With Fanxing in my arms I knocked on the door and entered shortly after. I saw Zhan sitting in bed again while tears fell down his cheeks. 'He definitely heard everything' I thought and let Fanxing down before joining my boyfriend on the bed.

"Why is big brother crying? Did I do something wrong?" Fangxin asked and I shook my head.

"No, it has nothing to do with you. I need to talk to your big brother, so be a good boy and don't interrupt us, alright?" I asked him and he nodded before he climbed on the bed. He laid down and observed as quietly. I turned to Zhan.

"Did you hear everything?" I asked him and he nodded before taking his notebook from the bedside table.

>Father cant be happy because of me?<

"My brother is happy right now. Its just... something is still missing. He knows what it is but don't want to ... claim it before he cant be absolutely sure you are okay." I tried to explain.

>So as long as I am like this he cant be together with that woman downstairs? He loves her and want to be with her. But he said he cant because of me. Doesn't that mean I am in his way?<

Zhan was crying again. I felt his sadness and I understood why he thought like that. This time my brother is in the wrong for thinking the way he does.

"No you are not. For my brother your are the most important right now. Especially after what happened today he does not want it to be repeated. Me neither. We all know how you react in front of woman therefore my brother does everything to keep them away from you until you are healed." I comforted him.

>Still ... cant he just confess to her? Be together with her? She does not have to be near me. When she is here I will be in my room and when she is gone I will come out. And should I really be healed in the future he can introduce her to me. That way father would be happy and I am safe, or not?<

"Zhan, two things. First, you will definitely be healed. So please don't doubt that. Second, my brother is happy right now. Its just ... he will be even more happy."

>He gave me a family and made me happy therefore I only want the best for him too. I don't want him to reject that woman because of me. If he does then I would be the one who is more sad. I don't want him to give up on something because of me.<

"I think the same. You are often scared of many things and so am I. My brother too has his weaknesses and at the moment he is scared something will happen to you. You know how much he loves you. So try to understand his way of thinking. You should talk to him tomorrow and tell him your opinion. Alright?"

>Why not now?<

"We cant. I think my brother is ... very busy right now." I said and chuckled. 'I don't even want to imagine what they are doing right now'

 "Uncle and mommy are kissing. They love each other." Fanxing announced with a giggle before climbing on Zhan's lap. Zhan looked at me surprised.

"He is right. So we should let them be and talk tomorrow. Now we three should go to sleep too. And Zhan, I want you to stay in bed until Dr. Wang says otherwise. Not once I want you to leave the bed. Do you hear me?" I said and looked at him insistently. He nodded slowly before looking to the bathroom door.

"Of course you can use the bathroom. That is the only exception." I gave in and laughed. So Zhan stood up and went to the bathroom.

"And you, young man. Is it true you told your mother about my brother's feelings?" I wanted to know.

"Mh. I had to. Mommy was always sad and talked with grandpa about uncle. So I told her the truth and then she smiled happily and gifted me a lot of pancakes." He announced happily but looked guilty right away. "Did I do wrong?" He asked dejected and I laughed.

"No, you did not. It was the right choice. Good job." I said and ruffled through his hear. Just then Zhan came back and looked at me amused.

"What do you think? Did he do right or did he do wrong?" I asked Zhan the moment he joined me in bed and he smiled.

>Tell Fanxing I will make him a lot of pancakes tomorrow. That means ... if you allow me to go to the kitchen.<

I laughed, agreed and gave his message to Fanxing who happily jumped on the bed until we stopped him.

"Enough. Lets go sleep and be careful not hurt your big brother" I said to the little boy who shook his head.

"I always drink hot milk with honey before I go to sleep at nights. I want now too" He said and looked at me in anticipation.

"Fine, stay here and I will bring you a cup. Zhan do you want to drink something too?"

