Here I am :)  
There are some things to say before starting this chapter.... 

1. Unfortunately the scene most of you all were waiting for will only happen in the next chapter as it did not fit in here anymore. Sorry to disappoint you but I promise you, it will definitely happen in Chapter 66!! 

2. I decided to end this story within the next 5 chapters. It will not get longer than chapter 70 even if I have to write more words in one chapter as usual. If I have to do that, we will see :)

3. I chose LanLan's dog breed because this breed is soo cute and I wanted LanLan to be a big dog, not a small one. I looked it up and got to know they only get up to 12-13 years old. But in this story they can get much older (which means 16 years old) because I want this dog breed no matter what ^^

That's it already. Have fun reading <3 <3 

Everything happened very quickly. The police officers screamed orders and the forensic team went back into the hole where they found Tiff. Shortly afterwards the remains of another human was found and put together on a blue blanket. These bones were a lot smaller than Tiff's and obviously belonged to a toddler.

"Is that ...?" Yibo asked shocked but Father signaled him to be quiet.

Without asking or waiting for the forensic's results I knew that this kid was PeiXin.

The real PeiXin.

I wanted to walked closer to the remains but I was not allowed to. 

'So he was here all the time? Why? What happened?' 

I looked over to that woman. She stopped staring at me, she was busy watching how her son's remains were brought up to daylight but there was no reaction of her. Her eyes were glassy.

Feng Ming Jing on the other hand was more than shocked. He looked from that child to his wife, totally lost. I pitied him. All he ever did was marrying the woman he loved. Yes, he made many mistakes in his life but ... he did not deserve that. When it comes to my life here and the reason why PeiXin was buried here, he was not at fault. I was not mad at him for that.

But Tiff's death.... He is responsible too. If he wouldnt have slept with her, if he would have ignored his feelings for her, she wouldn't have died. Its true that then I might never escaped here but at least Tiff would be alive and well. WenWen and her would have kept on searching for me and through HaoXuan they would have found me years later. What kind of person I would have turned out to be then ... I don't know.

"We will go now. Come Xiao Zhan!" Father said strictly and brought me back from my thoughts.

Just then one of the officers held something in his hand and I walked up to him. When I asked him if I could see the item he put it in a plastic bag before giving it to me.

It was a photo of a kid. It can only be PeiXin! When that photo was made he should have been around one year old.

"Officer, may I have this photo?" I asked him but he shook his head.

"I am sorry but its evidence. We have to take it with us." He explained.

"Its okay." I said and gave it back to him after looking at it for a while. I will draw him later.

My brother gently led me away and Yibo was next to me as always.

I passed the couple who lived here and walked back to the car together with the others. In front of it was Mother talking with Gou Cheng. When she saw us, she knew something happened but Father explained everything to her only later.

The ride back home was quiet. No one said a word. I felt their gazes on me but I ignored it. My head rested on Yibo's shoulder and my left hand was held by my brother.

It is true ... If that man did not have slept with Tiff, if she never found me, I would have never escaped. But .... I would not have what I had now. My family, my boyfriend, my happy life. But to think that I got this only because Tiff lost her life while protecting and saving me... am I even allowed to be happy?  

Back at home the front door opened and FanXing run out. I took him onto my arms, walked upstairs and went to bed.

"Are you tired, big brother?" He asked me innocently.

"Mhn. Very tired. Is it okay if we play tomorrow?"

"Ok. But can I sleep here too?"

"Yes." I said relieved and kept him close to me. Later Yibo came in and joined us without saying anything. He just stroke my cheek until I fell asleep.  

When I woke up the next day, Yibo and FanXing were gone. I looked at the clock, it was 10 am. Yibo was probably in school and FanXing in kindergarten. I walked downstairs and when Father saw me he prepared a late breakfast for me.

"Where is mom?" I wanted to know.

"In our room. She is not feeling well."

"Did you...?"

"Yes. Sooner or later she would have found out anyway."

"She loves kids. I am glad she did not saw it."

"Me too. How are you feeling?"

"Fine. I knew Tiff was there but ... never thought PeiXin would be found too. Do they know what happened to him?"

"Not yet. It will take some time. Are you really okay? Don't lie to me!"

"...."

Father sighed, stopped what he was doing and walked up to me. "I have to know what you are thinking right now. Xiao Zhan, talk to me. It is not good to hide everything. Share your thoughts with me, hm?"

He sounded really worried but what will he think when I tell him about my thoughts? Will he say it is normal to think like this? Will he say that I should stop thinking this? Will he pity me or will he be mad?

But he did none of them. He just watched me while I told him and then he just hugged me. Strange... usually he would say something... was that a good sign?

After 10 minutes he still did not let go of me.

"Dad?" I carefully called him and heard him sighing again.

"Xiao Zhan, I love you. We all do. It is true we would have never had you here during these past two years but ... we would have definitely meet sooner or later. Because we are fated to do that.

Of course you can wish nothing of all this ever happened. You can wish that Tiff never died and you can wish you would have stayed in that house without ever escaping. No one will tell you do stop thinking like this. We are not mad because I know, and I am 100 percent sure, we would have met sooner or later.

Xiao Zhan, you are allowed to be happy. I want you to be happy and I want you despite all else to cherish your life."

His voice was gentle. He was calm. How can he be sure that we would have met? Actually I did not care because I felt better now. Will Tiff be mad at me?

For a while Father stroke my back and waited for my reaction.

"Dad, I feel empty now. Like ... I have no purpose anymore. What do I do now? My mission was to find out what happened to me. Now that I did.... What should I do?" I was confused.

"For now, eat. Then take a shower and get dressed. Yibo told me you will get visitors later." He said and served the breakfast.

"But I am not really hungry." I told him.

"You still have to eat and after that take your medicine." Father said strictly.

Despite being not hungry at all I ate everything up, took the medicine and then went upstairs to take a long shower before getting dressed. When I went back down FanXing was back. My brother picked him up.

"Big brother...?" He carefully called me out and I smiled at him.

