I open the door and immediately pull Sehun into a tight hug as he wraps his arms around my waist. Luckily my parents left to give us a bit of time alone but I know we probably aren't going to be doing anything like that today.

He pushes me backwards and shuts the door behind me before kissing my neck once.

"I'm sorry, Luhan." He says against my neck as I nod and apologize as well.

"I know I've gone a few days without seeing you, but the past two days felt like took an eternity to end." He says as he hugs me tighter.

"I'm sorry." I say as I shut my eyes and just enjoy the embrace.

We stand like this for a while, not saying anything but just... Enjoying the others company. It doesn't take much from him for me to be happy, I'm just happy he's with me right now.

When we let go we head to the living room to sit since I've found its much easier and more comfortable to stay on.

"So, what are you doing for Christmas?" He asks as I shrug, both of us leaning into the others shoulder while I rest my head on his.

"I'm not sure, you'll probably be with Baek, I'll third wheel with my parents." I chuckle, trying to act like it doesn't hurt but at the same time
I don't want it to hurt either.

"You know I want to spend it with you-"

"But you need to spend it with him, he's your boyfriend right now." I explain.

"What if I spend the morning with him, then I'll come spend the evening with you?" He asks as he rests his head on mine.

"That doesn't feel right. It's okay, Sehun-"

"It's not okay, Luhan, I don't want to be with him at all." He pouts.

"I don't know what to tell you, Sehun." I say softly.

"We'll figure something out, baby, don't worry." He says before kissing my cheek.

...

Week fifteen comes and I've officially began showing. It's kind of terrifying actually, but it's comforting at the same time. Everything is becoming so real now, not until now did this actually feel real, I mean, yeah I've gotten boobs now and have grown out of my clothes, but now my stomach is beginning to stick out more. The site I was reading said I might get a stuffy nose and that's exactly what I have. It's bugging my so badly because I hate having a stuffy noseㅠ.ㅠ

Christmas season is also coming into swing as my parents begin decorating along with me decorating my own room as well. Since I'm now homeschooled I can easily finish my homework before lunch so I have a lot of free time in my hands. So I taught myself how to make those pretty strings of snowflakes from paper since I had nothing else to do.

Seungcheol also came to visit me during the week and we hung out for a while which was a lot of fun. He also told me that he was going to come at least once a week to see me which made me happy.

Week sixteen comes and I feel the best I've felt in a while. Although I don't feel as confident in how my body looks right now, Sehun still finds himself getting all riled up which I can't help but find cute. I sadly haven't felt any movements yet, but I just need to be patient and wait a little longer. I've been gaining much more weight than I should be so my mom once again is cutting me back on food to keep me from gaining any more.

The end of this week is Christmas and since I've moved to Korea, the holiday seems more like a Valentine's Day which adds a bit of stress on my plate. I want to spend it with Sehun of course, but I can't, and I want him to just spend it with Baekhyun as hard as it is to say. When the Christmas Eve came, I got myself ready and looking cute for myself but I noticed that I can't see my feet anymore if I look directly down which I can't tell if I'm bummed about or not.

I put on a little eyeliner and a cute shirt and jeans which just make me feel good if that makes sense. I leave to downstairs to hear my parent's giggling and lip smacking making me fake gag as I get into the kitchen. They quickly stop but my mom continues softly giggling as I grab some juice from the fridge.

"You look nice, are you and Sehun going somewhere?" My dad asks as he grab my mom and pulls him back to him making my mom giggle and hit him, telling him to knock it off.

"Gross, I don't want to see that!" I fake groan. "And no, he's spending today and I'm guessing tomorrow with his boyfriend, and I'm totally okay with that. I don't need a reason to look nice." I say as I drink my juice.

"Gosh, your tummy's getting really big, and you still haven't felt any kicks?" My mom says as he comes over to press his hand against my stomach.

"No, but this sight I was reading said its hard to tell when it's your first kid." I say as he nods.

"Well what do you want for dinner tonight?" They ask making me shake my head.

"No, you two go out, go crazy." I say as my dad shakes his head.

"We aren't going to leave you alone on Christmas Eve." He says as I shrug.

"I'm fine, and you two need to go have some time alone together, you haven't in a while. You don't need to worry about me, I'll order a pizza or something and watch movies." I say with a smile.

"Are you sure? We don't have to go out, we're more than fine staying here with you." My mom says as I nod.

"I wish you two would go out together, I really do." I say before they ask me if I'm positive which I agree with.

I can tell it made my mom excited seeing he then hurried upstairs to get ready while my dad went to shower. I went to the nice, cool couch and planted my fat self down before turning the TV on.

Around five I heard the door before my mom came running down the stairs yelling he got it while I continue scrolling through the channels.

"Merry Christmas Eve!" I hear and look up to see Scoups coming in with flowers making my eyes widen.

"Waaaaat?" I say with a smile as I get up.

"I heard you were in need of someone to spend today with! Lucky for you, I'm in the same position." He chuckles. 

"Mom! Did you call him to come over here?" I whine as I take the flowers and hug him.