>For me herbal tea, please.<

"Alright. Wait here you two." I said and carefully sneaked downstairs. Surprisingly there was no one at the front door so I could go to the kitchen without interrupting anyone. 'Did Laoshi left already? Cant be....she would not forget her child here. Then where is she? Where is brother?' I thought and cooked the milk and the herbal tea before searching for the honey.

While the milk and the tea water were cooking I could do nothing else but wait. While I waited I heard something I guess I wasn't supposed to hear. I may not have slept with Zhan nor heard his voice yet but I knew how I sounded while I satisfied my boyfriend and the other way around. Therefore I knew quite well what happened in the guestroom next door as well as who was inside of it. Moreover they weren't that quiet. 'For real? Come on... here are virgins in the house!!'

I felt my face heating up and prepared the drinks on a tablet before carefully but quickly went back to my bedroom. I gave both boys their cups and ignored Zhan's questionable looks.

When the drinks were finished I put the cups on my desk, went back to bed and covered Fanxing, Zhan and me with the blanket. The little boy snuggled up to Zhan's chest and fell asleep almost immediately. Zhan gave him a soft kiss on his forehead before falling asleep as well.

'I guess I have to share my Zhan with Fanxing as of now ....' Amused I dimmed the light and snuggled up to the two boys before joining them in a deep slumber.

Next morning I woke up when I felt someone poking me and when I opened my eyes I saw Zhan looking at me pleading while showing me his notebook.

>Help me. I want to use the toilet but I cant move.<

After I read it and looked at Zhan's situation I tried my very best to not laugh but I failed. Zhan glared at me what makes it only funnier. It seems like Fanxing found Zhan so comfortable that he decided to sleep on him for the whole night. He now was laying on top of Zhan snoring softly while sucking on his thumb. 'They look so cute together but I think Fanxing is a little bit to old for taking his thumb into his mouth..' I thought amused, climbed out of bed and took a picture for the family album.

Zhan did not stop to glare at me and I laughed. Before he gets mad at me I carefully tried to take the little boy off of Zhan but he woke up immediately. He wished us a good morning and smiled sleepy at us.

When Zhan tried to move, his whole body was tingling and I had to give him a massage before he could stand up and use the toilet.

"Fanxing, I know the best how comfortable it is to sleep with your big brother but still... you should not sleep on him for a whole night again." I said to Fanxing who nodded obediently. When Zhan came back Fanxing went out of bed and hugged my boyfriend's leg.

"Can we make pancakes now? Can we?" he asked and Zhan nodded, picked up the little boy and walked down to the kitchen. I followed them and after I told them to be very quiet as to not disturb brother who is sleeping next door. Zhan prepared the dough for the pancakes. I did not tell him about Laoshi being in that room as well on purpose to not trigger an attack.

Fanxing found it very funny to sneak back and forth while helping Zhan making the dough without being to loud. He giggled often and I saw Zhan happily preparing the breakfast.

I did not help them but set the table and after I was done took a tablet to prepare Zhan's and Fanxing's breakfast on it. I decided to let them have more fun with each other eating upstairs while I would join my brother and Laoshi. Or should I say future sister-in-law?

When everything was finished I send them upstairs. Fanxing happily went first, only Zhan seemed to wait for me.  

 "You go upstairs and eat together with Fanxing. I will join my brother and after the breakfast I will tell him to speak with us. Fanxing's mother is still here and will eat probably together with my brother so it is better to stay in our room. When we finished we will come to you, okay?" I asked and Zhan nodded and followed Fanxing after I kissed him for a minute.

Now that the table is set, the breakfast is done and Zhan and Fanxing are upstairs I decided to wake up the couple. On the ground in front of the door to the guestroom I saw clothes scattered and when I faintly heard that both of them seemed to be ... very busy I quickly hid inside the dining room and waited for 20 minutes with a flushed face.

