Day 99
December 08,2021
10:18 P.M.

Dear Diary,
This day makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't understand my body and I am trying to be productive but I can't.  Additionally, my headache is very heavy so I decided to rest. But the pain is there but the most hard battle that I have is having experiencing the emotional struggle. It is sadly to think even him didn't understand me, because who I am to be understand? No one. But I am here always trying my best to stop a bad thoughts in my mind. I always try my very best to avoid that, but how? Even your special someone help you to trigger that and now while typing this I don't what to do, to react and to say. Hoping soon, I conquer this. No more cry, no more negative thoughts and so on...

Respectfully yours,
LOA

You can't go
if you still embrace the
your darkness.
I know you are tired,
stop holding it and
be brave, you can.

-ManunulatRosel-