Shelby's POV

"No I don't like it." Max said with no emotion.

I just couldn't stop myself. Max was being an asshole and Star was about to burst into tears. She shut her eyes tightly together.

Max opened his mouth to talk again.

Before he said anything else to hurt her. I lunged forward and landed in front of Max.

SLAP

My hand went flying across his face without hesitation. Me and Star bonded a lot on the girls day and it felt good to be the one who hit him after that.

"SHELBY WHAT THE HELL?!?!" Max yelled facing me angrily. Star was whispering something to Alesa. Alesa nodded and Star ran out.

"YOU WERE BEING RUDE TO STAR! SHE SAID SHE LIKES HER HAIR LIKE THAT! SHE HID BEHIND ALESA BECAUSE SHE WAS AFRAID OF YOUR OPINION!" I yelled furiously my hand stung slightly and Max had my hand print on his right cheek glowing red, and my hand had bits of glitter stuck to it, but 100% worth it.

"YOU DIDN'T LET ME FINISH!" He yelled back standing in front of me.

"WHY WOULD I LET YOU FINISH AFTER A COMMENT LIKE THAT!?!?"

"I WAS GOING TO SAY 'No I don't like it," I raised my hand next to his head again "Because I love it!" He snapped back as I lowered my hand keeping my composure.

"You could of put it a better way though," Ross pointed out stepping forward.

"What ever!" Max yelled throwing his hands in the air. "Where's Star?" He questioned looking around.

"She had to go back to the orphanage because it's getting late and she doesn't want to get in trouble. Also she can't come over tomorrow she has school and a lot of homework. (It's currently Sunday night since I'm bad at timing and writing about it...)" Alesa said with Mason in her arms. Mason looked absolutely pissed right now. He was like a brother to Star already. It was kind of cute on how protective he is of her.

"I'm pretty sure that's not why. Or the only reason," I said with my arms crossed.

"You could have worded things better Uncle Max!" Mason shouted still looking pissed. Who knew a little kid could hold a grudge like that.

"Hey! I know that!" Max shouted back but AT Mason. He hate kids or something?

"MAX STOP IT!" Adam yelled going up in front of me. Mason was scared. He looked like he would burst into tears at any moment... Then again he's four so it's understandable.

"Adam we'll see you at home... bye guys!" Alesa said as she turned on her heels and went towards the exit.

"Bye!" Adam called still staring Max down. Adam was a big intimidating, scary guy even though his personality is the complete opposite. "You had to yell at my four year old huh Max?" Adam said with a large amount of sternness in his voice. "You know what? Whatever man I'm clocking out early... night guys!" Adam said turning and leaving. I checked my phone. 8:36 PM. It's kind of late... understandable too under what just happened.

"I'm finished my work... Tim, Max done yet?" Ross said after a long silence.

"I just need to finish one more video..." Tim said getting up and walking over to his desk. Max just stood there where he was just facing Adam. He stayed planted in the same spot for a while.

~Time Skip Brought to you by the fact I should be doing Math homework right now but... Nah~

After a couple minutes Tim came back in and we walked to the car in silence. (SIT IN SILENCE!)

~Time Skip by the fact I'm skyping my school friends and all I hear is yelling xD~

We got to the apartments and we walked in still silent. No one has really talked or tried to talk since we left.

Star's POV

I walked out after I asked Alesa. Again I'm li- I'm not telling them everything. I have homework yes... but I'm touring the college tomorrow too... I don't want them to know since they will...  I actually don't know what they'll do...

My mind kept pondering as I followed a memorized route to the orphanage. After a while my mind wandered to our conversation earlier...

Usually get hate comments on videos but they don't bother me... I get hate for being friends with them let alone knowing them personally...

But for once it hurt...

It hurt that he had the guts to say it... maybe it does look bad... maybe he was right... maybe they were all right...

~Time Skip by the fact my friend Liam just got a rocket launcher (take cover) and Ben my other friend just called him dirt XD~

I arrived at the orphanage around nine at night. I climbed up the tree and threw my stuff in through the window. I just stayed sitting and staring at the moon light, just thinking...

What would life be like if I didn't run in there?

What would be come of me?

Would I be crying all the time?

Would I be saving people all the time?

What would my dad if done to me if I stayed?

Would I be even be alive?

~Time Skip by the fact Liam hung up on me and didn't even say bye...~

I woke by someone shaking the tree. I looked down and a kid with bright blue eyes and brown hair was shaking the tree below me.

"Yes?" I asked looking down at the boy about my age.

"Why were you asleep in a tree for like at least 20 minutes?" He asked looking up at me.

"Why were you watching me sleep?" I asked raising an eyebrow slightly.

"Uh- I was- you were-" he kept cutting himself off.

"Wow watch people sleep nice one!" I said sarcastically. "Good bye!" I said climbing over to the window and climbing in. I walked over to my bathroom. I stripped down going to take a shower. After I picked out my outfit I passed the full body length mirror and looked at myself in the reflection. Dark thoughts started to swarm in my head as I looked at my pale, skinny, scarred body... all the ones people have said or written about me...

Ugly,

Slut,

Bitch,

Attention hog,

Disgrace to human kind,

An excuse for a living being,

Hurt yourself,

Kill yourself,

Kill yourself,

KILL YOURSELF...

A/N

That was dark... if anyone is going through this kind of stuff and need someone to talk to MESSAGE ME! I'm always here and I WILL listen to you. I'm human too with an ugly past.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

Go talk to someone if your experiencing these kind of problems! I can listen I can help you! Just through you device and I won't mind! I like being able to talk and help people so come and message me if you need anything or just want someone to talk to!

I'll be here waiting if any of you want to talk... and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only person who would listen to someone if they needed it!