TRSU
Red Thirteen

I turned to look at him. He's really attractive...Out of this world handsomeness...Sinfully captivating...

HELP ME, ZHIGUAAAANNNNNNGGGGGGG!!! I AM SNUGGLING WITH A HOT GUY FROM OUR SCHOOL! I AM SO SORRY BUT I WON'T CHANGE MY BEDSHEETS THIS MONTH!!! I WANT TO ENGRAVE HIS SCENT ON MY BED FOREVER!!!

I want to jump, scream, run around my room to express this fleeting feeling I am experiencing but as usual there's this unexplainable gush again that creepily spread in my gut and grabbed me by my throat...

He's trouble. He won't change because of me! Who am I gambling here?! Wolf is a wolf! There's a thin chance that he'll become a lamb for love! Oh god! He only 'liked' you! Not 'loved' you!  

I moved my body away from him.

What should I do about his confession? What's the good and rightful way to reject him? If I let myself fall deeper...Will the end of this never-ending rabbit hole be a bright one or not? If we become lovers...Will it be heaven or hell for me?

Yibo pulled me close to him again and tightened his hold.

"I guess it will be the combination of heaven and hell if you choose to go out with me..." His lips curved onto a smile, an authentic, 100% real smile, the one that you'll instantly recognize as an honest soft beam from someone so cold and mysterious.

"You're reading my mind so fast..." I said, waiting for him to say something nasty or perverted in line with my opinion but he didn't.

"No, I don't have that talent. Your mouth said those questions aloud so I'm just answering you."  

"Ugh. It supposed to stay inside my brain." I tapped my cheek. Embarrassing.

He chuckled and whispered, "Can I kiss you?"

"No." I pouted with displeasure.

But because he was a bad boy, he seized that moment to put his lips on me without my permission. Through the kiss, he stated, "Please don't stop me from liking you..."

That made my eyelids flick upwards, I immediately disconnected myself from him. "Yibo..." I scooted away from Yibo's warm embrace and turned my back to him. "Stop liking me.  I can't be your lover. I'm sorry." 

"I get it. Alright." His sigh seriously dried all the driblet of  happiness I felt earlier in all of my cells. "I'm sorry too. Did I scare you?"

"Yes."

 "Kissing you without your consent won't happen again, forgive me."

"I forgive you."

"Thank you."

"I guess, tomorrow we'll go back to our old lives huh? Being strangers?"

"Yes." I answered him and proceeded to dump myself to sleep. 

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Next morning, I woke up cold and tired. Wang Yibo wasn't in my bed nor in my bedroom anymore. 

He and I can't be a thing. We must go back to our real lives and act like nothing happened between us. Everything should be back to 'normal' where he; the troublemaker in school and I am the flower boy who was adored by many. The one who always received outrageous gifts from his enthusiasts.

I was about to shower when my phone's text message notification ringtone growled aloud through my four- walled room. I walked to it and read the name of the sender.

From: Unknown number

So you've rejected that good-for-nothing fake dude, hahaha not dissappointing though cause I can crawl freely to you now. He's the distraction I wanted to kill from the start of this obsession but you did the job well for me baby...Very good, my lovely Xiao Zhan. Are you excited to see me? We will meet soon...I'll shoot my loads to your innocent mouth baby boy. This factory of semen is all for you. I'll make you kneel. We'll have so much fun when that time comes, alright? Wait for daddy...

My hands turned jelly and the other parts of my body froze in fear. I dropped my phone on the floor and stared at it with frightened eyes.

He knew about it...This psycho stalker knows everything about what I do in my life...I...I am dead scared of him. 

From my open window, cold air pushed through and hit me like bullets from a shotgun, I collapsed on the ground while hugging myself...

This is getting out of hand... He'll hurt my sister or any of my friends if I run to the police...I'm  sure of it...This man is insane!

Steadying my breathing and my bursting heart, I tried to put myself in calmness and think a solution to end this maddening situation.

Where should I ask for help? My older sister? My friends? If I go to Yibo...Will he lend me a hand?

I exhaled and stood up. That's it. I'll go to Wang Yibo.

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TO BE CONTINUED.