( that is the best reaction pic ever ☝️)

(Tommy's POV)

"You really think so?"

"Yeah" I say yawning.

"Did you sleep well last night?" He asked concerned.

"N-No"

"You should have a nap I'll wake you up later"

"No I am good"

He looked at me.  He knew I was lying.

"Fineeee.."

I head to my bed sitting down.

He leaves. but before closing the door he comes back and says.

"Have a good nap Tommy" he said smiling.  Shutting my lights Then leaving.

I lay down and try to fall asleep.

I do eventually.

I open my eyes.

I hear from in the living room.

I go there and see him on the phone.

I sit across from him.

"For real?! Can I bring someone with me?" He says smiling at me

"...no?"

I frown a little bit . Looking down at my lap.

"Sorry I can't come then. Alright goodbye" he hangs up.

I smile a bit.

Then I frown.

Could I be stopping deo from having fun without me?

I mean he should be able to hang out with other people.

All of a sudden i feel guilt.

I wake up. Sweating.

I think about that dream while curling into a ball.

Could I be stopping deo from enjoying his life.

Who am I kidding I obviously am.

I mean my existence is a tiring for everyone.

I am a really bad friend.

I look at the clock.

6:00AM

I go brush my teeth and take a quick shower.

I change into a new set of close.

I go down stairs seeing deo making pancakes.

"Good morning." He said smiling.

"Good morning."I say attempting to smile back.

"Remember to take your meds Tommy."

I sigh knowing I probably won't.

I sit down.

(Time skip to after deo finished making pancakes brought to you by Big Z!!! :D )

He puts a plate of pancakes infront of me I look at it.

( Image from Pinterest 😀)

I eat as much as I could.

Turns out I could only eat 2 before I felt like I would vomit if ate anymore.

"You don't have to finish you know?" He said.

Oh my God he noticed.

I look at him and smile.

"Take your meds though."

"I don't want to."

"Why do I have to?! "

"B-"

"It's not like I have anyone who would care if I was happy"

"Tommy!"

"I don't even know why you're still friends with me. Like I am a Nuisance to everyone." I say starting to tear up.

"Tommy I do care about you..."

"No you don't! stop... You probably just feel bad for me so you decided to come." I say running to my room and slamming the door.

I lay on my bed crying into my pillow.

Was anyone I was friends with actually wanna be my friend?

Or did they just pity me?

I cry myself to sleep.

I wake up but it felt different.

I hear someone whispering and go towards it.

It was tubbo!

He was on the phone.

"Tommy yeah I am not actually friends with him." He said laughing.

"He's just so sad he made me feel bad for him."

He disappears. Now I was in george's room.

"Dream if you really hate Tommy like you keep telling me why do you keep him on the server?"

"Yeah why do you?" I heard sapnaps voice say from the computer.

"Guys I have something called sympathy. Like if I hadn't added him so much people wouldn't know him."
Said dreams voice

"Yeah he'd be nowhere without you!." Said george laughing.

I started crying.

That wasn't true was it?

I wake up crying very loud.

Because deo could somehow hear me from downstairs.

He came upstairs opening my rooms door .

He came closer to me sitting beside me.

"Bad dream?"

"Y-yeah"I say between sobs.

He hugs me and I hug back crying on his shoulder.

(Time skip brought to you by big R!!!! ;D)

(Timedeos POV⏱️)

I let Tommy cry on my shoulder.

For a little while.

He eventually fell asleep again.

I put his head on the pillow and write a note saying:

Hey Tommy! I had to get something I'll be back soon if you need anything call me :)

- Deo ❤️

After writing it I left it at his bedside table .

I leave his room and close the door quietly.

I go Downstairs to the guest bedroom I was staying in.

I change my shirt since it was soaked by tommy's tears.

I put my shoes on leaving the house.

I know something that should cheer Tommy up.

(A/N)

Y'know maybe listening to michelle while writing the wasn't a good idea oh well

Anyways since I lost my bet with my sis lemme explain it.

She told me that if I hit 6k reads by the end of the week  I had to do a face reveal.

So yeah expect a face reveal soon :)

Oh and I found something to explain how the plushies look like! Also no I didn't see that first before coming up with the plushies

Picture from reddit :)

Yeah like that but like alot more mini plushies inside :D

New part of the code will be out soon ;)

Anyways

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