Day 94
December 03, 2021
9:46 P.M.

Dear Diary,
Hi Dia! I am still in the process if fighting, I don't want to stuck in my situation that thinking too much. Honestly, it is hard to experienced anxiety, but it will help you to be best version of yourself even you are facing a lot of pain. You know what Dia, I am hurting too much. I cried a lot, I don't know why, what, where but I know God has a purpose why I need to faced it. Furthermore, I am blessed because I am still doing great and God gave me a man that will be in my side even a while a ago, we are not okay. And my anxiety triggered again and again. Looking forward that soon I will be fine, no more worries, pain and of course I conquer the anxiety that I have right now. This is really hard battle, but God is with me. I will go, I will fight, I will be strong.

Respectfully yours,
LOA

Everyday, you embrace my weakness
you give a lot of pain and sadness and
every morning even night you are there
even to be honest,  I don't want to be with you.
Can you let go? Go home and stay away from me,
I don't want to be with you, leave me,
leave me my nightmare.

I will fight you,
I will be strong for myself and for them,
I know this is hard battle but God
is my ultimate source of power and
strength, He will fight me back.

-ManunulatRosel-