Day 45
October 15,2021
10:25 P.M.

Dear Diary,
This is painful day aside from I have a period today, he makes my day worst. It is sad to think that because of anger, he don't understand my struggle. You know what Dia, I don't want to give up but he give me signs to do it. However, I need to choose wisely and of course stand firm. I need to choose myself first too, not because of the pain that he cause but I want him to realized that he is wrong. I deserve more, I don't want to be nothing to someone else. After of healing process, I know to myself that I am worth it to be loved, cared and give respect. So yeah, I ended up mutual understanding. I don't wanna to be stressed out, I hope he will understand me if he really loves me, Dia. By the way, goodnight!

Respectfully yours,
LOA

Sometimes
your happiness
will give you
a big pain
that will end
up to your sadness.
But, choose
your self not
because you hurt,
but because you
know the right things.

-RoseliaPoessy