"No!!!! Why would you say that???" He says with his lie lips on making me roll my eyes.

"Thank you so much, but seriously, I'm fine-"

"Hey, I just thought that maybe the two of us could hang out, go look at baby stuff if you wanted, go get dinner, nothing fancy or anything. I mean as friends of course." He says with a chuckle making me giggle and roll my eyes since he felt the need to add that.

"Yes! Okay, since I must-"

"Hey!" He whines as I chuckle.

"Did you want to go right now?" I ask as he nods.

"Unless you're not ready, but you look good." He says as I chuckle and thank him.

"Yeah, I just need a jacket, let me go grab it-"

"Here, let me. You shouldn't be hurrying up and down the stairs." My mom says and I thank him before he goes upstairs for me.

He comes back down with a hoodie and coat for me making me roll my eyes because I won't be needing this much since we'll most likely be inside the whole time.

He makes me take it as well just incase before giving me some money and telling us to go crazy. I thank him before the two of us leave and of course Seungcheol gets the door for me.

"So, I thought maybe you'd want to go by babies R us or something to look around and see what's what?" He says with a smile as I chuckle and nod seeing I barely looked at any baby stuff since I got pregnant.

"You know, this is the first time in a while that I've gotten out, so I thank you for coming." I say as he opens my door for me and makes me put on the big coat since it's starting to snow.

"We're walking ten feet to the door, I don't see why I had to put it on." I pout as he chuckles and rolls his eyes at me.

"If you get hot tell me and I'll carry it for you, okay?" He says as I nod and thank him.

"So, you still don't know if it's a boy or girl yet?" He asks as we get inside to find it nice and warm but not too warm making me keep the jacket on.

"Nope, but we made an ultrasound appointment for I think in three weeks, and we'll be able to find out then." I say as he nods.

"Which do you want?" He then asks.

"I'm be sure, I want either, I don't want to get get my heart set on one or the other so if it's the other I won't be disappointed or anything." I explain as he nods along.

I couldn't believe how many thing they have for kids now. The baby monitors have video cameras, baby formula disperser, even their ear thermometer looks so high tech.

"Okay, baby joke time." Seungcheol says as he pops his knuckles and fake pops his neck.

I can't help but chuckle as he acts like he's getting ready to run a marathon before standing back up straight and shaking his hands.

"Oh, well actually my sister called me the other day and told me she just had her baby but didn't tell me if it was a boy or girl!" He says as I bush my eyebrows together.

"Really?" I say as he nods.

"Yeah, so I don't know if I'm an uncle or aunt yet." He says as I chuckle and hit his chest.

"I thought you were serious! I knew you didn't have a sister so it didn't make sense to me." I chuckle as he laughs along.

"Okay, I was trying to think of some the other day, so let's begin. So a baby walking into a baby store and..." Seungcheol begins but just stops.

"What?" I chuckle before he looks over at me.

"What?" He says, looking confused.

"You didn't finish the joke!" I say with a laugh.

"That was all I could think of!" He says defensively making it hard not to laugh and hit his arm before be begins chuckling along with me.

"It's hard thinking of baby jokes, I tried, I really did." He assures me as I chuckle and thank him for his hard work.

As we walk through the store, he continues making little jokes or puns which just seem to crack me up. I can't tell if I'm laughing because it's funny or lame but it doesn't matter that much to me.

After we're done looking around we leave back to his car as the sun begins to set. After helping me out of my jacket and opening my door for me, he shuts it for me then hurries around to get in on his side.

"So I already have have dinner covered, then I thought we could walk around a little after?" He says as I nod while crossing my legs to get more comfortable.

We pull up to a little restaurant that seems packed inside making my stomach tighten.

"Don't you think it's a little packed?" I ask softly as he opens the car door for me.

"Don't worry about it." He says with an assuring smile while pulling my coat over my shoulders.

I thank him before we go inside and try to squeeze past everyone.

"Hey, Seungcheol, merry Christmas Eve." The hostess says with a smile.

"Thanks, merry Christmas Eve to you too. Is there anyway we could get a table for two?" He asks as the hostess nods and looks down at the list.

"Let me go see what I can do." He says with a small smile before leaving.

He comes back a few minutes later and tells us to follow him making my eyes widen slightly seeing the place is packed.

"Being good friends with the hostess has its perks." He says with a smile after we're given our menus.

"I can tell! It had to at least be an hour wait." I say as I give him a small applaud.

I order some noodles and meat and I'm not sure what he ordered because I wasn't paying attention. The restaurant is dimly lit and the carpet is a dark red, the walls are a warm brown wood and it looks old fashioned. There are pretty white Christmas lights hung up above our heads making me wish I would have done something like that I my room.

"So, have you been thinking of names?" He asks as I look back at him.

"No.. Kinda, I haven't thought a ton about it but I like the name Krystal for if it's a girl, I haven't thought about boy names too much yet though. Maybe Hoseok? Or Yugyeom? I still need to think more about it."

"I like Yugyeom, that's a cute name." He says as I chuckle and agree.

We continue talking more before our food comes, distracting out from our conversation.

