23 - Continuing
I have to change my decision. I have to. I had decided to stop doing bad things, but I think that is doing more bad than good. I'm going crazy.
Doing all those bad things... It really was bad... I...
No! I can't stop doing something I enjoy! If I stop doing bad things, then my friends will suffer! I'm sure that they have already suffered enough.
Why do I even care about my friends in the first place? Why would I ever care about them? Why? Why do I even call them my friends if I don't care about them?
I have to stop... I have to stop...
They aren't my friends then. Why don't I just do something bad to them next?
I... I can't!
I can feel the wet start to come down my cheeks. Why? Why? WHY?!
I sit there, and the wet starts to come down more and more. When I wipe it away, it just comes back.
"WHY?!" I yell, the wet coming down my cheeks hard.
I that my friends must be wondering why I am acting different. I must have hurt them. I can imagine the two of them together, laughing. Laughing about me in a mean way. NO! No! No!
I get up, and I run out of the lounge. I run down the hallway with the rooms, going past my room. I keep on running until I reach a wall and there are no more rooms.
I start pounding at the wall, and the wet continues to come down. Loud noises start coming out of me, and I remember the scientist calling it "sobbing." She also had a name for the wet coming down, but I don't remember what that is.
"Open up! Open up!" I yell while sobbing.
All I want to do right now is get out of here. I can't take this place anymore! Now all I want to do is get out of here. I just want to leave. I just want to... I just want to... I just want to... I don't know... All I know is that I don't want to be here. I want to be nothing.
I then hear an announcement that we all have to go to our rooms, I start sobbing even more. I remember that I have been hearing it differently.
I quickly start running, and I run to my room. I slam the door behind me and I curl up in a ball as much as I can on the bed. I don't want any of this! I don't want any of this!
I try to stop myself from sobbing, but I have a hard time doing so. I decide to give up on trying to stop sobbing and I let myself sob.
I then imagine of both of my friends alone, looking sad. The wet is coming down their faces, and they are sobbing.
I start sobbing more and I yell, "No! No! No!"
My head starts to hurt, and I start to get tired. I just want to sleep, but I have a hard time doing so. Once there is an announcement that we all have to get ready for bed, I manage to stop my sobbing for long enough to get ready.
After I am done getting ready, I quickly get into bed and I try to sleep. I still find it hard as I am sobbing. I eventually stop sobbing, and I eventually fall asleep.
The next day, I wake up to an announcement saying that we all have to go to the lounge. Like I would do that. I think that I should do something else, something... better. I could stay in my room all day if I wanted!
I stay in my room, and I look at the syringe and bottles. I realize that I will have to refill some of this soon. Next time I have testing I will steal again. Then... everything will be alright!
I start to think about my friends, and how I need to spend more time with them. Tomorrow. Tomorrow I will spend time with them. It will be alright.
I should think up my plan of stealing for a second time. I could try the same thing I did before, but that wouldn't be the best idea. The scientist is more likely to be in the room this time as I stole before. Then what could I do? After my testing is over I could steal... I think that I should stick with the plan I used last time. I think it should work one more time. Maybe I should take a lot of them with me, and put them into the room I used last time. That should supply me for a while!
I hear an announcement that we all have to go to breakfast, and since I am hungry I decide to go. I quietly run out of my room and into the lounge. From there I walk other to the transporter, as people are still going to the mess hall.
When I arrive at the mess hall, I see one of my friends at a table after I have taken my food. I look at the ground, and I go to a table far away from that table. I still can't bring myself to talk to my friends. Not yet, but soon. Either way, I will have to at one point.
I slowly eat my food, just because I can. I am also using this time to think about my plan. I am really excited for when I will put it into action.
Once we are told to go to the lounge, I quickly leave the mess hall. I sit down in a chair happily, hoping that I will be told to go to testing soon. If it doesn't happen today, then tomorrow I shouldn't spend time with my friends. I just hope it happens today... I really hope... that it does.
The day starts to go on, and I haven't been told to go to testing yet.
When? When will I be told go?!!!
I remember the last time that I was planning to do this, and how I was really bored. I remember when I had looked at the games, but I had no one to play them with. At the time I had really wanted to play a game with someone, but I feel differently now. Now I don't care so much about that.
I continue to wait, and I am bored.
I start to think that I will not have testing today. It is unlikely that I will, as I just had testing yesterday. I should have known. Now I have wasted all this time that I didn't need to waste! I should have realized it sooner.
I start to wonder what I should do. I could go spend time with my friends... I start to feel the wet come down my cheeks. I don't think I'm ready to do that yet.
Then what should I do? I'm bored!
"Test subject 10652 please report to testing. Test subject 10652 please report to testing," I hear.