"You want to play with me?" I asked him amused.

 "Mhn!" He smiled brightly.

"Then come, lets go into the garden." I suggested and he happily followed me. 'He is so cute.' 

We played catching, hide and seek and we also played with the bunnies until Yibo came home. But he was not alone. Xuan Lu, Ziyi, Paul and JiYang were right behind him grinning at my shocked face.

"You! Did you think you could hide from us forever?" Ji Yang shouted while pointing at me and I smiled.

"Not at all." I answered and walked up to them, letting FanXing continuing playing with the bunnies.

"Hello there, my friend. How are you? Does Yibo getting on your nerves already?" Ziyi wanted to know and stuck out her tongue when my boyfriend glared at her. Yibo took my hand and pulled me towards him the moment I arrived, giving me a short kiss on my cheek.

"Don't provoke him or we will get to see more than this, Ziyi." Xuan Lu warned amused.

"Really? I would like to see it..." Ziyi grinned.

"Don't ask for it, babe." Ji Yang laughed and snipped gently against Ziyi's forehead.

"Guys, I prepared some snacks for you in the living room" Father announced.

"Thank you very much. By the way, how is Mian Mian Laoshi? She did not come to school today." Xuan Lu asked him.

"She is not feeling well. But don't worry, it is nothing serious." He told her and walked to his bedroom to stay with my mother.

Yibo, our friends and I went to the living room where I got to know that Yibo already told them about the recent happenings. We talked about it for quite some time and I was shocked how many curses Ziyi knew.

"Enough, Ziyi." Ji Yang said and she immediately stopped.

"Wow, if I had known it was that easy to shut your mouth I would have used Ji Yang from the beginning." Yibo said and I hit his arm lightly to reprimand him. Then I turned to the boy who did not say one word since he arrived here.

"What is wrong, Paul? Why are you so quiet?" I asked him.

"He is always quiet, Xiao Zhan." Ji Yang said and I smiled.

"True but today he did not say one word. Is something the matter?"

"He is love sick." Xuan Lu chuckled. "Aren't I right, Paul?"

I looked at him questioningly.

"Yang Mi will finish her studies in England." He explained and sighed. "In 2 months she will fly there and stay for two years."

"Come on, little brother. Its not like she will disappear into thin air. You have a cellphone and there are still the holidays. Mom and Dad already allowed you to visit her during that time." Ziyi said and patted Paul's tights. Paul nodded.

"Look, Paul. At least she will finish her studies. Think about me too. Your sister and I will probably repeat this semester if our grades will not get any better." Ji Yang said dejected and Paul suppressed his laugh.

"Hey! I am trying my best, okay!? I don't know why my grades suffer like this. I always learn for exams and the results are always good." Ziyi complained and Xuan Lu giggled.

"Maybe if you two would actually attend classes more often and not always disappear, your grades might get better again." She said and Yibo chuckled.

"We are attending classes!" Ziyi claimed.

"Really? Then where were you during math lesson today?" Yibo smirked and the couple blushed immediately.

Watching them talking about these topics .... I couldn't help but laughed. These were things I should be worried about. That was normal. Not the thoughts I had.

"You guys are crazy." I said and continued laughing.

"Yibo, was that a compliment? Or insult?" Paul wanted to know.

"I think it was both..." Ji Yang said and Ziyi nodded.

"Well, lets ask him." Yibo chuckled before turning to me.

"Zhan?" He called me and when I saw all of them staring at me I got nervous. I smiled innocently and seconds later Ji Yang and Paul held me while Yibo started to tickle me everywhere. The girls enjoyed the view and at the corner of my eye I could see my brother standing there smiling at us before retreating into his room.  

4 hours later our friends bid farewell and left. When I closed the door and turned around Yibo gently pushed me against the door and kissed me long and deep. I missed this and pulled him even closer while returning the kiss. When we were out of breath we stopped but Yibo did not retreated his face. 

"How much I missed this laugh. You should laugh more for me in future, Zhan." He said and pecked my lips.

"Only if you kiss me often like this." I answered and he smirked.

"Nothing easier than that. But say, can it be that you are getting greedier?"

"No. I was always this greedy. You just did not notice it before."

"Oh, really? If its like this than I guess I will get addicted to you even more than I already am." He said and started to suck on my neck.

"You are always welcome to come to me and satisfy your addiction." I panted and savored his lips on my neck. The longer he sucked on it the weaker my legs became. But I still did not want him to stop so I pulled him even closer until suddenly someone cleared his voice.

"Excuse me, can I please speak to my brother for a moment?" I heard WenWen saying and felt my face heating up. I tried to free myself but Yibo did not let me go.

"Cant you see that your brother is busy right now?" Yibo said before continuing his deed.

"To me it looks like you are more busy than him, Yibo. I really need to speak with him." WenWen said and Yibo sighed annoyed before letting go of me.

"Why do you already have to annoy me?" He asked him.

"Because it is so much fun!" He answered and winked at him before turning to me. "Can you follow me for a moment, Xiao Zhan?"

I nodded and passed Yibo but he pulled me towards him and back hugged me while staring at my brother.

"I did not say I would give him to you!" Yibo stated.

"Oh? He is my brother. I have every right to speak to him." WenWen was amused.

"Well, I have every right to devour him as he is my boyfriend!" Yibo returned.

'Please! Let a hole appear where I can disappear in.' I thought desperate.

"Do you want to fight me, Yibo?" WenWen asked and Yibo huffed.

"If that means I can continue serving my boyfriend... then yes!" He said.

"Bowen! Yibo! Stop this instant! Let Xiao Zhan go!" Father suddenly appeared on the stairs. I was so relieved, I could cry.

"Why? I was with Zhan first! Mr. Li should retreat!" Yibo said and WenWen rolled his eyes.

"You were first? May I remind you that I was with him when he was born? So I was with him first."

"That does not count! It was not my fault not being there when he was born!"

"Mine neither!" WenWen smiled.  

