The days passed in a blur, this is by far the worst vacation ever... Chris was called back for a work emergency, so I was alone here in Italy, alone because I've been avoiding massimo, call it childish or immature, I call it protecting my heart.

I have really strong feelings for him and I care about him a lot, so this space is really what I need to be able to get over him...
I've done a good job avoiding him, he's been busy too so that made it a lot easier. When I wake up, I wait until I hear the front door close before I leave my room, I'm pathetic I know... I need a glass of water, he must be asleep now, so I need to hurry to the kitchen and back in bed, we fly back tomorrow morning.
I tip toe to the kitchen and get my fill, just as I'm returning the glass
Massimo:"why have you been avoiding me?"
I freeze and tense up, I didn't know he's awake, damn!
A-M:"I'm not"
I say and try to walk pass him, he grabs my arm to stop me from walking any further, it's not a hard grip, just enough to not let me walk away
Massimo:"you think I'm stupid? I haven't seen a glimpse of you all week and when I do you hurry off into your room..."
A-M :"I need to go to bed, we have an early morning flight"
I try to mask how I'm feeling, because honestly just him holding me is doing a lot of things to me and I don't need him knowing that.
He doesn't say anything just stare deep into my eyes like he's watching my soul. Before I know it I'm backed up to a wall
Massimo:"you. have. no. fucking. idea. what. not. seeing. you. for. so. long. does. to. me!" he growls near my ear
A-M:"what?"
He looks up at me, feeling a bit bold I continue teasing him
A-M:"what does it do to you?"
Massimo:"fuck Anne-Marie..."
I love how my name rolls off his tongue
Massimo:"not seeing you for so long makes me want to rip my hair out, and now that I'm seeing you, here, in front of me, all I want to do is... Cazzo! What are you doing to me?!"
A-M :"is what massimo?"
Massimo:"I want to bend you over and take you right on this kitchen island and baptise every wall in this house!"
A-M :"what's stopping you?"
He looks at me with wide eyes, like a deer caught in headlights, and I watch as his eyes fill with lust, he pins me further to the wall and kisses me roughly, he grips my hair and tugs it a bit and I gasp and he let's his tongue explore my mouth, then he lifts me up and I wrap my legs round his waist and I feel him walking, but I'm too lost to even open up my eyes to see where he's walking to. A moment later, I feel him lowering me on something soft and even though my head is telling me to stop him, I can't seem to do so
A-M:"massimo..."
I moan out his name
Massimo:"sì Cara..."
I open my eyes and place my hands on his chest to create some space between us and he looks at me with hooded eyes,
Massimo:"what's wrong baby?"
He strokes my cheek and places light, soft kisses on my neck and chest area, I tilt my head backwards to give him access to my neck
A-M:"i-i haven't done this before..."
He freezes, then slowly looks up at me
Massimo:"really?"
I look away from him, I don't know if I'm slightly embarrassed or what, I just blush and look away, he tries to turn my face so I can look at him
Massimo:"look at me cara"
I turn my face to him but I don't look into his eyes, using his thumb and forefinger he tilts my chin up a little and I look at him, then he smiles and kisses me gently
Massimo:"that makes me so glad."
As soon as the words leave his mouth, he starts kissing me again, then we take off each others clothes. I might regret this later, but right now this is what I want...

Ooouuu steamyyyyy, dont judge me I'm new to all this, which makes me new to writing mature or rather semi-mature scenes, Enjoy!.... I wonder what the future holds for these two

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