DAY 11
September 11, 2021
11:45 p.m.

Dear Diary,
Dia, I know it's your turn but I need you today. I don't know what to do and I can't contain this pain. Maybe, I think a lot again and again but why? why he don't understand my side?  I'm trying to explained everything but for him, it's all about my mistakes—my past. I just want you to listen to me, understand my explanation as well. But I get angry, annoyed and most of all the mistakes I made even though you don't really understand. I was also struggling, exhausted, overwhelmed, and crying at the end. So hopefully, you know I'm about to give up. I hope my heart can still fight. So Dia, thank you for accepting the pain. Thank you for reducing the pain because you accept my letter.

Sincerely yours,
The LOA,

I write to
released the pain
and to be
brave again.

-RoseliaPoessy