'I think now it is my turn to have a serious conversation with my brother about losing control.' I thought awkwardly before I decided to check 20 minutes later if they are done yet. Thankfully they were as I didn't hear anything anymore. 'But I guess teasing him now and then is something I don't want to miss...' I chuckled inwardly and knocked on the door.

"If you two are awake come out, the breakfast is ready. Don't worry, Zhan is upstairs and eats in bed together with Fanxing, so Laoshi can come out as well. And be careful to not fell over your clothes that are scattered on the floor." I said and walked back to the dining room with a big grin. 'That is fun.' I thought and waited for both of them to join me.

When they entered the dining room both did not look into my eyes. They sat down with flushed faces and started to eat. Brother did not even dare to look to Laoshi wheras she tried every now and then to get his attention.

I understand my brother more than anyone else therefore I knew what he was thinking. He decided to declare last night as his mistake. He is about to break Laoshi's heart in order to protect Zhan without understanding that by doing this he is doing Zhan more harm than good. He believes Zhan does not know of the conversation last night but I will change that.

So after breakfast, when I saw my brother trying to find the right words for explaining his mistake to Laoshi, I spoke first.

"Brother you should go up to Zhan and speak with him." I said and stared at him.

"Hm? Yes, I will. Let me send Mian Mian home first. Where is Fanxing?" he asked but I shook my head.

"No, you will do it right now. Zhan's thoughts and especially his feelings are in turmoil right now and you are the only one who can calm them down. Fanxing is with him." I said.

"What happened? Is it because of his panic attack yesterday?" He asked alerted and I shook my head yet again.

"No, he is fine. But he heard the conversation between you and Mian Mian Laoshi yesterday so you can imagine how he feels right now." I announced and saw how he got shocked.

"He heard what exactly?"

"Everything! I heard it too. Now he wants to talk about it so go up. Listen to him first before anything else." I said before I saw him walking up the stairs. I did not need to attend that meeting as I already knew what Zhan was going to say.

 When Brother was gone and I turned to Laoshi she looked quite sad.

"I guess I made myself unpopular with Xiao Zhan before even meeting him. Is he ... really mad at me?" She asked me and I was surprised.

"Why do you think he is mad at you?" I wanted to know.

"You know, your brother speaks about Xiao Zhan the whole time. I don't know about that boy's condition but I know through your brother what happened before Xiao Zhan got adopted by him. So when he finally decided to call Haikuan father and accepted him after he knew he would not be abandoned by him, he was really happy and proudly announced it to me, to my father and some of the other teachers." She explained and I listened quietly.

"Now he heard what we talked about yesterday... what will he think of me? As someone who want to take his father away? I don't want that."

"You say that because you don't know him yet, Laoshi. Zhan is not like that. When he heard the conversation the first thing he thought was not that you want to take him away from him but is sacred he is the reason my brother cant be happy. He already accepted you the moment my brother told you he loved you. Because my Zhan wants my brother to be happy as well and right know he is explaining this to him."

"He accepted me? Really?" Laoshi's face lit up and I laughed.

"Yes, he did. The both of you have Zhan's and mine consent. But still, there will be no meeting between you two before Zhan is ready for that."

"Of course. I hope he is better soon so I can get to know my son more than just from the stories of Haikuan" Laoshi said and smiled lovingly.

"Oh? You did not even marry my brother yet and you see Zhan as your son already?" I asked her teasingly and saw her blushing.

"Can you please stop teasing her, Yibo?" I heard my brother saying and saw him coming down the stairs.

"I can. Of course I can. I will accompany Zhan upstairs but before I go I want to say something." I started and waited before my brother stood next to Mian Mian Laoshi. Both looked at me, Laoshi more curious, my brother more warily.

"Now you both have the consent you wanted so stop pushing Laoshi away, brother. And also.... You know that the second floor belongs only to you, so next time if you two want to ... share a bed, please go there because neither Zhan nor I want to hear you during your activities while getting us something from the kitchen. In contrast to you, who always wanted me to control myself, dear brother, I am able to keep myself under control." I said and grinned victoriously when I saw him blushing out of embarrassment and then glaring at me.

