(Rare picture of babyinnit singing 😻also cause of google this chapter has 2 codes :) )

(Timedeos POV 🤠😎)

Don't usually have to wake up Tommy but it seems today I have to.

I walk up the stairs and up to his rooms door.

I slowly open the door expecting to see him in his bed but he wasn't there.

I open the door completely and what I saw left me at a loss of words.

It was Tommy laying in a small puddle of blood.

The first thing I did was crouch down and check for a pulse.

After feeling the pulse I sighed in relief he is alive.

I woke him up in the most gentle way I could.

I shook him being careful that I don't hurt him.

(Tommy's POV)

I slightly flutter my eyes open and flinch from the blinding lights.

I open my eyes and my Vision is very blurry.

I see a pale man with brown hair but I can't tell exactly who since everything is still blurry.

"D-Deo?" I mutter even though my whole body hurts I mange to sit up.

I see the blurry figure nod.

My vision gets slightly less blurry and what I see makes my eyes widen.

I was in a blood puddle.

Then I remembered what happened yesterday.

I immediately look at my arms and I can't see the sits too well as my sleeves were down but I could feel a bit of dry blood.

Deo looks at my arms.

"Tommy? Did you cut yourself yesterday?.."

I looked at him and nodded I could tell he was slightly disappointed.

"Tommy can you lift your sleeves and show me?"

"Yeah s-sure" I say as I lift my right sleeve.

He see all the cuts made next to each other.

He grabs my other arm slowly and lifts my other sleeve.

Honestly I didn't know what to do anymore.

I feel so hopeless.

"Tommy what made you do this to yourself?"

I sighed to be honest I wanted to tell him but at the same time I didn't.

I decide to tell him and explain everything.

I explained everything that happened with tubbo.

I could tell he was angry but tried to hide it.

"It's ok Tommy just take a shower and come to me when you're done ok?"

"Sure I guess" I say trying to get up almost falling but I eventually got up.

I went to the bathroom and just took a shower it took longer then usual cause I'd randomly zone out.

After getting out of the shower I put on a random hoodie ( not deo's hoodie :) not yet) and some comfortable trousers I dry my hair and go to deo's room.

(Timedeos POV 🤗🧐)

( This is while Tommy was in the shower-)

I go on my computer and immediately get a DM from tubbo.

I sigh and click it.

Tub of Tube

Hey deo can you please explain to Tommy that all I said yesterday was a bit I know it was very wrong of and that I shouldn't do it but if you watched the live you could see that I was getting so much pressure from chat and the donos to do but I still stand by my opinion that what I did was wrong and I take full responsibility for it

I just don't want Tommy to think that I actually think that about him and I Also wasn't thinking about what I was saying so I said some pretty hurtful things and I want to apologize for saying them the reason I am sending this to you is because he has me temporarily blocked on everything so it would mean so much to me if you could explain this to him

Qryyl'p x obxplk

( Ok now- that was a long but ok apology )

I sigh and type my response.

Me

I am glad that you know that what you did was wrong and I will tell Tommy but I also want to say that I cannot make him forgive you so if  he chooses to not forgive I can't convince him to forgive you.

I immediately got a response.

Chubbo

Of course he doesn't have to forgive me at all and thank you for deciding to tell him :)

I left the message on read as I heard tommy's room door open and I waited for him.

He entered my room and sat next to me.

( Tommy's POV)

I sit down next to deo.

"Ok so tubbo Just sent me these dms,I want you to read them but I want you to know that it's completely up to you if you want to forgive him or not." He said in a calm tone.

I sighed and read the dms.

( Time skip because you all already saw the dms- )

I sigh.

"Deo I don't know if I should forgive him or not.."

Yrq qexq difjjbo lc elmb tlria pllk yb zorpeba altk xp.

"It's completely up to you Tommy "
He said with a comforting smile.

"I wanna hear someone else's opinion on this should I?"

"As long as it's someone you trust"

I smile at deo and nod.

I get up from the chair and head to my room.

I get on minecraft to just mine.

It's been awhile since I have actually played minecraft off camera.

It was kinda relaxing not having a bunch of screaming and loud music.

Except Able sisters I love able sisters.

I look for schlatt.

Yeah he's the person that I want to listen to his opinion on this.

(Did that make sense?- anyways more schlatt for my schlatt simps 😘)

I finally find him in a random boat.

I whisper to him if he can call me. right now.

He whispers back that he can he's just on call with Quackity and Karl.

After a few minutes I gat a call on discord from schaltt.

I answer.

"Hey Tommy oh- wait you aren't streaming right? It's a little too early for you to start streaming."
He said in very relaxed tone.

"Oh no I am not streaming it is still 2PM"

"Oh ok" he said in a relived tone.

"By the way I just wanna apologize if I take any of the bits too far."

"No you're fine"

He said"ok"

"I wanted to ask if you can just give me some advice"

"Oh of course Tommy anytime what do you need advice with?"

"I am sure you know about the whole tubbo bit situation"

"Yeah it's kinda all over twitter"

"So tubbo sent deo a dm apologizing and explaining what happened. And to be honest I have no idea what to do should I forgive him or not?"

Schlatt sighed.

"Ok Tommy you know that I can't influence you to apologize to him but I think that if you think tubbo really means his apology then you should forgive him but if you don't think the apology is genuine then don't forgive him after all it's all up to you"

I sighed.

"Thanks schlatt you really like actually helped"

"Oh of course no problem Tommy I am always here when you need me just give me a call"

"Thanks again and goodbye" I said smiling even though no one could see it.

I left the call and unblock tubbo.

I sent him a message.

🛁bo

Me:

I forgive you big man

Read 2:35PM

🛁bo

I missed you!

Read 2:36PM

Me:

I missed you too <3

Read 2:36PM

I shut off my phone and went down stairs.

I grabbed a banana and peeled it.

I threw away the peel away and ate it.

(Time skip to MCC12- :D I am taking it slow at the moment cause the chapter with the war will be super angsty and you guys need a break-)

I was trying to hype up big Q.

I was very nervous shaking even but I think I am hiding it pretty well.

Oh and of course tubbo announced to his stream that he explained everything to me.

Wilbur joins the call.

"You guys my chat is saying that Tommy is being supportive and mature and I just wanted to check if that was true."

"NO! Uh it's not true at all"

*Insert the conversation that they had here cause it's 2AM I am not writing it ❤️*

(Time deo's POV)

I feel my phone buzz while I was watching tommy's stream.

I read the message and I feel my heart sink.

"Tommy's not gonna like this.." I mumble.

(A/N)

AYYY! I finally got this chapter out!

Anyways I made a discord server :)

If you want to join comment here:

But when you do join pls find me AKA "Ciel 😳" I have a crown next to my name-

Send me a friend request!

And dm me your pronouns and your favorite color (we do this so no one gets misgendered :D)

And the real iris I used your theory ofc!

Speaking of theories put them here:

OH AND I GOT MARRIED TO MI AMOR!!! POG!

here :)

(These screenshots are from mi amor so thank you ❤️)

YEAH that's our wedding 😌

Thank you SocksButWithA_Z for your beautiful singing ❤️ oh and also just randomly joining vc and singing while me and mi amor while playing a horror game.

And thank youuu yesspud for marrying me and mi amor 💚

And thank you VexieTheVex2004 for Just being in vc and watching this chaos unfold 😃

And rat_pp mi amor for just existing you're literally the best ilysfm 💚 😌✌️

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