Yes! Now I just have to wait here for a while.
I wait. Once I feel that I have waited for long enough, I get up and I go to the transporter. I take it to testing.
"What is your number?" the protector asks me once I have reached the outside of testing.
"10652," I reply.
"Scientist 136 went to go look for you. You can go to room 64. If you can't find it, just come back here," the protector tells me.
"Alright," I reply.
I walk into testing, and then I start to run. I run all the way until I find room 64. I open the cabinets, and I start taking out the bottles that are with the syringe. I notice other bottles that are bigger, such as a purple bottle, a yellow bottle, red bottle, and a green bottle. I do not take them as I do not know what they are used for.
I then quickly go to an empty room, with all of the bottles in my arms. I find a smaller empty room with only a counter like the room I put the things in last time. Although this time I put the bottles into the cabinets below the counter.
I leave and then I quickly run back to room 64. I then wait for scientist 136 to arrive. She soon arrives.
"What happened?" scientist 136 asks me.
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"I had to go look for you again."
"I didn't realize I had testing at first," I reply.
"That's the second time..." she mutters to herself.
She then gets out a purple drink and hands it to me.
"What is it?" I ask.
"Drink it," she says to me.
"I've been wondering, what does it do?" I ask.
"Nothing bad, it just does what it does. Just has you sleep so I can do testing."
That's... what it does? I never knew... I shouldn't drink it. I know that I have to...
I take the purple drink from her, and I drink it. I then lay down and I fall sleep.
"That was the second time," I hear scientist 136 say.
"As long as it doesn't continue to happen, it should be fine," I can hear scientist 112 say.
"Right. Although if anything goes wrong, we could lose our fame."
"Don't worry about it! That will not happen, I'm sure of it."
"I know... I'm just a little worried," says scientist 136.
"I am too. So far nothing has gone wrong, but it could all change," I hear scientist 112 say.
"Are we ever going to change some of the commands? Like how when we say get up, the test subject just automatically gets up?" asks scientist 136.
"Hmm... I guess we will eventually?"
"Don't you think it would be a good idea?"
"Yes, I agree with you. Although then we wouldn't have as much control."
"Your right..." replies scientist 136.
"I should get going. I'll talk to you later," says scientist 112.
I can hear someone leaving the room, who I assume is scientist 112.
I wonder why I can hear scientist 136 and scientist 112's conversations... I wonder... I have been learning things from it. I feel that I am not supposed to be hearing their conversations when I am in testing. I shouldn't bring this up with scientist 136, or she will probably fix it...
"Get up," scientist 135 says to me.
I get up.
"Your testing is over, you can leave now. You have lounge time," she says to me.
I leave the room, and then I walk to the room where I put the bottles. Opening the cabinets, I realize that I would have a hard time taking these back. I don't know how to get to the lounge without using the transporter. I could try to find my way through the hallways, but I don't want to risk that. What should I do? What should I do?
I should risk taking the transporter. Once I exit testing, I will try to get into a transporter as quickly as possible. I just have to hope a protector doesn't notice me...
I put some of the bottles into a bag, and I quickly walk through testing until I reach the doors that go out of testing.
I take a deep breath. I open the doors, and then I start running. I run into the transporter, and I quickly press the button for the lounge.
Wait... how am I going to bring this in the lounge? People will notice... I guess I'll just run right to my room...
I arrive in the lounge, and I start running. I run to the hallway that has all of the rooms. From there, I start running down it. I stop when I reach my room, and I quickly go in. I then put bag I got today with the other one—under the bed.
I decide to stay in my room as I don't feel like leaving it. I sit down on the chair, thinking about how much fun I have been having.
This is really fun, living like this! Doing whatever I want, whenever. I guess it's not entirely that way... Meals only come at a certain time, and I have to go to testing when called. Although no one notices my absence! When I have to go to testing, I just go and act all normal! The scientists are idiots! I have to go to meals, so I don't get too hungry. Then sometimes I go to the lounge when everyone is told to do so. So far, no one has told me that I wasn't in the lounge. No one has even noticed that I don't always go now! All the test subjects are idiots... all of the test subjects besides me, of course!
I then hear an announcement that all test subjects have to go to their rooms. Since I am already in my room, I don't go anywhere.
Hmm... I feel like doing something else bad. Why do I keep on calling it bad? It's something I enjoy! Since I enjoy it, I shouldn't call it that. I know! I'll call it something I enjoy. That sounds better.
I start to think about what I should do next, but I can't think of anything. I start thinking of other things, deciding that I'm not going to leave my room any more today.
AN: [ERROR: AUTHOR'S NOTE NOT FOUND]
(I decided that I didn't need to write an AN so I decided to try to be funny with it)
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