"I said ENOUGH!" Father yelled, walked up to us and separated me and Yibo. "Stop being childish both of you! Yibo, go upstairs first and let Xiao Zhan talk with Bowen. Xiao Zhan, go with your brother."

I walked up to WenWen and he took my hand and led me into his room. When he closed the door he winked at Yibo once again while my boyfriend just glared at him.  

 "Ge, did you really had to do this? I thought you would not provoke him anymore?" I asked him and he chuckled.

"Hey, I never intended to provoke him. I just wanted to talk to you." He said, sat on his bed and signaled me to sit next to him. "Moreover, I needed to protect my innocent little brother."

I sat next to him before huffing. "You don't need to protect me from Yibo, you know that too. Anyhow I can protect myself very well. You just wanted to tease him!"

"Maybe. But somehow he is getting bolder. Not a good sign. I need to stop him."

"No you don't!" I glared at him and he raised his brows.

"Do I understand it right you like it when he is this bold?"

"I do! I like it a lot. So you better not meddling in our business."

"Oh no... what if you lost your innocence fully when I come back? Should I lock him up until then...?" He said and I jumped up.

"GE!! Don't you dare! Let Yibo- ...Wait. What do you mean with when you come back? Where are you going?" I asked him shocked.

"Sit down again, Xiao Zhan. I will not hurt your cute boyfriend, don't worry."

"You better keep that promise... Now tell me, where are you going?" I asked him again.

"Home. Mom and Dad came back from America yesterday..."

"And? Just because your parents are back you want to leave me!? I thought you wanted to stay longer?" I asked him. I felt ... sad? Yes, I was very sad. I did not want him to go. Didn't I just get him back?

"Xiao Zhan, I will be back the day after tomorrow. I will meet them and also get my clothes washed. And-"

"We have a washing machine too!" I told him and he laughed.

"Awww, my baby brother does not want me to leave, so cute. You gonna miss me?" He asked amused but I ignored that question. "You don't need to tell me, I know it already. Xiao Zhan, why ..." He stopped and looked at me.  

"What?"

"Why did you say your parents? They are yours too! And .... I would like to tell them that I found you." He said and waited for my reaction which followed instantly.

"No! I don't want to!" I said firmly.

"Why not?"

"I just don't want!"

"Xiao Zhan, please..." WenWen pleaded.

"I have my family here. Mom, Dad, FanXing, Yibo and you too. That is everything I need. I don't even know these people." I said and he took my hands in his.

"But they are you parents as well. And they miss you so much. Xiao Zhan, don't you think they should know that you are alive and well? That I found you?"

"Why? Be honest with me! In the last years did they look for me? I mean ... did they really tried their best and searched for me?" I asked him and looked into his eyes. I knew the answer already but I wanted him to say it.

"They love you, Xiao Zhan. They are waiting everyday for a sign of you-"

"But they did not tried to find me on their own! They just worked like in the past when they lost me waiting for the police to find something. It was you who worked in private detective agency, asking them over and over again to help you in finding me. It was you who found and later asked HaoXuan for help. You found me! Because you really tried everything! They didn't. Do you think sitting at home and waiting for a sign means they are looking for me? Even the police slowly stopped searching! How were your parents able to get some clues or a sign or whatever when no one really looked for me? Did they thought I would ring they doorbell and say 'Hello, its me your son and I am back'?"

With every word I spoke it was more difficult to breath and knew I talked myself into rage.

"Xiao Zhan, calm down! I am sorry. Please calm down." WenWen said but that was easier said than done. He saw that and took me into his arms, patted my back rhythmically and rocked me gently back and forth.

"I don't want to meet these people! I have my family here!" I told him again while I slowly calmed down.

"Xiao Zhan..... do you hate them?" He wanted to know.

"I don't.... but you can say what you want.... They are at fault too. If they had just watched me instead of turning their back on their 2 years old child. Moreover you told me you ignored and hated them for years because of what happened. Isn't it normal I would feel the same or rather even worse?"

"I understand that, Xiao Zhan. But they really miss you so much. Every year they celebrate your birthday, buying you presents and keep them in a room for you to open them when you returned home. They are wishing you would come back every day. They love you and never stopped."

"They will get nothing out of it just wishing to have me back. They had to do something for it! They needed to get active!" I said and he sighed.

"I am sorry. I know how you feel." He said.

"Do you?" I asked him unsure and I heard him chuckling.

"Yes, I do. You love Haikuan, MianMian, FanXing and Yibo. They were there for you, loved you and helped you to find out who you really are and what happened to you. They are not only your family but you medication too. Despite that ... I really hope ... that I can tell our parents about you. I understand if you don't want it right now but... in future ... I hope you tell me when you are ready and that we don't have to wait too long. I know how happy and excited they will feel when they know how and where you are. At least think about it, can you do that? For me?"

He sounded sad. I hated that.  

 "Time." I said and he looked at me confused. "I need time."

"Why? For what?" WenWen asked.

"Because ... Its just ..." I did not know what to answer. He took my face in his hands and looked into my eyes.

"You are scared." He stated. "You are giving our parents the fault for what happened. At least part of it. You need someone who you can give the fault and let out your frustration. You chose our parents for that. But you are scared that if you meet them, you will like them and cant give them the fault any longer. Aren't I right?"

"...."

"Its okay, Xiao Zhan. I will not tell them for now but I want you to prepare yourself because I will tell them soon. I cant keep this a secret when I see how heartbroken they are. And you cant run away forever. Can you understand?"

"Yes." I answered and he smiled.

"Your birthday!" He suddenly said and I looked up to him.

"Huh?"

"I will tell them on your birthday. Until then you have the time to get used to the thought of meeting them. Okay?"

"Not okay!" I answered.

"Xiao Zhan?" 

"Fine." I sighed.

"Good. Now that we are done talking, I am hungry. Lets go out and see if your Father cooked something delicious." He said and pulled me after him.

"Wait!" I said.

"What?"

"You have to promise me something!"

"Everything you want. What is it?" He wanted to know.

