i don't get her h                    a                    w                    k

but i taste your sharp     many

times over     often

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i am busy reading h is for hawk by helen macdonald. it seems so alien to me, everything she describes and talks about, but there is this underlying very familiar feel. the detachments, attachments. i feel mabel (!) so much more than i feel the author, but i can only do that because of how she wrote the book and what she says.