Once N had said amusement park everyone gave N a blank expression. "Really N hyung, the amusement park?" Hyuk repeats.

N's smile kind of faded when he saw everyone's disappointed expressions. Then got a little angry and says "aish, you kids are never pleased with anything I suggest! What's so wrong with going to the amusement park?!"

"Nothing...we've just been there so many times~" Ken says in a whiny tone. 

"But we've never been there with Leo~" N says in a smile, then getting up and saying "we're going to the amusement park tomorrow, so have everything prepared for tomorrow" N says in a smile, grabbing his plate and then bringing it to the sink. 

All the other boys got up from the table in a groan, bringing their plates to the sink and Leo just watched the other boys walking away.

Leo then got up himself and walked over to the sink and started washing the dishes and N sighed saying "Leo, you don't have to do this" N says, coming up beside Leo and helping him with the dishes.

Leo looked at N and says "it's okay." After he had said that, he put his white ear buds in and started listening to music while doing the dishes. 

N looked over at Leo from time to time as he was washing the dishes and Leo noticed but decided not to say anything, 

N was just washing dishes while stealing glances at Leo until Leo got annoyed, taking one ear bud out and asks "what?" 

N was a little shocked that Leo noticed him looking at him and coughed a little in the awkward situation they were in and he then says "n-nothing" looking back down at the dishes, with a light pink growing on his cheeks. 

Leo sighed deeply and put one of his ear buds in N's ear so they were sharing music. 

N looked at Leo with wide eyes and then directed his gaze onto the dishes as his faced turned as red as a tomato. 

Leo was listening to 4men's song 'OK.' 

"You like 4men?" N asks, looking at Leo in a smile. 

Leo slightly nodded, still looking down at the dishes they were washing. 

"I like some of their songs as well, they do a lot of ost songs, right?" N asks in a smile. 

Leo just nodded, and with that the dishes were finished and Leo took his ear bud out of N's ear and gave N a cloth to dry his hands with. 

N smiled, thanking Leo for the cloth but Leo left the room so fast, he didn't see N bowing to thank him. 

When Leo got into his bedroom, everything he had brought was now unpacked and he quickly texted his sister "can I see you?" Is what he texted her. 

His older sister replied a second after, saying "sure...why don't we have dinner together in thirty minutes?" 

Leo just sent "k" and with that, they stopped texting. 

Leo went into the kitchen and started preparing food and Ravi then comes into the kitchen and asks "hyung, what're you making?" 

Leo looked back at Ravi from over his shoulder and says in a faint voice "I won't be eating dinner with you guys today...so I'm preparing you guys something to eat since I'm not going to be here." 

"Wah, you're so nice hyung~" Ravi says in a smile, patting Leo on the back as a 'thanks.' 

In Hongbin and Hyuk's room, Hongbin was editing pictures on his computer while Hyuk was drawing when Hyuk then asks "Hongbin...when can we...you know...do it?" 

Hongbin quickly turned his head, giving Hyuk a 'what-did-you-just-say' face. "What're you talking about Hyuk, not until Leo's use to the environment. I don't even think Leo hyung knows about any of the relationships going on in this apartment anyway!" Hongbin says, trying to stay quiet, turning back around. 

Hyuk sighed deeply, closing his drawing book and coming up behind Hongbin who was sitting on a rolling chair, in front of the desk in their bedroom with the laptop on it. 

Hyuk then wrapped his arms around Hongbin from behind and says in a sigh "Hongbin, I want you though~" kissing Hongbin on the top of his head. 

Hongbin blushed a light pink, looking up to see Hyuk's head, hovering over his. 

Hongbin just chuckled, now getting out of his seat and turning his body so his body was being pressed against Hyuks and Hyuk's hand, roaming through Hongbin's hair. Hyuk then gives Hongbin a peck on the lips, then looking lovingly into Hongbin's eyes, saying "you know I really love you." 

Hongbin chuckled a little, trying to hide his embarrassment and grabbed Hyuk's shirt, the part around his chest and says in a cute voice "Hyuk, stop it~" 

Hyuk couldn't hold himself back anymore as he wrapped Hongbin in his arms and squeezed him tightly as he whispers in his ear "you know how much I'm holding myself back right now?" 

