Day 49
October 19, 2020
9:44 P.M.

Dear Diary,
Hi Dia! Today is my schedule for coming back to my doctor. You know what, I feel nervous but yeah my doctor reminds me that all I need to do is try again my medicine. I hope soon everything is gonna be okay. I want to live a normal, I mean no worries about my health still I thanked God for giving me a lot of strength and power to conquer life everyday. And, I don't understand him– my special someone. I don't know have any intention about chatting my ex, I know he is jealous about it but he makes me sad and emotional because of his thoughts. Hays! This day is very tiring, hoping I can rest so good later. I don't want to be dramatic at all. My heart is not good, I need to exhale and inhale about it. Life is so harsh and challenging. But ugh! Fighting! I can do it and everything will be good. God help me. Thank you!

Respectfully yours,
LOA

Life is
not about happy
ending 'coz most
of the times
it will be end
to challenging,
a lit of struugles
and testing your
faith and for who
you are.
Just go
and
continue your
journey—
FIGHT!

-Roselia Poessy