"Say goodbye before you go tomorrow. I don't care how early it is but you have to wake me up and say goodbye. You are not allowed to just go!"

"Its just for one day, Xiao Zhan." He laughed but I stared at him stubbornly until he agreed.

"If that is what my little brother wants, your big brother is giving it to you. I promise. Are we good now? Or is there more?"

"One more."

"What?" He asked curiously.

"Stop talking to me as if I was a little kid! I am almost 18 now!" I said strictly and left for the kitchen where a delicious smell came from. I might have left WenWen's room but I still could hear his laugh.  

During dinner everything was the same. We ate in silence but Yibo kept on staring at my brother while WenWen seemed to love the attention he got from my boyfriend. He grinned at him the whole time. At some point I just could not handle it anymore and broke the rule.

"Can you both please stop this!? You are adults behaving like kids. Yibo, stop staring at my brother! Ge, stop teasing my boyfriend!" I said frustrated. I know they both like each other. But they love to get on each others nerves even more.

WenWen looked at me and smiled apologeticly before ignoring Yibo. And my boyfriend ... continued to stare.

"Yibo!" I warned him and heard mother giggling.

"Yibo, if you like Bowen, say it out loud. Stop staring at him so obvious." She said and I smiled despite being frustrated.

"Why everyone thinks I like him? Did I ever say that?" Yibo asked her and finally stopped staring.

"No, you did not. But you showed it." She said but Yibo huffed.

"As if. I didn't!" My boyfriend said and continued to eat.

"Yes you did. And I can prove it." Now she grins widely.

Then it was quite until everyone was done with dinner. Just as I wanted to stand up Mother signaled me to come to her.

"Xiao Zhan, come here. I will show you a cute picture of your boyfriend." She said and I raised my brows before slowly walking up to her. She then gave me her mobile phone, careful not to touch me. It was still difficult for me go near women but I am getting used to it every day a little bit more so that I did not get panic attacks anymore. That only will only happen when I touch them which I am avoiding. Mother of course knew that too and was careful around me.

She opened up her gallery and showed me a picture. I could not believe my eyes. I took a closer look at the picture and ..... it was true. Yibo and my brother were sleeping together! Yibo's head rested on WenWen's chest and he even was drooling slightly. WenWen had his arms around Yibo and was sleeping too.

I then looked at them in shock. Both where confused with my reaction and wanted to see the picture too but I hid it instantly. Then I laughed.

"What is so funny?" Yibo frowned and WenWen raised his brows. I did not answer but took another look at the photo. 'I think this is going to me by favorite picture of them' I thought happily.

"Me too! Me too! Show it to me too!" FanXing pleaded and jumped up and down until I showed it to him. He widened his eyes and looked skeptical.

"Is that real?" He asked and mother nodded.

"It is. I took it when ...." He looked at me sadly before continuing. "... your big brother was gone for a short while."

I understood. It was when I was kidnapped.

"If that is real then I think Uncle Bo will have a big problem if Uncle Wen sees this photo." The little boy stated and that made my brother even more curious.

"Show it to me." He said but I shook my head.

"Mom, can you send it to me?" I asked her and she complied. Right after I opened it on my phone she deleted it on hers. I looked at her surprised.

"It is enough if you have it." She winked and I laughed again. Father grinned and I understood that he knew of this photo as well.

"FanXing, come here. Tell ypur Uncle Wen what this photo is about?" My brother asked the little boy but FanXing shook his head.

"No! Or else you will make fun of Uncle Bo. I am not telling you!" He said and run to my father who picked him up.

"Alright, mister. Lets take a bath." Father said and took FanXing upstairs.

"I will wash the dishes." Mother said but I stopped her.

"No, its okay. I will do it." I said and eyed her stomach.

"I am just five months pregnant, Xiao Zhan. Not terminally ill." She said amused and I blushed. She laughed and then started to wash the dishes.

"Zhan, what kind of photo?" Yibo asked and I grinned at him before showing it to him. What should I say... I never saw his face turning as red as it was right now. Normally it would start with his ears and when he was really embarrassed he is face would turn pink. But this time his whole face turned red instantly and he looked like a tomato.

My brother saw that too and tried to snatch my phone away but I hid it and glared at him.

"Don't touch my phone!" I said and he looked disappointed. Before I could say something else Yibo grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs into our room. He closed the door, locked it and then turned to me.  

"Delete it!" He ordered but I shook my head while laughing.

"Never. Its too cute." I said and he bit his lip in frustration. "Come on, I will not show it anyone. That means as long as you are being a nice boyfriend to me." I said and he sighed in frustration.

"Zhan.. please..." He tried again.

"No!" I said firmly and even locked my phone with a password.

"You!! Argh ... At least .... promise me to never ever show it to anyone. Especially not to your brother!" He asked me and looked desperate.

"Like I said, it depends on whether you are a good boyfriend to me or not."

"Zhannn." He whined and I laughed before promising him.

"Okay fine. I promise." I said and he sighed in relief.

"Thank you." He walked up to me and pressed his lips one mine and started kissing me. The moment he did so I forgot about that photo, closed my eyes and concentrated in kissing Yibo back. 

Soon it turned into a passionate kiss and when I opened my eyes again I already laid on the bed with him on top of me. I pulled him closer and kissed him deeper if that was even possible. My hand traveled under his shirt and stroke gently over his chest. He moaned into my mouth before leaning down and rubbing our private parts together. He did it so long and slowly that I was about to go crazy.

"Yibo, please...." I pleaded after managing to take my lips off of his. "Take me tonight. Sleep with me. I am ready." I said while looking into his eyes. Even before he opened his mouth I knew his answer. I got mad.

I pushed him away and walked in the bathroom before locking the door behind me.

"Zhan, please come out." Yibo pleaded but I ignored it. I took out my arousal and helped myself. It did not feel as good as if Yibo touched me but I did not care at that moment. Once I was done I took a long shower, not only to clean myself but to calm down too.

'Why? Why does he not want to sleep with me? Just why?' I asked myself frustrated.