Hongbin yet blushed a dark red, then looking into Hyuk's eyes, giving him a seductive look. "You don't think I want you either?" Hongbin says in a smile.

warning: light smut here...maybe around 15+ should read this. 

Hyuk bit his bottom lip but couldn't hold himself back anymore as he pressed his lips against Hongbin's forcefully pushing his tongue inside Hongbin's mouth. 

Hongbin wanted to push Hyuk away, but it was like he was melted in Hyuk's arms, with Hyuk having full control. 

"H-Hyuk~" Hongbin says in a quiet moan when Hyuk's hand traveled down Hongbin's body, caressing his abs through his shirt and then moving down to the crotch area, grabbing it forcefully.

"Hyukie, not there" Hongbin says, grabbing Hyuk's shoulders, with shivers going down his spine.

Hyuk just whispers in Hongbin's ear "I want you" licking his ear lobe, then moving his head down to Hongbin's neck, kissing it. 

Hongbin gave slight moans of pleasure with Hyuk still rubbing his area. 

Hyuk then moved his head back up, giving Hongbin sloppy kisses, opening Hongbin's jeans with his hand and using his other hand to rub Hongbin's length. 

"H-Hyuk...t-this is going too far!" Hongbin says, now pushing Hyuk away. 

Hyuk was a little startled with Hongbin pushing him away and stumbled back a bit, catching his balance and giving Hongbin a look of confusion. 

"Why'd you push me away?" Hyuk asks, a little upset. 

"Because we can't risk Leo hearing us!" Hongbin exclaims in a whisper yell. 

Hyuk just kissed his teeth, turning around and going underneath the covers.

"Hyukie, don't be mad~" Hongbin says, trying to do some aegyo. 

Hyuk took the covers off of himself and saw Hongbin doing aegyo and couldn't help but smile. "I can't stay mad at you" was all Hyuk said.

Leo was in his bedroom, putting on dark black jeans along with a white shirt, putting on a fancy jacket over top. 

He then put his wallet and phone (with his earbuds) in his pocket. He was then ready and left his bedroom heading for the door. 

N was outside in the living room by now, watching T.V when he noticed Leo dressed up and heading towards the door. 

N gave Leo a confused expression for a second and ran up to him, coming up behind him and tapping him on the shoulder so Leo was now looking back at N, while trying to put his shoes on. 

"Where're you going?" N asks in a smile. 

"Out" was all Leo said until he finished putting on his shoes and was about to turn the doorknob to leave when N grabbed Leo's wrist to stop him. 

Leo looked back at N from over his shoulder and he then says a faint "what?" 

"Nothing...I just wanted to know where you were going...like with who..." N says, looking at Leo in his eyes. 

"You don't need to know" Leo says, wiggling his wrist out of N's grip and now successfully leaving the apartment.

N just looked at the brown door, not saying anything, then thinking to himself "well why would Leo tell me where he's going, we're not close and for sure not dating he's probably going on a date, he was dressed so nice as well...ugh, I've been only thinking about my own feelings without taking Leo's feelings into consideration when he's most likely straight! I'm so stupid!" N thought to himself, hitting himself on the head.

Leo was already in his sports car by now and driving to pick up his sister who was waiting for him outside his parents' house. 

"Taekwoon-ah~" Leo's older sister says in a high pitched tone, getting into the passenger's seat, putting her seat belt on. 

Leo gave his older a glare and she then covers her mouth while smiling, saying "whoops, I mean Leo~" 

Leo sighed, starting the car and driving away from the house and to a nearby, walk in restaurant that didn't need reservations made beforehand. 

Once Leo and his older sister had got their seat, it was near a huge window and Leo's older sister than asks, confused "so, why'd my little brother ask to talk to me?" 

"I-It's...my new roommates.." Leo quietly says.

"They're trying to get to know you, right? I told you it'd be like this...you should have listened to me" his older sister says in a snobby, 'I-told-you-so' smile. 

At the same time, the waiter then comes and brought bread to the table along with some butter so they could snack on something and asks the two of them "is there something you'd like to eat?" 

As they both ordered, the waiter left with a smile on his face and Leo gave a huge sigh. "What, what happened?" Leo's older sister asks, confused.

