Was feeling angsty and its 2 in the morning so why not lol
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Musing through memories,
Losing my grip in the gray.
Numbing the senses,
I feel you slipping away.

It had been a year since the war had ended, and I did not like the outcome whatsoever.

Fighting to hold on,
Clinging to just one more day.

I was forced to join the Autobots on Cybertron, and they had a weird tube that went around my waist, overlapping my katana band that led up to my sheath, and up into my mouth helping me to breathe.

Love turns to ashes,
With all that I wish I could say.

My sparkmate was none other than the mighty lord himself, Megatron. I had so many memories with him and I kept getting nostalgic everyday. I wasn't allowed back on the Nemesis without someones supervision, same goes for Knockout. He and I are the only ones left of the Decepticon faction that we know of. That traitor joined immediately and willingly.

I'd die to be where you are.

I loved to look at the stars when night befell upon this mostly abandoned planet.

I tried to be where you are.

It was a failed attempt to restart the Nemesis and take over Cybertron on my own, just as my sparkmate had done before it fell.

Every night,
I dream you're still here.
The ghost by my side,
So perfect so clear.

I often dream of Megatron, whether its a nap or I need to sleep for the night. Its always memories back on my own home planet.

When I awake, you disappear.

I always wake up with tears streaming down my face, not because of nostalgia.

Back to the shadows with all I hold dear

I wake up with tears because I know one thing is for certain.

With all I hold dear.
I dream you're still here.

I will no longer see my sparkmate whenever I please.

I dream you're still here.

Because Megatron is dead.