Week seventeen begins the next day on Christmas morning and my baby's now around five inches long from head to bottom. Sehun spent today with me, surprising me with breakfast he helped my mom make and rubbing my aching feet for me. He told me that he's never been a fan of feet but he liked mine and said they were really cute and soft which made me feel happy that it wasn't torture for him.

During the week the only bad thing was that I've began feeling really off balance so my mom told me to refrain from going up and down stairs by myself so I won't end up falling.

Sehun and I also begin thinking of names for her, I would love to name her Yuri, or maybe Taeyeon? Sehun doesn't like the name Yuri though which makes me pout. He wants to name her Krystal, or Victoria. The names we came up with together were Yoona, Nayeon, and Jihyo. We haven't thought that much about boys names yet, but I feel like it will be a girl.

Week eighteen comes with the new year which turns me into hungry hungry hippo, and now I can't stand mustard. Just the smell sickens me and thinking back to how I was able to eat so much of me makes me want to vomit. Luckily I don't, and begin craving other things, like watermelon and chocolate. Also I've been dying for this soup I once tried when I was little and traveled to America. We had gone to a Mexican food restaurant for breakfast. I think it was called something like man-oodle? Man-you-doe? Sounds like that I think? I don't know, I'm not familiar with Mexican food, but it was so good!! It had this meat in it that I'm dying for but I don't know what it was nor how to make it!!! >.<

Week nineteen comes and I'm getting really weird pains in my sides when I stand in certain positions or move a certain way too quickly. The palms of my hands are also really red, but of course it's nothing for me to worry about. My friends still come visit me, although I hadn't mentioned it earlier, they've still come regularly, but not everyday anymore which I'm slight relieved about. I've gotten my balance back as well which is nice, considering I'm a fan of walking without the constant fear of falling over.

Week twenty begins and I feel so fat!>_< I've gained at least fifteen pounds and you're only supposed to have gained around ten making me feel like a fat ass! I don't get to go out much anymore so I won't run into anyone, making exercise more of a chore nowadays. I've also gotten these weird dark patches on the insides of my thighs, and my nipples are darker, and there's a spot behind my ear that's darker as well. Of course it's just a pregnancy thing but I feel slightly embarrassed.

Today is Wednesday, the 25th of January, and I'll be going to another ultrasound where I'll be able to find out the sex of my baby. I'm more than nervous as my mother and I drive to the doctor, this being the first time in a while that I've gotten out and about.

It's the usual, my doctor tells me I need to continue exercising, eating right, and that the baby's doing great. When they ask if I want to know the gender, I freeze up and my mom speaks for me.

"I want to-"

"No, wait." I cut my mom off before the midwife could tell us.

"Could you write it on an paper and put it in an envelope? I want it to be a surprise and want everyone to know together." I say as I squeeze my moms hand while he pouts.

The lady nicely agrees and comes back a few minutes later with the envelope. I take it and find she just pushed the top tab into the bottom and politely ask if she'll seal it properly so my impatient mother won't get into it.

After getting cleaned up and going to the bathroom, we leave to the car and to the bakery.

My mom of course whines, saying he wants to know now but I just ignore him and keep the envelope as far away from him as possible.

"Hi, we were wondering if we'd be able to order.. Probably a dozen, huh?" My mom says as I nod. "A dozen cupcake, do you want chocolate or vanilla?" He then asks.

"Could we get both?" I ask as he nods.

"Half chocolate and half vanilla cupcakes. Then we wanted to know if you'd be able to fill them with blue or pink for the gender? We have it here and we wanted it to be a surprise for everyone." My mom says as he hands the cashier while she smiles and nods, saying it's a super cute idea.

She says it'll take two days because they're packed with special orders making my mom whine while nod and tell her that's fine. My mom pouts and pays for them while I give the cashier the envelope.

"It will be ready around three on Friday afternoon! Thanks for coming." She says as we get our receipt and thank her.

"I don't want to wait three days!" He whines as we get into the car.

"It doesn't matter really, I mean the sex isn't going to change between now and three days from now." I sigh as I sit down.

"I know but I want to know so badly!!!" He pouts.

"Me too, but I'm so nervous." I say softly.

...

I'm woken up by the sound of my door opening and closing before seeing Seungcheol coming in.

"Hey, did I wake you?" He asks softly as I rub my eyes.

"Yeah, but I needed to get up anyways." I chuckle softly as I sit up.

"Sorry, I didn't know you were coming." I say as he sits next to me.

"No, I'm sorry for not telling you I was coming, I should have, I just didn't really think about it." He chuckles.

"How'd your ultra sound go? Did you find out the sex yet?" He asks as I nod slowly.

"We got the gender written down and we didn't look at it yet, but on Friday we'll find out." I say with a smile as he chuckles.

"That's good." He says with a smile before I feel something inside me flutter.