"They're just so...noisy...and...they try to talk to me...but I never know how to reply to them, it's hard talking to them and a little...scary..." Leo says, in a quiet voice. 

"Oh come on Leo, don't talk to me in that quiet voice you always talk to strangers with, this is why I don't like being separated from you for too long, because then when we talk after a while you act like you barley know me." His older sister says in a sigh, looking down at the bread basket. 

Leo looked up at his older sister and then at plate in front of him and says "w-we're going to the amusement park tomorrow...because they want me to do stuff with them...but I don't know what to do...I've never been to an amusement park before...on top of that I don't know what's going to happen!" Leo says, now sounding stressed out. 

"Leo, you're sounding really stressed...are you sure you're okay living with all of these guys?" His older sister asks, concerned. 

Leo nodded meaning yes and his older sister then suggests "I should come over, after we eat I mean...where do you live?" 

"NO!" Leo says, now raising his voice, making it clear his older sister couldn't come over. 

"Awe, why not~" His older sister says in a sigh. 

"B-Because...it's dirty..." Leo says, trying to make an excuse and at the same time, their food came.

"Leo, you're in an apartment with five other men...I'm just going to say this right here, right now, you've never had any friends ever since you were young because of that incident and that was such a long time ago, you can't keep being held up about it, I know it was something traumatizing and people don't recover from something like that so easily but you're shutting yourself out from the world!" His older sister says, upset.

Leo looked up at his older sister and then down at the food in front of him and says "I can't..." 

"What, I thought you were alright...d-do you need to go back to therapy again?" His older sister asks, concerned. 

Leo shakes his head, meaning no and says "no, I'm never going back there." 

"Then try making friends, you know friends can make people forget a lot of the bad things in life. It might be good for you, and the first step is your roommates" his older sister says in a smile. 

Leo looked up at his older sister and then down at the food in front of him and says "it's hard...talking...to people..." 

"That's why I'm saying you should go back to therapy and counselling, they can help you!" His older sister says. 

"No, I already told dad, mom and you, I'm never going back there...never." Leo says, sternly. 

"Then you have to try hard and talk to them, I know it's hard...but it'll be worth it in the end, trust me." His older sister says in a gentle smile that Leo only nodded too. 

Back at the apartment the five other boys were eating the food Leo had made for them before hand and Ken then noticed N's sad expression. "What's wrong N?" Ken asks. 

"Nothing" N mumbles swirling his food around. 

Ken chuckled and asks in a teasing matter "is it because Leo hyung isn't here~?" 

"Yeah, where did he go?" Hongbin asks, looking around the room. 

Ravi then answers "he just told me he was going out and was preparing food for us since he won't be here for dinner." 

N sighed as well, saying "he didn't tell me where he was going either." 

"Oh, is that why you're upset?" Ken asks, chuckling a bit. 

"N-No!" N says, blushing a light pink and getting up, storming away from the table, putting his shoes on and leaving the apartment to get some fresh air. 

"Ha, ha, he totally likes Leo" Hongbin says, after hearing the door slam shut. 

"Do you think Leo's even gay though...I can never tell what he's thinking!" Ken asks, looking at the three other boys. 

"I don't know...maybe he doesn't like anyone, maybe he's the type of person who doesn't have a liking to a specific gender" Hyuk says, giving a suggestion. 

"Well Leo won't be in the house until later on tonight bean~" Hyuk says in an evil smirk. 

Ken then smiled as well looking at Ravi, giving him the same look Hyuk was giving Hongbin. 

With N, he ran far away from the apartment, he didn't know why he got upset when Ken confronted his feelings for Leo, more like he didn't want to admit to himself that he liked Leo. 

N then stopped running for a while until he didn't recognize where he was, looking around he was surrounded by buildings. 

N then sighed, grabbing his chest, feeling his pounding heart and crouching down a bit, catching his breath. 

N then started walking around, trying to find out where he was, but he ran so far he had no clue on where he was. 

N was walking through the buildings, trying to find a street sign when something then catches his eye. In the window of a fancy restaurant, Leo was there, sitting with a girl (his older sister.)

"S-So he is on a date?!" N thought to himself, feeling his heart dropping to the ground. 

