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"You hit a jackpot, I swear," Rose said now looking at Jimin who was playing with the rings on his fingers, smirking, hearing her compliment.

"Come here" he patted a seat next to him asking for her to come and sit beside him.

Smiling Rose came and sat hovering her arms around his shoulder, while he rested his palm on her back.

Everyone watched the scene in front of them with their jaw dropped. Rosé bent towards his ear keeping a calm faze in front of everyone and whispering, "YOU DID IT"

Jimin chuckled, now bending towards her ear, "I know right"

Both calmly exchanged similes, "Help me" Rose said in his ear as he squints his brows, "In what?"

"In making Jungkook jealous" As she mumbled it in his ear he bit his lip, gripping his palm tighter on Rose's back, "And you'll help me with Y/n" he proposed the idea.

She gave a huge grin, "I'd love to" she said it aloud as Jimin snickered, "Cool"

"Okay, what was that?" Jungkook sits straight, pointing at both Jimin and Rose, "You look awkward"

"Just say you're jealous" Rose spoke up, leaning closer to Jimin, teasing the fuck out of Jungkook. "Yes, I am" he admitted standing up and resting his hands on his waist, "And I'm gonna go to the club"

Rose giggled watching him go away, she really hit his nerve.

"Rosé!" Jimin stood up at that instant, "He's heading towards the club" he raised his brows while Rose didn't understand a thing, "And?"

"Y/n's goes to the same club"

Rosé forms an o and dusts her dress, "Let's hurry shall we?"

"Let's go,"

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You walk into the club looking at girls already waiting for Jungkook to come.

Whatever you were doing was really looking of no point. Would Jungkook like you and date you? He liked Rosé, he just started talking to you, and none of this seemed like it would accelerate into something great.

It was hard.

"You're here" You hear Jungkook's voice. Blinking, you nod as he smiles ignoring all the other girls cheering on him and only coming to you.

"Let's practice" he forwarded his hand in front of you to take. Confused, you look at him and then back at his hand.

What made him suddenly so sweet to you?

"Here," He slips his soft hands in yours, taking you to the chair and pulling it like a gentleman for you.

Fluttering your eyes as you sat, he pulled another chair from behind and placed it just behind you, and sitting right there.

"Do you know how to play the guitar?" He leaned closer, brushing his lips against your hair, adjusting the guitar in front of you.

"Huh?" you feel butterflies running around, causing goosebumps on your skin, "I-I don't" You stutter as he grins, "Let me teach you then"

You flush red when his chest touches your back, his hands slipping from your arm to your fingers smoothly, "Place your finger here," He guided leaning closer, his breath hitting your ear.

All the girls watching in awe, getting jealous and not able to take their eyes off.

Were bad days coming soon? How did you get so lucky? Lucky enough to get this close to your crush.

Your attention was taken away from Jungkook when all the girls started screaming. Raising your eyes from the guitar you look at Jimin and Rosê entering the club room.

Jungkook's grip got tighter on your hands as he saw them coming in, "What makes you come here" he chimes innocently resting his other hand on your arm, brushing your hair strands from your one shoulder to the other, his fingers tracing your shoulder blades.

Jimin's jaw locked, watching quietly at you both whereas Rosé had both of her brows raised, it looked like she was surprised looking at such a sight.

"You can sit here" He showed them a seat present just beside you both.

You didn't feel anything, it was as if he was purposely using you to jealous Rosé, cause he solely had his eyes fixed on her.

Rosé took Jimin's hand and brought him along with him inside the room. Jimin's eyes never left yours, his eyes tracing every part of Jungkook touching yours.

"Shall we continue?" He hummed tilting his head and as you tilted at the same time at him, your lips accidentally touched each other.

"Oh sorry!" he pulled away surprised as you let out a gasp. But Jimin stood up offended "Y/n can we talk?" He asked politely yet intimidatingly,

"O-okay" you got up, slightly touching your lips where Jungkook's lips touched at.

Jimin held your wrist and took you out of the room, walking along the hallway and everyone watching you both passing by.

"Where are we going?" You question feebly as he remains silent taking you towards the empty dance room.

After you entered the room with him, he closed it right behind you locking yourself with him.

"What are you doing?" You frown not knowing what he was doing.

Scrambling his hair, Jimin paced around the room, lowering his gaze and biting down at his lips. Scared, you step back until he steps closer to you, clasping your arms and pushing you against the wall.

"Jimin!" You aggressively voice out as he slowly raises his head to look into your eyes with his glossy ones.

He was tearing up.

"Jimin..." You suddenly soft your gaze, as he shut his eyes loosening his tight grip from your arms and dropping his head on your shoulder. "You saw what he did there right?" He mumbles closing his eyes.

You feel like tearing up too, you knew what he was talking about. It was clear as the sky to you, Jungkook touched you and pretended to be close to you just so he could make Rosé jealous.

It really hurt you.

"Yeah, but why are you crying?" You rest your hands on his shoulders as his muscles tighten at your touch,

"No, Y/n. Why are you hurting yourself by liking him hm?" He asks back, gritting his teeth and locking his jaw. He seemed genuinely pissed.

"And why do you still try? knowing I like him for eight years?" You respond as he snuggles in your arms making your breath hitch,

"Because I really like you"

You turn silent.

He sighs caressing your back with his fingers "Would you give me a chance at least?" You take deep breaths feeling his touches on you, "I don't know" you murmur feeling dizzy suddenly.

"I can treat you right" he nuzzles his face into your neck as you tenderly gasp feeling him slowly kissing your neck.

"Jimin..." You whisper as he continuously gives you soft kisses, "He doesn't deserve you" he brushes your hair away placing wet kisses around your shoulders.

You shut your eyes gripping his arms, signalling him to stop, "But I like him." You respond as he hums feeling your hands around his arms, "Stop liking him" he ran his fingers down your spine making you gasp in pleasure.

"Please..." You beg for him to stop because you couldn't stop yourself from his touches.

"Lily..." he warmly breathes hugging you closer to him and giving you long kisses on your cheeks "I like you" he shuts his eyes letting another tear fall from his eyes, "You're the only thing I want" he gasps for air resting his nose on your cheeks as a tear fall from your eyes too.

"Please don't cry" he scrunches up his nose brushing his thumb over your wet cheeks, "I don't like to see you cry" he tilts his head resting his forehead on yours and touching his nose to yours, "I'm so sorry" he licks his lip suddenly regretting everything.

"I-I'm sorry" he removes his hand away from yours and steps back, "I crossed my limits" he sniffs wiping his tears but they just couldn't stop falling, "I don't want you to get hurt" he goes towards the door and apologises again closing it behind him leaving you alone in the room.

You shut your eyes falling to your knees and hugging yourself. How could you do this to yourself?

Why couldn't you simply get loved?

Neither your parents nor the person you liked for so long loved you back.

You had attachment issues. You were scared of letting people into your life, scared you'd get hurt when they'll leave.

You had no feelings for Jimin but suddenly when his arms entangled with yours you felt at home. The way he was softly kissing you, you felt loved. The way he always cared for you, you felt you were worthy to be loved.

So why don't you like him? Why were you still obsessed with Jungkook? Why?

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Amxnx