My eyes widen at the realization as I move my hand to my belly to feel it again.

"Is something wrong?!" He says quickly as I shake my head and chuckle softly.

"I can feel her kicking! Oh my god." I say as I look up at him.

"Can I?" He asks before I nod and grab his hand to show him where it's the strongest

"That's so crazy." He says slowly before looking up at me with a smile.

"This is amazing, I haven't been able to feel her until now, oh my gosh, this feels so weird. Do you feel this?!" I can't help but ask as I press his hand to my stomach, hoping he'll be able to feel it as well.

"Yes, gosh, it does feel weird." He chuckles.

"How do you think I feel?!" I chuckle making him laugh. "We need to go downstairs and show my parents!" I say as I struggle to get up before he helps me.

"Mom! Dad!" I call as I hurry downstairs.

"What?! What's wrong?!" My mom says as he runs over to me.

"Everyone always assumes somethings wrong!" I pout.

"Well you're screaming bloody murder!" My dad says as he runs over only to run into the side of the counter, grabbing a chair for support, somehow snapping the leg on the chair, falls, and breaks the glass cup that was in his hand.

"Damn it." He whines.

"It's fine sweetie, just go get one of the spares from the back garage like usual." My mom sighs as he helps him up.

"Okay." He pouts.

"Wait! I came to tell you that the baby was kicking!" I say before the two swarm me, asking questions about how it felt and why I didn't call them sooner.

"I was coming as quick as I could, Seungcheol felt them though." I say as he nods.

"Lucky!" My mom whines as he holds his hand to my belly and trying to feel a kick.

"I think dads destructoe-mode scared her." I chuckle as he groans and picks the broken pieces of the chair up.

"Oh leave him alone, he's sad enough as is." Mom says as dad carries the broken chair to the garage.

"Anyways, what did it feel like?!" My mom asks excitedly before we begin talking much longer than I was expecting about the subject.

...

"Bye, Scoups, I'll see you later!" I say as I give him a tight hug.

"Bye, Lu." He says before leaving to his car.

I sigh after I shut the door before leaving upstairs to go back to sleep.

Today I was just especially tired and although I love having Scoups here, I was worn out.

I get back in bed and snuggle into my pillow, all of my problems seeming to disappear.

"Yes, that's good, thank you." I hear a familiar voice say followed by my mom's.

"Alright, now if you need anything, Namjoon and I will be downstairs." He says as I groan and roll over to face the noise.

"Oh, sorry, Lu, I didn't meant to wake you!" My mom says much to loudly as I growl and pull the sheets over my face so only my eyes show.

"He's been sleeping all afternoon, it's time for you to get up, Sehun's been here waiting for you for at least two hours-"

"Oh, it's alright, Mrs. Kim, I'm just doing my homework."

"Oh, how diligent of you Sehun! Well, pizza will be here soon and-"

"Mom! Can you please stop being so loud!" I whine as I roll over to face the wall while plugging my ears.

The talking stops making me sigh and let go of my ears while drifting back to sleep.

"Hey, baby, are you hungry?" I hear as the blankets are pulled off my head.

I groan and roll over to bury my face between Sehun's jeans and my bed.

He chuckles and rubs my cheek before I slowly push myself up.

"I want to sleep." I pout as he kisses my forehead.

"Eat first, then you can sleep." He says as he holds a piece of pizza to my lips.

I take a bite before slowly laying back down while my arm draped over his leg.

"So did you find out the gender?" He asks as I swallow it and open my mouth for another bite.

"No." I say before taking the bite and shutting my eyes again.

"Why not?" He asks.

"I want us to know together, so Friday come over and we'll find out then." I say before taking the pizza from him so I can feed myself.

"What about a baby shower?" He asks as I shrug.

"Yeah, a high school baby shower." I chuckle sarcastically as he lays down next to me.

"Why not? Plus, my mom really wants to have a reason to buy things for her." He says as I chuckle softly.

"Can I?" I ask softly, asking for permission to rest my leg on his side.

"Of course." He says with a smile as he scoots closer and let's me put my leg over his waist.

"Thanks." I say as I get myself into a more comfortable position.

"Don't worry about it." He says and kisses the tip of my nose.

"Why are you being so kind today?" I ask with a playful smile while he chuckles.

"I don't need a reason to be kind to you, and I didn't think I was less kind than this." He says, seeming to go into deep thought.

"No, no I didn't mean it like that." I chuckle.

"Do you need anything else?" He asks as he throws his arm over my waist while I finish my pizza.

"No, I'm fine." I say as he nods.

"You're so sweet." I say as I kiss the tip of his nose.

AN// sorry for any mistakes! I'm so happy you guys are enjoying the book!!(:
I'm also thinking about changing my username but i don't know what I'd change it to or if I should! What do you guys think? To keep Lovingluhanexo or to change it?