After the shower I left the bathroom. Yibo was nowhere to be seen. 'Did he left? Just because I asked him to sleep with me? Does he find the idea that terrible? Okay fine! I will never ask him again. I don't need it anyway!" I thought annoyed, got dressed and went to sleep.  

Later someone shook my shoulders gently. I slowly opened my eyes and when I saw Yibo, I huffed and turned my back to him.

"Zhan, don't do this."

"I am tired. You should sleep to. That means if you are okay sleeping in the same bed as me. I can go and sleep with FanXing if you want." I said and closed my eyes again. I was childish. I knew that but ... I did not know how to react to his rejection.

"Zhan, we both will not go to sleep before we talked about it. You have to listen to me."

"I told you I am tired. Lets talk tomorrow." I said but Yibo did not agree and turned my body to him. He sat on top of me and hold my wrist in place. This position reminds me of that day. Where He Peng tried to hurt me. But still ... this time I was not scared. I knew Yibo would never hurt me.

"Listen to me, please." He said and waited for my answer. I looked away and he understood that I was listening.

"You don't have an idea how desperately I want to make you mine. I am controlling myself right now and you cant believe how difficult that is. Everything you do, everything you say looks and sounds so seductive to me. I love you. I love you so very much that I think my heart will break any moment." He said seriously. I relaxed and looked into his eyes.

"I love you too, Yibo. I want to sleep with you because I love you. I want to be connected with you in any way possible." I told him. He smiled and kissed my lips softly.

"I know. I feel the same. I want you, Zhan. I want you so damn much. But we cant! Not now. So many things happened in the last days and weeks. You got kidnapped, you found your brother, you remembered you past, your heart suffered again, you got a very high fever, you went back to that place and we found your nanny and PeiXin."

He listed everything that happened and now I understood. Its not like he did not want to sleep with me. He was worried. Worried about me and my health. I teared up and he let go of my wrist before washing the tears away.

"So many things happened.... I want you to take a rest, Zhan. Take your medicine, eat when you are hungry and sleep when you are tired. If you feel sick, tell us. If you have a nightmare, tell me. And when you are better again, when I see you are healthy, psychically and mentally, I promise you! I will sleep with you. I will make you mine and mine alone.

And until then you have still time to change you mind. In case you may feel that you don't love me anymore or found someone better tha-" I kissed him. Not to shut him up .... 

.... okay fine, I did it to shut him up but that was not the only reason. I did so to tell him that I am okay. That I understand his reasoning and that I will wait.

"I will not change my mind. Don't say that, don't even think about it." I glared at him until he chuckled.

"I know. Sorry..." he said but I shook my head.

"No, I am sorry. I behaved like child. I should have first listened to first you before throwing a tantrum." I admitted and he laughed. "What?" I asked him.

"You are right but remember one thing. You are still a child." He said and I pouted.

"I am almost 18!" I clarified.

"Yes. Almost but not fully." He smiled and climbed off of me. "Now we can go to sleep. Good night, Zhan." He dimmed the light.

"Night." I said and snuggled up to him. "Did you help yourself when I locked myself up?" I asked him I heard him chuckling.

"Zhan..." He heard him calling my name amused.

"Just asking..... Because I touched myself earlier." I smiled when I felt him tensing up.

"Zhan!" He warned me.

"Don't worry. Its true that I could release but it felt not as good as when you touch me down there." I finished my sentence and in the next moment Yibo was on top of me.

"You sure know how to provoke me!" He said and pulled down my pants and underpants before starting to stroke me. I moaned and grabbed his arousal as well and to prevent himself from moaning too loud he sucked on my neck. We might did not sleep with each other but we still had a lot of fun.  

I woke up when a hand ruffled through my hair and when I opened my eyes my brother sat on the bed next to me. He woke me up to say goodbye, just like he promised. I smiled at him.

"If someone would wake me up very early I would go mad and you just smiles. Happy?" He chuckled and I shrugged.

"You did not break your promise." I stated happy.

"No, not this time. But I will go now. You can sleep some more if you want. Its only 6 am." He said and then raised his brows. "Just what his addiction with your neck?" He asked and looked at the still sleeping Yibo after eyeing my new accessories.

"Let him be. I like it." I answered.

"I know. You are strange too but I still love you. You still don't want me to tell them?"

"No! You promised!" I warned him and he chuckled before frowning seeing Yibo snuggling up to me.

"This guy... even in sleep he gets jealous when someone says he loves you..." He shook his head in amusement and stood up.

I looked at my boyfriend and grinned before  accidentally  stroking over his still naked chest.

"Zhan... let me sleep a little. Don't you have enough after last night...?" Yibo mumbled in his sleep.

"I never get enough of you, Yibo. You better prepare yourself when you want to satisfy me in future." I said quietly before patting his private part until he turned to the other side and I could not reach him anymore.

"Xiao Zhan ...." My brother called me and I remembered his presence.

"Yes?" I asked him and he looked at me suspicion.

"I think we should make a DNA-Test, just in case. The way you behave .... I slowly start to think we might be not related at all...." He said seriously but I could see his amusement in his eyes.

"Don't even try, Ge. You cant get rid of me now." I said to him and I think he might have heard the little insecurity in my voice.

"Don't worry, ZhanZhan. You also cant get rid of me. Not even Yibo can do it, even if he glares at me forever."

"Don't call me ZhanZhan!" I said strictly.

"Sorry. Sometimes I forget. Don't be mad and wait for me, okay? And make sure that you still have your innocence when I come back tomorrow!" He told me and I smiled at him.

"Innocence? Is that something you can eat?" I asked him and raised his brows before chuckling.  

 "I swear, sometimes I want to tickle you until you beg me to stop. I will go now. See you tomorrow." He bid farewell and I nodded. Then he stood there not moving. I was confused until he laughed silently. "You have to let go my hand, little brother."

I blushed, let his hand go and turned around.

"I will come back tomorrow, I promise." He reassured me and I nodded again. Then he left.

