocks us back and forth while kissing my neck.

"What do you mean?" He then asks, not sure what I'm exactly referring to.

"Why'd you ask him out and not me?" I ask before he stops and stands back.

"What do you mean?" He asks, making me feel stupid for asking.

"N-nothing.. I'm just going to sleep in this-"

"No, I mean, I didn't ask him out. He asked me out the first time. I couldn't ever get the courage to ask you out, then he asked me out and I didn't want to say no because he did it in such a public way. He told you I asked him out?" He says as I sit down, not sure what to think about all this.

"Yeah.. he did. He called me and told me you asked him out and how excited he was." It broke my heart.

"I didn't, I swear, I mean, I had always liked you, and you were always so nice to me and when your best friend asked me out I thought that maybe you didn't like me. Then you started being mean to me and stuff-"

"I wasn't mean to you." I object as he kneels in front of me.

"You kinda were, but it's okay." He says, assuring me everything's alright as I try and keep myself from calling Baekhyun.

"He knew I liked you, I told him when he called that I liked you and he said that at least one of us got a chance with you. What the hell?!" I say as he quickly wraps his arms around me.

"Baby, it's okay." He says as he rubs my back, trying to calm me down.

"No, it's not! He's supposed to be my best friend!" I say before growling and laying back on the bed.

"Ah, wait." He says before quickly grabbing a pillow to put under my left hip.

"What are you doing?" I ask seeing I'm not tilted to the side.

"I was reading this thing the other day about positions for you to sleep in because you haven't been sleeping as well and they said not to lay on your back because it cuts like the blood or something to the baby off. But if you put something under your left side it doesn't put pressure on the thing, I can't remember what the website called it, but it keeps that from happening." He says as my heart flutters at the thought of him googling things to help me sleep.

"Also if you ever wanna do it in this position now you need this here as well." He says with a cheeky smile while bending over to kiss me.

"Ohh, so that's the real reason you found that out? You were looking up sex positions?" I say jokingly as he chuckles and shakes his head.

"No, I really did look up sleeping positions first, but I saw a link about that and read it as well." He says as he chuckle and roll my eyes.

"Sure you did." I tease as he chuckles again before he kisses me.

"And what if I did?" He says back with a smirk on his lips.

"Oh stop." I laugh as he continues pecking my lips.

"Maybe your should punish me? Hm?" He says against my lips as he continues to hover over me.

"How? I'm like a freaking balloon." I laugh as I bring my hands to his shoulders.

"Maybe I'll punish you then? How about that?" He asks as he bites my bottom lip.

"It doesn't bug you at all... that I'm.." I say as he stops kissing me and pushes himself up to hover over my face.

"That your pregnant?" He asks as I slowly nod.

"Why would it bug me? Does it bug you? Because we don't have to, I'm mean, I thought you might want to... relax." He says as I chuckle softly.

"No, I just don't want you to feel like you have to or anything."

"Shawty, if I didn't want to be here, I wouldn't be here. You're so freaking adorable so don't think I don't think your attractive. I love seeing your belly, I think it's so cute, and those birthmarks or darker areas, I don't know what to call them, but they're so perfectly placed. You skin is also so soft, and your hands are cute and slightly pink, I just want you to hold my face and let me kiss you." He says as I giggle softly while he grabs one of my hands and moves it to his cheek.

I move my other hand to his cheek as well while he leans back over to plant a slow, soft kiss on my lips.

"You just need to tell me when you want me to make you feel good, and tell me when you don't so I know, okay?" He says, making me feel like a prince.

"So do you want me to make you feel good tonight?" He asks as I giggle and nod slowly.

"That'd be nice."