Day 146
January 24, 2022
9:24 P.M.

Dear Diary,
I am glad that I continue revising and I already  put special
chapter to my first ever wrote novel. But now, I have been thinking a too much about us, and I don't want to be rude to myself because to the man who don't understand my emotion. Honestly, I don't know why we always to ended to fight, even  I just asking or I want to clarify something. It is hard for me but maybe this scenario will lead me to be more cold and strong. And maybe soon, I will see myself that I am not crying anymore because I already gain a lot of pain and understand it. This time, this is the last that I will cry to him. I will not allow myself again. I will be brave and I believe God knows me a lot and He will help me to understand everything or anything.

Respectfully yours,
LOA

Everyday is a journey,
but some days are not like sweet honey
because most time is a test
that you need to overcome
some immoral interest.

-ManunulatRosel-