I tried to sleep some more and when it did not work I climbed out of the bed, took a shower and entered my hobby room. It was time to draw Pei Xin. I studied his picture closely and even if it was a very old photo I remembered his contours.

I stayed inside this room the whole day. Sometimes Father came in, sometimes Yibo or Mother. They would check on me, bring breakfast, lunch or dinner and would bring me my medicine. FanXing stayed most of the day in the bunny house. I knew that because I could hear his happy giggles from the garden through my open window.  

3rd POV – House of Zhan's and Bowen's Family

"I am home!" Bowen shouted when he stepped into the house and soon was greeted by a dog.

"Hey, Buddy. Missed me?" He asked and patted the bobtail who barked in satisfaction."Where are the others?" Bowen asked him and the dog trotted towards the living room. Bowen followed him and found his father reading the newspaper and his mother sitting at the coffee table deep in thoughts while writing something down.

"Bowen." Feng Shaofeng, called him after he noticed his son. "Why are you so early? I thought you would come at 1 pm. Did you had breakfast already or shall I call Xiao Qing?"

"Its 11 am already, Dad. I ate on the way here. What is mom doing?" Bowen asked and sat next to his father.

"What do you think? Soon its your brother's birthday and she is looking for suitable gifts." Feng Shaofeng smiled and looked at his wife.

'This year we will celebrate it together with ZhanZhan... I promise...' Bowen thought. He would have loved to tell them about Xiao Zhan right away but he knew his little brother was not ready yet. The past weeks were a lot of stress for him. His body and mental health suffered greatly. If Bowen would now make him meet his parents .... who knows how Xiao Zhan might react to that. Moreover, he promised him to wait.

"Liying, stop for a moment. WenWen is here." Shaofeng said and his wife looked up before smiling warmly.

"Welcome home, WenWen. Its good to see you. We seldom see each other." She said and signaled him to sit next to her.

"You are often abroad and I live where I work." Bowen answered and complied to his mother's wish.

"I know. We had a lot to do but fortunately everything is doing good so we will stay in china. Now that we are back, why don't you move back here? We miss you a lot and soon it's your brothers 18th Birthday. We have to celebrate it together." Zhao Liying said and patted her son's knee.

"I like it there mom. Its more lively and everyone is very friendly. I love my job and the pay is good too." Bowen said and heard his father laughing.  

"Its good to see that you are happy there. But you know that you don't need that money, right? You have more than enough and soon you will even take over the company. That is if you want...." Feng Shaofeng said and waited for an answer.

"I am not looking forward to take over your business. I never did and you know that. I only agreed because there was no one else who could do it. But .... maybe you will find someone soon." Bowen said and smiled thinking of Yibo. 'He is studying business and after that he could start working in our company and maybe ... take it over ... I don't want to do it and ZhanZhan ... He probably neither.' Bowen thought.

"Find someone soon? Are you interested in someone?" Liying asked curiously and Bowen rolled his eyes.

"Mom, its not like that ..... It was just a thought of mine." Bowen answered.

"I got it. Well, we will try to find someone suitable but ... if we cant I hope you can take over. Its a family business after all. Now, tell me. How are you doing, my son?" Shaofeng asked.

"I am doing good. Very good. My job is fun, my employer and his family too." Bowen answered and looked towards the door where the nanny came in who is now the homekeeper.

"Ahh, what a happy sight. Young Master Bowen." She greeted and gave Bowen a hug.

"Hello, Xiao Qing." Bowen smiled and hugged her back.

"I missed you so much. Being all alone in this big house is really lonesome." She said and the dog suddenly barked. "Okay fine! You are here too, LanLan. But you are old and often very lazy." She said to the dog who shook his body. "Yes you are!" She insisted and chuckled.

"Good to see you did not change." Bowen said and smiled.

"We all changed, Young Master. You are an adult now and I am old too. Time flies fast .... but never mind that. I see you have brought a suitcase?" Xiao Qing asked and Bowen nodded.

"I do. Its the dirty laundry. I hope you don't mind ..."Bowen started but was interrupted right away.

"I don't. This is my job. Moreover there is nothing I did not see in this house and this includes your dirty laundry. Let me take care of it. LanLan, go away from the suitcase! There is nothing for you in there!" Xiao Qing said and started her work.

"WenWen... I think you really should live here again. Don't they have a washing machine? You cant always bring the laundry here to wash. Its a long way..." Shaofeng said and frowned while Bowen laughed.

"They do! Or else I would have a lot more of dirty laundry than just one suitcase. I brought it here so I can wash everything at once. Miss MianMian is already doing a lot of work at home and I cant let her wash all my clothes on her own."

"MianMian?" Liying asked.  

 "Yes. She is taking care of everything and even showed me some tricks how to fold my laundry." Bowen explained.

"I see .... she seems to be a good woman... How about you introuce her to us sometime...?" Liying asked.

"Liying!" Shaofeng shook is head.

"Mom! Please stop trying to set me up with any woman I mention! Miss MianMian is the fiance of my employer and a good mother to her sons. I have no feelings for her except that of a friend!" Bowen complained.

"I am just worried. You need someone too! Or do you plan to stay single all your life?"

"I already have someone I like!" Bowen stated and both his parents looked at him in surprise and happiness.

"When can we meet her?" Liying asked excited.

"I will introduce him to you some other day." Bowen just said.

"Him? Its a man?" Shaofeng asked.

"Whatever! I don't care if its a man or a woman. I just want you to finally marry someone! Dating is fine too but you cant stay single your whole life just because you first marriage failed! When are you going to introduce him to us?" Liying asked her son impatiently.

"Mom!!" Bowen called out.

"Is he good to you? Does he return your feelings? If so then don't be shy and just introduce him to us." Shaofeng followed up

"Not you too, Dad!!"

"Okay fine! We will stop. But don't let us wait too long." Shaofeng said and patted his son's back.

"I got it! Can we speak about something else please?" Bowen asked desperately.