N couldn't take the sight of Leo being on a date with someone and turned his head, starting to walk away. 

As N looked back he then saw Leo looking back at him through the window and with the girl looking back at him as well, now both of them looking at him, and the worst part was, the girl started waving to N. 

N looked at the girl with tears swelling up in his eyes and turned his head, turning around and running away. 

Back in the restaurant Leo's older sister turned back around and says "he seemed upset...why'd he just run away, he could have at least waved hi back." 

Leo sighed, then thanking his sister for talking to him, and by this time they had already finished their food and paid for it, leaving the restaurant. 

Leo drove his sister home and went to the apartment next where he didn't see anyone. 

"Is N not home?" Leo thought to himself, looking around.

He then thought to himself "is he still back there?" Turning around, leaving the apartment, going into the parking lot and getting his car, driving to the place he saw N running away to. 

By now it started raining which made it a thousand times more hard for Leo to find N. 

He then noticed someone sitting in between two buildings, head down which looked like N. 

Leo wasn't for sure if it was N but decided to take his chances, parking his car near the side and walking out in the pouring rain since he didn't have an umbrella, getting himself soaked as well. 

As he got in front of the man that looked like N he tapped him on the shoulder and N looked up, seeing Leo with the rain hitting his face but Leo could obviously tell N was crying. 

Leo looked at N and didn't know what to do in times like this but then remembered what N did for him when he saw him alone on the soccer field so he put out his hand for N to take. 

N looked at Leo's hand confused and hesitantly took it, then getting up but slipping, so now N was pressed against Leo's chest, still holding hands. 

A teenage boy walking with a group of his friends with umbrellas over them then exclaim, throwing a soda can at them both "ew, two fags!" 

N was shocked at what the boy did and quickly let go of Leo, but Leo was then angry, picking up the soda can the boy had threw at them and threw it back at the teenager, hitting the teenager on the back of his head.

The teenage boy slowly turned around, with his hand over the part the soda can had hit and had a look of anger in his eyes, then asking "did you just throw that at me?" 

Leo simply nodded and the boy came stomping towards N and Leo, letting go of his umbrella, getting himself soaked and was about to punch Leo in the face when Leo held the boys fist, stopping the punch. 

He then started to slowly turn the boys hand, almost breaking it, making the boy say 'owe' in pain. 

"Leo, let go!" N says, hitting Leo's arm and Leo let go of the boys hand. 

The young boy then looked at Leo scared, grabbing his umbrella and running away with his group of friends running behind him. 

N looked at Leo and says in sadness "I'm sorry..." 

Leo then says a faint "it's okay" leading N the way to the car. 

Once they got into the car N then says "I'm sorry...your seats are probably going to get ruined now because we're soaked.

"It's okay, I can get new seats" Leo quietly says and N had a shocked expression on his face. 

"How rich are you?!" N asks, surprised. 

Leo stayed quiet and started the car, then grabbing his sweater from the back seat of car, throwing it onto N.

N grabbed it, looking at it confused and says "huh?" 

"You're going to get sick if you don't change into something dry..." Leo says now starting to drive back to the apartment.

"But Leo...you should wear it!" N exclaims. 

"You...shouldn't get sick...since...we're going to the amusement park tomorrow..." Leo says, still facing the road. 

As Leo says that N smiled and says "a-alright" putting the dry sweater on. 

Once Leo and N had got back to the apartment Leo pushed N into the bathroom to take a shower. 

"L-Leo, what about you?!" N asks, looking at him concerned. 

"You take one first" Leo faintly says, closing the door and then walking to his own room, getting changed. 

N turned a bright pink, thinking "Leo really is caring...damn it...I think I for sure like him." 

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All my chapters for this fan fiction are going to be long, just warning you now, but if I'm still writing this fan fiction when I'm back in school the chapters might get shorter, but I'm pretty sure I'll be done this fan fiction before school starts because school starts in September and I might not even be going on the Official first day because of that strike going on. Anyway, I added some Hyukbin in this chapter~ I'm sorry if you don't like smut, but this isn't even the worst I've written. Do you think this fan fiction's interesting, or no? I don't even know anymore. haha, whatever, but at least N knows he truly likes Leo now. I hope you guys liked his chapter anyway~