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"Why do you sit so far away? I am not eating you, you know? Or... are you scared of me?" I asked carefully but Zhan just shook his head and smiled.

We started to wash our body and I saw Zhan frowning from time to time. "Zhan? What is wrong?" I asked him worried. He looked at me and pointed at his feet and grimacing his face. I laughed.

"Of course they hurt. You are not used to run that much. I told you to stop after one hour but you did not want to listen. I will give you a massage later, lets finish our bath, alright?"

Zhan nodded and when we were done with our hair I realized Zhan did not wash his back.

"Turn around, Zhan. I will wash your back." I offered. Zhan turned around and I was happy to see he did not even hesitated for a second. 'He trust me wholeheartedly now...'  I thought happily.

When he turned around I came closer and carefully washed him. 'He smells so good.'  I thought after sniffing at him. I gave him a light kiss on his neck and let my lips sliding down to his shoulders. I felt him shuddering and I chuckled.

Zhan moved away and signaled me to turn around. "You want to wash my back too?" He nodded shyly and I granted his wish.

He gently washed my back and every touch felt so good. I also felt something rising down there but I concentrated and tried to calm down. It was very difficult but it worked. Unfortunately Zhan decided to copy me. But instead of just one kiss he kept kissing my neck and my whole work was destroyed. 'Calm down please....'  I thought desperately.

"Zhan..." I moaned. "Thats ... not fair. I only kissed for a short time but you are ... doing it longer...." I complained. Zhan stopped and when I turned around he started giggling.

"You just wait ... I will get back at you at a time you will not expecting it the most.." I pouted and stood up. When I remembered my condition I was in, I turned my back to him immediately, hoping he did not see it. I climbed out of the tube and wore my bathrobe. When I turned around I saw Zhan climbing out as well and seeing him naked in front of me my little brother raised even more.

"Zhan... I ... need to use the toilet... can you dress yourself in my room instead... please..?" I pleaded. Zhan looked at me irritated but left with a nod.

The moment he stepped out I locked the door and opened the bathrobe. "Do you really have to be like that?" I complained. "You should pray that Zhan did not see it or it will have consequences ... for both of us!" I said annoyed but still I had no other choice. I took him in my hand and moved it up and down while biting my bottom lip to prevent me from making any noises. 'I don't want Zhan to hear...'

I moved faster and faster and after some time I released with a light moan. When I calmed down I washed my hands and dressed myself. "And now behave! I mean it!" I told him and walked to the door.

When I left the bathroom I saw Zhan sitting on my bed with his notebook in his hands.

>What took you so long? Are you okay?< he asked me. 

"Ah... yes... I ... did not go to the toilet the for some time already so ... yeah. But I am fine." I answered nervously. He looked at me skeptically but nodded shortly after.

"How about I give your feet a massage now and in the meantime I tell you about my day?" I suggested.

Zhan leaned back and I told him what happened today while I carefully massaged each of his foot.

"The training went smooth and I can proudly say we do have a good chance in the game against the other school and I even broke the record of the number of shots within one game. You should have seen it. Paul, Ziyi and Xuan Lu were there as well and watched us." I finished my story and looked at him after I felt him not moving anymore. I thought he fell asleep but he did not. He listened and observed me the whole time.

"Do you remember me telling you a friend of mine makes the best lotus soup?" I asked and when he nodded I continued. "Well, that friend was actually Xuan Lu and she made some today and gave it to me. Are you hungry? Shall we eat?" I asked and he jumped up.

"I guess that means yes" I laughed and Zhan pulled me to the door down to the kitchen.

"Okay, I will warm it up. In the meantime you can write down about your day, alright?" He smiled at me and while Zhan wrote down his story. I warmed up the soup on the oven. When it was finished we decided to eat in the kitchen instead in the dining room. Zhan gave me his notebook and I read it.

>The gardener came today and introduced himself. While Dr. Liu greeted him I stayed with the bunnies. But Wang Ji run away and I could not find him even after I searched for him for so long. I was scared because Dr. Liu loved him so much. But apparently Wang Ji hopped to Dr. Liu on its own. He brought him back to me and I was so relieved.

Later Dr. Liu took me to introduce the gardener to me. His name is Li Bowen. They talked for a while about him and his life. He is 26 and divorced without kids.