"Then lets talk about our ZhanZhan's birthday. He will turn 18 soon. He will be an adult. What can I gift him? What gift would he like? Its so difficult to find a good gift... If he comes after Shaofeng then how about an apartment? Wait ... no no no! He is practically still a baby. He cant live on his own. He needs us... what else ... maybe he is like WenWen... a travel voucher? He was so sad when you went to the camp by yourself ... or maybe a car? Yes! A car would be a good choice...." Liying was thinking loudly and Bowen chuckled.

"He cant drive a car." Bowen chuckled but immediately bit his lips. 'Shit!' Bowen thought nervously when his parents looked to him confused.

"What do you mean with that? How would you know?" Shaofeng asked his son.

"I mean... well ... he will turn 18. He needs to make a driver license first ... I don't think an 18 years old boy would have something like this already." Bowen quickly said and sighed in relieve when his mother nodded her head slowly.

"True ... true ... but ... what if he already has it? Then it would be totally unnecessary to gift him driving lessons. But he maybe wouldn't have an own car so we could gift him one. Moreover, someone can own more than one car but only one driver license. And if he doesn't have a license we can still make up with that later ..."

"Liying ... I think a travel voucher would be better.... Think about it... the car would stand here without anyone using it..." Shaofeng said carefully but Liying glared at him.

"ZhanZhan will use it! He will come home! I can feel it!" She said to him before taking her ipad to look for suitable cars.

"She says that every year .... but he still did not came nor did we find him..." Shaofeng sighed and watched his wife lovingly.

"You lost hope?" Bowen asked his Father nervously but he Shaofeng smiled.

"Of course not! It just hurts ... thinking he will be home soon but then does not come." He answered.

"As long as there is hope everything will turn out good. He will be home soon." Bowen said absentmindedly while looking at his mother.

"WenWen, how are you so sure?" Shaofeng asked his son confused.

Bowen looked at him before answering quickly. "Ah ... I don't! It just ... I believe in this. That is all." He said. 'This is too difficult. Xiao Zhan... you sure know how to torture others...' Bowen smiled slightly before turning back to his mother.

The rest of the day until Dinner they talked about Xiao Zhan's upcoming birthday in a few months and what they should do to celebrate it. They also talked about Bowen's work and what he does everyday while living there. Bowen told them everything except who the oldest son of his employer was, of course. Liying tried to find out more about the man his son is interested in and Shaofeng too wants to know more but Bowen kept it a secret.   

Then it was Dinner time. XiaoQing cooked and set the table before continuing with the housework.

"XiaoQing, why don't you eat with us?" Liying asked her.

"I already ate something and I still need to wash Young Master Bowen's laundry. He will go back tomorrow already ..:" XiaoQing answered and Bowen laughed.

"Its not like these are the only clothes I have. With my mother buying everything she thinks will suit me or ZhanZhan and we will like, we might have a different outfit each day in a year." Bowen said and earned a pout from his mother.

"I cant do anything about it. Don't complain! By the way I found a cute pullover with a bobtail on it ... I think ZhanZhan would like it. He loves dogs and LanLan even more." Liying said and Shaofeng rolled his eyes.

"Here she goes again..." Bowen said and XiaoQing laughed while Liying glared at his oldest son.

"I still need to wash the laundry, Young Master. Just eat without me. .... LanLan! I told you already, go back from the suitcase!!" XiaoQing ordered before disappearing to do her work.

While Bowen ate the dinner quietly his parents looked at him confused. They look at each other and then back to Bowen.

"WenWen... is everything alright?" Liying asked worried and Bowen looked up.

"Yes. Why asking?"

"Well, you .... you are not saying anything anymore ..."

"Huh? What do you...- Oh, I got it. I am sorry. I just got used to the rules in Haikuan's house." Bowen answered embarrassed.

"Haikuan? Your employer? There are house rules?" Shaofeng asked surprised.

"Yes and one is No talking while dining." Bowen explained with a smile.

"Wow, that is a crazy but good idea.... I somehow want to meet Haikuan now. Can you introduce him us?" Shaofeng wanted to know.

"I could but ... at the moment he is quite busy."

"Come one, we could just go with you tomorrow. We always wanted to know where you work and why you like it there so much." Shaofeng said and Liying nodded excitingly.

"You cant! I mean ... not now. He is really busy. I promise to bring you there sometime later." Bowen said firmly and continued eating. Shaofeng and Liying looked at each other disappointed before shaking their heads and continuing eating as well.

When the family was about to finish XiaoQing came back into the dining room looking totally exhausted.

"What is wrong? Did something happen?" Liying asked her worried.

"I don't know. I was just trying to wash young master's laundry and suddenly LanLan started to whine. He came and took away two shirts of the young master. He went into his basket and when I tried to take the shirts back he growled at me. He even tried to snap at me when I got too close to him..." XiaoQing explained totally shocked about teh unusual behavior. 

Of course she was. LanLan was a good and friendly dog. He would never hurt anyone or even growl at them. Shaofeng, Liying, Bowen and XiaoQing walked to the basket in the living room and watched how LanLan had his head on the shirts. His eyes were closed but he was whining silently. The moment Shaofeng walked up to the dog, LanLan opened his eyes and when Shaofeng tried to take the shirts the dog started growling.

"Come back, Shaofeng." Liying said and watched the dog looking at the humans with suspicion.

"Maybe we should bring him to the vet..." XiaoQing suggested but Bowen ignored her and walked up to LanLan.

"Young Master!" XiaoQing called him in shock.

"WenWen, maybe he is not feeling well. Be careful or he may snap at you." Liying warned her son worriedly.

"He will not." Bowen answered confidently and walked closer to the now growling dog. When he reached him he crouched in front of him and started to pat LanLan slowly but very tenderly.

"What is wrong buddy?" Bowen whispered and the dog whined again before rubbing his head on the shirts.

"Now I got it. LanLan missed you." Liying said and laughed but Bowen knew better.