Before he could reprimand me or anything else I quickly went upstairs. When I opened the door I saw Zhan laying in bed with Fanxing who just finished telling him the story about how he caught a mouse for his mother.

"I think mommy is not a fan of mice despite their cuteness" he said and made Zhan smile.  

 "I guess you too have fun on your own. Maybe I should go again?" I offered jokingly and Fanxing shook his head.

"You cant or else big brother cant concentrate of what I have to say. He always looks to the door waiting for you." He announced and made Zhan blushing.

"Oh? Really? Does my boyfriend miss me that much? I guess then I definitely need to cuddle him." I said and quickly joined him on the bed.

"Where is my mommy?" Fanxing asked and I felt Zhan tensing up before I answered the question.

"Downstairs with my brother." I said and the little boy giggled. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and my brother came in.

"Fanxing, your mother wants to go home and is waiting for you." He said.

"Already? Can I come again and play with big brother?" Fanxing asked sadly and Zhan nodded smilingly.

"Xiao Zhan would be happy about that" Brother agreed, took Fanxing by the hand and walked downstairs. As curious as I was I followed him with Zhan right behind me but he of course waited on the stairs.

Laoshi picked Fanxing up and was about to leave but her son had something to say.

"Mommy, you and uncle love each other, right?" He asked and Laoshi blushed and nodded. "Then you have to kiss each other. Bo told me you do this when you love each other." he continued innocently and I felt my brother gaze on me.

"Did 'Bo' say that? But that does not mean you have to do this all the time." Laoshi explained with a chuckle and wanted to leave. But my brother stopped and then kissed her in front of everyone. Zhan probably saw this too. I rolled my eyes and Fanxing giggled.

When both of them did not stop even after 2 Minutes I wanted to tease them. I walked up to Laoshi so I could take the little boy in my arms.

"Come here, young man. I guess you mommy will be busy for some time as control is not something my brother mastered yet." I said and saw my brother backing away instantly. 'I guess I will have a lot of fun in the future' I thought amused.

"Mian Mian, you ... it late already, y-you should go now." Bother stuttered. Yes, he stuttered! My brother did!

"Brother , its not late. Its just 10 am..." I said innocently and suppressed my laugh while my brother glared at me

"I will go now ... Haikuan you...." Laoshi wanted to say something but seemed like she did not know what.

"I will call you. See you ... soon." Brother said and bid her farewell. The moment the door closed I let loud my laugh. That was just too funny seeing my brother like this. He of course was embarrassed.

"Do you really have to be like this, Yibo?" he asked me.

"What? I am just worried about you. I never saw you like this. Of course I have to savor the moment. So tell me, are you two a couple now?" I asked and waited for an answer.

"Yes, we are. Stop teasing me." He said and when I laughed again he turned to the stairs where my boyfriend watched us with a smile. "Xiao Zhan, lets do something together without Yibo. He needs to be punished."

"What? No way!" I said and stopped laughing instantly while glaring at my brother.

Zhan came forward and gave me a kiss before turning to my brother.

>Now that everyone is happy I have a favor to ask< he wrote.

"A favor? What is it?" My brother asked gently.

>I want to restart with the hypnosis. Can we?<

to be continue....

Well that is it again :) 

Now that Haikuan and Mian Mian got their happiness its time for Zhan to finally find out what happened in the past, dont you think? 

Well, in the next chapter we will start with it (of course it takes more than 1 Chapter to find everything out)  ... but to tell you the truth I am only halfway done with chapter 50 as its kind of difficult to write *sigh*  

So the next chapter will come out on Thursday ... I know its a little bit long until then but .... I hope you dont mind ... :(

Hope to see you on Thursday <3 <3 <3

1. I am sorry if there are any errors as english is not my native language. Do point it out.

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