Yibo, what does it mean being divorced? I don't think I ever heard of this. Does that mean they broke up?<

After I finished reading I thought about how to answer his question. "You could say that. Being divorced means they were in love and got married at some point in their lives. But after time they decided that this marriage is something that should not be continued and they divorced and are now not married anymore. There can be a lot of reasons for it. Maybe they don't love each other anymore and want to separate. Or one of them loves someone else. It can also be they do love each other but cant stayed married because of other reasons." I explained. Zhan nodded and we continued eating the soup.

"So? What do you think about the soup?" I asked him after we finished. I don't even know why I asked because it was so obvious he loved it as he ate 3 whole portions. While I waiting for his answer I gave him his medicine.

>It tastes so good. Even better that the soup you made.< he said.

"Hers is better?" I asked and pouted. I like to tease him and I think by now he knew when I did and when not. Zhan walked up to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek and I laughed when he got red again.

"You were the one who started the kiss so actually it should me be getting shy." I laughed. He stick out his tongue and run away.

"You want to play, huh? Alright, hide yourself well because when I find you I will not let you go." I said and run after him. 'Thank god brother is not here or else we get punished for breaking the rules'  I thought and searched for Zhan.

I looked everywhere. My room, my bathroom, his bathroom, his room, his hobby room, the library, the living room, the dining room and I even went to the cellar, the garden and then the bunny house. I could not find him anywhere. I looked at the clock and saw it was already 9pm. Slowly I got worried. "Zhan, where are you?" I mumbled and almost screamed his name but then I saw something moving on the rooftop.

'I remember brother saying he climbs on it from time to time but this is the first time I actually see it.... What if he falls down?'  I thought and made my way to the 3rd floor into the hobby room of Zhan. At the end of the room is the window which leds to the part of the rooftop Zhan is sitting right now.

I climbed up and sat next to him. "Found you." I said and smiled at him. "Why do you like sitting on rooftops? You should know its dangerous."

>I like it. When I am up here it feels like I am above everyone. Nothing and no one can reach me. I am safe. You too took almost two hours to find me here because no one, not even you, would expect me to sit here.

Moreover the air here is cleaner and fresher than on the ground. Especially in summer. And as you can see during this time of the day you can see so many stars. I also like to see the lights of the city over there. In the orphanage there were only the light of the stars and the house itself. <

He was right. It really look beautiful with the stars and the lights. And as our house is far away from the city its very quite too not only on the rooftop. I heard Zhan sighing from time to time and knew right away he is worried about something.

"Zhan, you sat here long enough and its getting colder. Next time at least wear a jacket if you intend to sit here longer than a few minutes. Lets go down." I suggested and Zhan nodded.

After we brushed our teeth we went to bed. Since the day we confessed to each other we always slept in my room together and now I am used to it. I cant sleep without Zhan next to me anymore. We laid there snuggled to each other and after some time I spoke.

"Zhan, can I ask you something?"

He looked up to me and nodded.

"Can you tell me what you are worried about? I hear you sighting often the last few days..." I said.

He seems to think about how to answer, so I waited. 'He looks so sad....' I thought.

>Do you think I will be able to speak someday? Dr. Liu tried many ways but did not found a solution. I am scared he thinks I am doing it on purpose. I do not. I really want to speak, believe me.<

"Zhan. We now how badly you want to speak. Whenever my brother wanted to talk with you about your past, trying every method he can find, you never once declined him. You participated wholeheartedly and that shows us you want to be able to speak even more than my brother and I. Because of that brother, and I too, will not give up. We will keep searching so please, Zhan, don't give up. I know its hard but we can do it. My brother is at a gathering and they talking about methods to help you. Lets wait for good news, alright?"

It breaks my heart seeing Zhan like that because I know he is upset with himself. I felt him patting me and when I look at him I saw him smiling while showing me his message.

>I will not give up, I promise. Wait till I can speak because I have so many things to say. I probably won't stop talking for days< he wrote and smiled.

"I have my ways to get you to stop talking. Maybe I should train in advance..." I said and gave him a light kiss on his lips. I relaxed when I saw him giggling. When he calmed down he pointed at his notebook and showed it to me after I looked at him questioningly.

