Short Horror Poem

Suicide

Forever I hid this pain
This pain everyday gains
A pound of hurt and stress
I cannot live this nonsense

Can pills fill this hole?
Left apart, taken my soul
Good thing they're not home
I sadly entered the bathroom

Wearing off my clothes
Throwing them without flaws
Ready the rope I'll use
With the knives I'll stab my bruise

Bruises I got from that deadly truth
A secret oath 
I'm having a baby
I want to kill it too

Looking in the mirror
Verge of tears are falling by
As I cut my hair until I'm bald
Is this the right thing God?

I pleaded on the ground saying I shouldn't have done..
My mom was there crying where I'm found
Found dead hanging above the ground
I wish they know why death and I were now bind.

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