"What would he like?"you ask yourself looking through a variety of cakes infront of you.

You sat leveling yourself with the cakes. Looking through the different colors and designs you surrendered.

"There are so many cakes and there all so delicious."you said pouting forgetting that it was supposed to he for him and not for you. You stood up immediately.

You shake your head no.

"I shouldn't be thinking about my personal tastes it should be his. I knew him for so long and I only know of chocolate. " you roll your eyes internally at yourself.

That is Yugyeom’s favorite not Bam's.

"Okay,maybe if I call and ask him then it'll be settled." You say to yourself fishing your cell from inside your bag.

"Oh." You had a message from him.

Bam :
' Thank you for picking me up and letting me sleep on your bed the whole night. I'm sorry if I bothered both you and your boyfriend. I didn't know I had drunk that much and I am really sorry about the last time,Y/N. I really am. I know it's too cheesy to say this but realizing how much you love someone after they left you is really true. I was a fool. I didn't knew how you felt. I was too dense. I'm so sorry,Y/N. I don't want you ignoring me like the last time because you know how it hurts me when you do that right? So please,please forgive me? '

You clicked the reply button and started typing but you were caught by what he said. I don't really know if I should forgive him or not but it was still hurtful to think about the fact that your best friend of how many years indirectly rejected you and now he said he loves you.

How can you say that Bam?you ask as you look at his contact profile picture you put for him.

Why do I feel you pity me? That I should forgive you because you pity me and my feelings.

And who the hell told him I had a boyfriend?

You think of people who can tell things to him but then you remember the time he went to your apartment and Jin was the one to open the front door.

You were too lost from thinking of ways to kill Jin when another message from him cut you off and brought you to reality.

Bam :
' After you forgive me I won't bother you and your boyfriend again. I knew I've caused a lot of trouble for you and I'm really sorry about that. '

He really dislikes me huh? Telling me that he wouldn't bother me anymore? So we aren't best friends then?

You felt a slight pang on your heart and unfortunately he can't feel the pain he makes you feel. Maybe he does feel pain but it was another kind of pain. Different from what's yours.

You deleted the things you typed in and dropped your cell inside your bag. You don't know what to tell him at this point. He made you speechless in a wrong way.

Is that how he felt? After telling me he loves me then he'll leave me alone with my none existent boyfriend? Really?

"Did you choose something that suits your taste Miss?" The lady asks you.

You look at her and flashed a little smile. Looking through the cakes again you shake your head no.

"No,I haven't. I'll drop by again if I have. Thank you" you said before leaving the shop.

You walk slowly through the beautiful flowered pathways of the park you were at. You don't know where your feet will lead you but you just continued to wander around it and forgetting the pain you felt just moment ago.

The original plan was to get him a cake and celebrate tomorrow but it seems like he doesn't want you to celebrate his birthday with him.

You were super excited like anytime soon you wanted to surprise him but from what he told you it seems like the excitement inside you died down.

Everything killed your mood especially him. He killed your excitement.

And he killed your heart too.
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[A/N : Well that was a long chapter to update. Hope you're doing great guys~!!♥♥ ]