"Can you smell him on my shirts? Is that it?" Bowen asked the dog while patting him. "You want to meet ZhanZhan?" LanLan raised his head and looked at Bowen. "I see. Good boy. I will let you meet him. Tomorrow you will meet ZhanZhan."

The dog barked and then rested his head once again on the Bowen's shirts.

"What did WenWen say?" Liying asked his husband curiously.

"Whatever it was it helped. Our LanLan stopped whining. What is your secret WenWen?" Shaofeng asked but Bowen just smiled.

"Mom, Dad. I will take him with me tomorrow and keep him for a few days."

"Young Master, are dogs allowed over there?" Xiao Qing asked.

"Should be. We might have bunnies there but LanLan is a good boy and the bunnies are behind walls anyway."

"But .. but... I need him here!" Liying called out. "He needs to stay home. What if ZhanZhan comes back and does not see him? What should I say to him?"

"Mom, ZhanZhan lived without the dog for a long time. If he really should come here it will not change much to wait a few days more." Bowen told her gently. It hurt him to lie to his mother but he promised his little brother. Moreover he could understand that Xiao Zhan needs time.

"But-"

"Liying. Let him take LanLan. I will explain to ZhanZhan when he comes, okay. How about we give XiaoQing a few days off too? Then we have time for each other. Just the two of us." Shaofeng said to his wife.

"You...! How can you think of that!" Liying asked her husband in embarrassment while Bowen shook his head in amusement.

"What am I thinking? I don't understand... care to explain?"  

 "You know exactly what I mean, Mister! Moreover, ZhanZhan loves his dog. It was ZhanZhan's wish to have a dog."

"Liying, our ZhanZhan had another wish... your forgot?" Shaofeng asked.

"I remember almost all of his wishes and fulfilled them all... What wish did I forgot, Shaofeng?"

"You wanna know?"Shaofeng chuckled.

"Of course! I need to fulfill this wish too. That way he will be even more happier to come home. So tell me, what was his wish?" Liying asked his husband.

"Remember the day before WenWen went to the camp? He wished for a little brother. We will give XiaoQing a few days off so we can fulfill ZhanZhan's wish together. ...." Shaofeng said seductively.

"Oh... you are right ..." Liying remembered and then blushed. 

"DAD! Stop brainwashing mom! Moreover you are already old!" Bowen was shocked.

"I am not! It is true. You were there too! ZhanZhan wished for a little brother. And we are both 43 years old! There are still chances! How happy he would be, coming home and seeing his mother holding his little brother in her arms..." Shaofeng said and hugged his wife from behind.

"Dad, really ... I cant believe you..." Bowen shook his head again. Seeing his father this bold ....

"XiaoQing." Liying suddenly called her housekeeper. "Take the next few days off and visit your family. I will give you some extra money for your grandchildren to spent. WenWen, you can take LanLan with you tomorrow but only for a few days! Then you will have to bring him back. I need him close."

"Mom!!" Bowen shouted out and glared at his father who looked back at him victorious.

"Thank you Mistress. Thank you, Master." XiaoQing bowed before turning to Bowen. "Young Master, the shirts ...."

"Let them with LanLan. You can wash them another time. Like I said I have enough clothes to wear.

"As you wish. Then I will take my leave now. I wish you all a good night. Tomorrow I will prepare breakfast before going to visit my grandchildren."

"I will put the money on the dining table later, XiaoQing. You will find it there. Wish you a happy family reunion." Shaofeng said.

"Thank you Master. I wish you ... well... fun and a lot of luck, of course." The housekeeper blushed and walked up to her room.

"Shaofeng ...." Liying called her husband.

"What is it, Darling?"  

"Please don't think that I want to sleep with you only because of ZhanZhan's wish. You know that I love you, right?" Liying asked.

"Even if I sometimes think that you love ZhanZhan a lot more than me ... I know you love me too."

"That is not true. I love you all equally. I just ... miss my ZhanZhan. Shaofeng I love you as much as ZhanZhan and Bowen!"

"Really? Prove it and I shall believe you..." Shaofeng said and kissed his wife tenderly.

"Hello? I am still here! Go to your room, please!" Bowen said in embarrassment.

"Why so embarrassed? You loved your ex-wife too, or not? Its not like you are a virgin...." Liying said and could not believe her eyes, seeing her son blushing strongly. "WenWen.....don't tell me....? Not even in your wedding night!?" Liying asked in shock which made Bowen blushing even harder.

"Our son is still a virgin! I cant believe it!" Shaofeng announced and laughed loudly and Liying too giggled.

"At least I am not a pervert like you!" Bowen said firmly before running into his room, closely followed by LanLan with the shirts in his snout.

"The kids always take after their parents. If you are not a pervert ZhanZhan might be." Shaofeng shouted after him and laughed again.

"Shaofeng! Stop calling my baby a pervert! He definitely comes after me and is a calm but mischievous boy. He loves to tease others and has a big heart! " Liying said confidently.

"Oh? Than what if he comes after me?" Shaofeng provoked her. "I may be a pervert but I am very smart, polite, talented in many ways, and I always know exactly what I want and try my best to achieve it."

"No way, he comes after me!"

"We will see when he comes back home. For now.... You still need to prove how much you love me. I am waiting..."

Bowen sat on his bed and sighed. "I guess dad is right ... ZhanZhan might turn into a pervert soon ... that is ... if he isn't already...." He said to himself.

LanLan barked before laying down in front of Bowen's bed, using the shirts as his pillow.

"You will see him tomorrow, buddy."

to be continue.....  

It ends here for today. I know it is obviously but .... What do you guys think, does Zhan take after Liying or after Shaofeng? *giggle* 

As I already mentioned above Zhan's and Yibo's 'first time' will be in the next chapter. PROMISE!

Are you guys shocked that our sweet Bowen is still a virgin?  I am a little sad because Bowen loved his ex-wife a lot but knowing what his ex-wife did ..... I am happy he did not lose his innocence to her :) 

What do you guys think if not only Zhan and Yibo  but Bowen as well will have his 'first time' in the next chapter?  

Let me know ^^

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