It's okay.
Colin Pov
I walked in Tony's room , saw him curling up into a ball , he looked up with a fake smile in his face , but i see sadness , fear in his eyes , I kneeled down next to him , he looks at me quietly.
'S-Sorry......"He said as I sat closer to him.
"What for?"i asked.As I grabbed his wrist , he winced.
"T-tony......?"
Oh my god..... It can't be.....No NO NO NO!He was a happy person , in front of me, what happened to him?!Is it because of his past?Is it because of the school reputation???
"Yes?"His response snapped back to reality.
"A-are you cutting yourself....?"I said with a concern tone , he starts shaking and his eyes widened.
"N-no......"He said as he struggles to get off of my grip but eventually it made my grip on him even harder , I see through him that he was extremely unhappy , i wanna help him to feel better , but he's cutting and I want him to stop.....Knowing that he tries not to cry , he has emotions.
"Why?"As I keep my voice calm.
"You'll hate me , you'll hate everything about me ,I-I -"He stopped talking as tears flow down from his cheeks. My eyes widened.
How come I'll hate everything about him?He was a nice guy , even though he's been abused but he's nice after all , I don't care his appearance , his past or such.He's already perfect , for me.....
Tony's action made me feel sad as I pulled him closer and put on my lap , facing me.He looked away as he kept crying , I grabbed his wrist gently and rolled up his sleeves , revealing blood and .....cuts.I was speechless , and angry at the same time.
Who made him do this? Who did this to my baby boy? Why?Why him?
"Please...I-i'm so so sorry , please don't hurt me for what I have done....."He started sobbing quietly after this as I wrapped his arms around his body , not caring my shirt getting wet.He wrapped his arms around my neck.
"I will never hurt you for what you've done...."I said as I stroke his hair slowly , I hummed some tunes in his ear , I feel he tensed up and cried , I smiled at his reaction and rubbed his back.
He was so cute when he's scared.
Soon I picked him up and take him to the bathroom , I placed him at the toilet seat and grab a band-aid.As I take some cotton and poured some alcohol , I placed and rubbed it slowly at the cuts.
He cried in pain but I didn't stop the cleaning , I throw the cotton away and starts to wrap the bandages of his arms , he's crying quietly.I finshed and looked at him , concerned.
"You feeling better?"I asked , as I grab his hands away from his face.
He nodded in responese , I smiled to make him feel comfortable.
I felt my face getting hot , as I picked him up and takehim to the bedroom.
"Tony?"I said , as I put him at the edge of the bed and I sat next to him.
"Y-yeah?"He said as he wiped his tears away.
"I-I....um....In...."I blushed as Tony looked at me , confused.
"I'm in love with you Tony...."I said clearly.Tony's eyes widened.
"H-how come?"There is a smol blush at his face as he looked at me even confused.
I took a deep breath , hold his hands and said to him, "I love your inner beauty , I loved your diligent personality , I liked how emotional you're , Your being a pure boy and very discipline , your also good-looking....."I said as I smiled.
"I promise you I will be your best best boyfriend , protect you , care about you and love you , will you be my boyfriend?"I said as Tony starts to cry.
"Yes!YES!I will!"He said as he hugged me , I giggled as we both laid down on the bed , I take a blanket to cover us , Tony fell asleep almost immediately.
"Goodnight baby boy..."I said as I kissed his forehead and wrapped his arms around him.
Word count:704 words
Extremely late update sorry!!!!TAT IM SO SORRY!
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