"Its full again? That is your third notebook within three weeks. Are you going to fill one each week? Just imagine you being able to talk ... you will talk and never stop anymore. I think my ears are falling off alrea...." I could not finish my sentence as Zhan kissed me, probably to shut me up. But I don't mind and kissed him back.

"If you ask me .... you can ... stop me from .... talking ... as much as you want" I said in between the kisses. I hovered over him, stopped kissing his lips and trailed my lips down to his neck and then to his shoulder. I hold Zhan's hands and intertwine them with mine. When I felt Zhan enjoying my lips on his shoulder I slowly and gently started to suck on it. He moved his head to the side and gave me more space so I sucked harder.

At the corner of my eyes I saw Zhan closing his eyes and opening his mouth. 'He would be moaning if he could.' I thought and chuckled. 'But that is an invitation... right?'

I let go of his shoulder and I inserted my tongue into his open mouth. I saw him opening his eyes in shock but he did not push me away. Instead, probably to get revenge, he bit my tongue and then my lips. But it did not hurt, it felt good and I moaned. 'I should stop now or else....' I thought and felt heat rising, but not towards my face.

I stopped the kiss and we looked in each others eyes. "You sure get more daring with each day" I said out of breath and chuckled seeing him getting shy again. When I lean back onto the bed, Zhan laid his head on my chest and close his eyes.

"Lets sleep now. Tomorrow I will give you a new notebook and this time I will try to find one which is thicker that the previous ones. Lets see if you still fill it within one week." I chuckled and Zhan hit my chest gently. "Alright, I will stop. Goodnight."

I pulled him closer to me and soon fell asleep.

The next morning I was the first to wake up. I slowly opened my eyes and saw the most adorable scene in my life. Zhan's head still laid on my chest and his face was close to mine. If I want to I could count all his eyelashes. I saw him drooling on me and smiling from time to time. I almost laughed out loud but I did not want to wake him up.

At the corner of my eyes I saw something moving and when I looked up I saw brother standing there with his camera. I raised my eyebrows.

"Let me take a picture of him" he whispered and I nodded while chuckling. He came closer to us and took a photo of the drooling and smiling Zhan. After that he took one with me pointing at the angel on my chest while grinning happily. And I was the one who took the last photo.

I slowly raised my arms to receive the camera, my brother went to the other side of the bed and climbed on it as carefully as he could. He did not want to wake Zhan up. Then he put his face next to Zhan and we two smiled brightly into the camera while I took the photo.

Since two weeks my brother ran around with the camera and when I asked him the reason he told me the following:

"I started to take them when we build the bunny house. I want to make a family photo album. There will be photos from all of us. I asked the orphanage if they have some photos of Zhan. Unfortunately they had only one which was taken three days after he arrived there for the first time. So I want to make more as of now."

I found that idea awesome and help brother with it. We have already a few and today they are three new ones with Zhan drooling on me. I cant wait to see his reaction to it.

Just a few seconds after I took the photo Zhan slowly woke up. When he opened his eyes he look at me and smiled.

"Good Morning Xiao Zhan. I saw you slept well" Brother said and Zhan turned around and looked at him. I could see how surprised he is when he saw my brother sitting next to him. "What? Can I have a smile too or is it only reserved for Yibo?" he asked amused and Zhan smiled brightly.

"There we go. If both of you are awake, get up, take a shower and come down. Breakfast is ready." Brother said and wanted to leave the room. 

"Wait, brother" I called him and he turned around. "Did you and your colleagues find a solution?" I asked him and he smiled.

"Maybe. Get ready and come down. After breakfast we will talk about it." he said and left.

"Did you hear, Zhan? Maybe there is a way." I said excitingly and Zhan too was very exited.

When both of us entered the dining room 20 minutes later Brother already waited for us. He signaled us to eat.

After the breakfast Zhan ate his medicine and we cleaned everything together. Then Brother led us to the living room and Zhan and I sat down next to each other whereas Brother chose the couch opposite of us.

"So? What way did you find?" I asked impatiently.

to be continued ....

Yes.. unfortunately here it stops for today ... But no worries the next update is near 

It comes out on Saturday *whisper*

Isn't Yibo a good little brother by keeping his promise?^^ 

I mean .. at least he is trying ;D

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