Day 97
December 06, 2021
10:21 P.M.

Dear Diary,
Hi Dia! This day is another struggle for me because of my period, honestly it is hard to do a lot everytime I have this. Most of the time, I am so moody and I am not feeling well but this day is my father's birthday. I am happy for him because God is really good, He gave another life to continue for him and also I am glad to see his good health even everyday I know he is really tired to go to his work but I am so proud of him. And soon, I will granted his wish. I know now, I need to hold on his efforts for us but I really appreciate it. Additionally, we haveeeting in Singkaw, I can't imagine that I am one of their graphic/layout artists for the first ever news magazine issue for this month of December. It is very overwhelming, I can see that this is a great gift of God that I need to explore and share. Furthermore, I feel bad for this night because my boyfriend is always joining my anger side everytime I have my period, and it is really hard for me. I am now experiencing bad things for my health and not feeling well, I am him too but he don't need to do that. And now, while I am typing this I am crying again for the same reasons. Still, I loved him, I try to keep out the way especially everytime we chat in messenger because I know it will ended for argument. I am tired of it, hays Dia help me huhu anyway, I need to rest. Maybe I am so emotionally because if having menstruation. Hoping I feel better tomorrow. Goodnight!

Respectfully yours,
LOA

Not all the time
the good things will stay,
sometimes it is balance
take the good and
expect the bad news.
Don't stuck on it, that's normal
just go on and exhale and inhale.

-ManunulatRosel-