"Let me help pay, my mom gave me money!" I whine as he holds the check away from me so I can't see it.

"No, it's my treat. So sit down." He says as he puts his credit card in it.

I pout as the waitress takes it which makes him chuckle. When she comes back he gets his card and sighs for it before we get our things to leave.

"Here, let me grab these for you real quick." He says as he gets into his car, seeing we're going to walk around a little.

He comes back with a pair of gloves and blows warm air on them before putting them on my hands for me. I thank him before we begin walking down the beautifully lit street that's decorated for Christmas.

"What are you planning on doing after high school?" He asks as I look down, noticing that I'm barely able to see my feet as I walk.

"Go to college and get a bachelors degree or something. I just need to be able to get a good job to pay for the baby. I'm worried that I won't be able to do it, or that it'll be too hard to manage being a mom and going to school and working. I want to be a good parent, and be able to give the baby as good of a life as I got."

"You will, Luhan. I already know you're going to be great at being a parent. You were made to be one." He says as I chuckle softly and thank him.

We continue walking and looking in the store windows while softly chatting about the future and what we want to do while occasionally bumping into each other.

"Here, you're ears are turning pink." He says as he pulls his beanie off and puts it on me.

"Oh, are you sure? You're going to be cold." I say as he beanie immediately warms me up.

"Yeah, don't worry about me. I'm warm." He says with an assuring smile while I thank him again.

He's being so nice to me, I don't know how I could repay him for tonight, taking me out and paying for my dinner, keeping me company, giving me his gloves and beanie to keep me warm. This is why we were best friends when we were little, he was always so kind and sweet to me.

"Luhan?" I hear as I look over to see Baekhyun and Sehun coming out of a restaurant together.

"Hey." I say softly as he hurries over to pull me into a hug.

"What are you doing out here? It's so cold!!" Baek says as he looks over at Seungcheol and gets a smirk on his face.

"We went to get dinner and we're just walking around, I'm warm, I don't know about him because he keeps giving me all his clothes!" I say as I nudge Scoups arm as he chuckles and rolls his eyes.

"Well aren't you going to introduce me to your friend here?" Baek says with a big smile.

"Oh, yeah, Baek, this is Seungcheol, Seung-"

"Hi, I'm Luhan's best friend, Baekhyun, it's nice to meet you." He says and I can't help but get the feeling he thinks Scoups is the father.

"How long have you two been dating?" He then asks making it hard not to laugh.

"No, no, he's just a child," I begin before my tongue twists so I can't speak only to laugh at what I said.

"WHAT?! I'm not a child!" He laughs back before I hit his arm since he knows I didn't mean that. 

"No, a childhood friend. He was my best friend when I was in elementary school and we ran into each other a while ago and he's been coming and hanging out with me and stuff."

"Mhm, well, we were about to go catch a movie, so I'll talk to you later, it was nice meeting you Seungcheol." He says with a bow before grabbing Sehun's hand.

I send Sehun a small little "have fun" type of smile before Scoups and I continue walking.

"So that's him, huh?" He says softly after the two our out of earshot.

"Who?" I ask, not sure who he's referring to.

"You said it was your best friends boyfriend, so..." He begins before I nod.

"Why are they still dating again?" He asks making me groan.

"It's a long story, it's just better if they stay together." I say as he nods.

"Why isn't he spending tonight with you?" He then asks.

"Because it's Christmas and Baek is his boyfriend." I say, making me feel embarrassed.

"Can we just talk about something other than this, please?" I ask as he nods and apologizes.

"If he ever does anything... Like I want you to know that I'll always be here for you, alright?" He says softly as I nod slowly.

"Thanks, Scoups." I say making him roll his eyes at the nickname.

...

I'm woken up to find Sehun sitting on my desk chair with a small glare on his face.

"Sehun?" I mumble as I sit up and rub my eyes.

I click the light on and sure enough it's him and his eyes quickly snap to mine.

"What are you doing here so late?" I ask as his legs shake.

"Who was that guy you were with?" He asks as I sigh and lay back down.

"My friend Seungcheol, we went to elementary school together and saw each other when my mom and I went to get pizza. His family and mine are good friends, why?" I say as I shiver and pull my blankets back over me.

"You two aren't..." He begins, immediately pushing a button.

"Are you kidding me? You really think-" I begin but stop myself, I don't want to fight.

"Baby, just come to bed since you're here, I'm freezing." I say as he huffs softly.

"Don't fight with me right now, we can talk about it in the morning, but I want my papa bear to come hold me and warm me up." I pout cutely making him smile and get up.

He pulls his jeans and shirt off before climbing into the bed and pressing his warm stomach to my back.

"It really isn't anything like that, Sehun. Please believe me." I say softly as I thread my fingers through his warm, large hand, and bring it to my chest.

AN// hello everyone! I haven't posted in a while on here so I thought I'd update it! I'm not sure if you guys are really liking it that much and I almost took it down a few times but idk, I might but I'm not sure yet! *sighs* happy October as well!! Let the cold begin soon!!!!!