Warnings: Drug use

After going down to the nurse after the Gym teacher found me in the girls' changing room and taking me down to the nurse I walk into the Music classroom to see Gerard, Ray, Mikey, and Frank sitting over in the far corner.

"Hey sugar. Come over here!" Gerard calls over and waving his arm. I giggle while shaking my head then make my way over to the four boys.

"What happened to you?" Frank asks as worry laces his voice. I shake my head then sit down but wince in pain as my stomach bends a little.

"I'm fine Frank. It was only a small beating by the whore and her slut friends." I say then groan. I see Frank shake his head then sit next to me. I have only met him today and I have already debunked some of the rumours that people have been spreading about him.

"Hello. I'm Mrs Hardy and I'm your Music teacher for senior year. For this semester I want you to get into pairs and write a song then at the end of the semester I want you all to perform your song. I will let you pick who you work with but please do so quietly." Mrs Hardy says. I'm about to ask Mikey until Frank starts talking.

"Hey since we both play guitar and you can write songs how about we work together on this?" He asks and I raise an eyebrow.

"I have a feeling you are trying to get me alone Frankie." I say as a smirk snakes its way onto my lips.

"No. It's just erm... I want to work with you. Purely friends and nothing more." Frank says getting flustered. Wow, this is far too much fun.

"Mhm. Whatever you say Frankie." I say as a blush snakes across his cheeks. I giggle then start talking to Mikey and Ray.

Finally the school day ends and I go to walk out of the school until Gerard reminds me we have detention because of Chelsea. Ugh, she is a bitch.

"She is just a complete fake and slutty bitch." I complain as Gerard, Frank, and I head towards the Gymnasium.

"Don't worry about her. One of us has already made the mistake of fucking her." Frank says and looks over at Gerard who rolls his eyes and mumbles "I'm never going to live that down. It was junior year for fuck sake." making me giggle at him.

As we get to the Gymnasium I see the Gym teacher pinning someone to the wall and kissing them furiously. As I get closer I bring my hand to my mouth to hold in a gasp. Holy shit he is kissing that slut Chelsea.

"What is it sugar?" Gerard whispers. I walk a little bit away and the two boys follow me.

"The teacher is making out with that fake bitch. That's illegal." I whisper. The two boys gasp and I nod then we walk out of the school. At least I now have something I can use against that bitch.

As I get to the house not home I notice my mother's car isn't in the driveway and I smile to myself. Thank God as she won't ask how my first day went. I walk in the front door to see that some of the pictures I had put up with my father in them have been taken down making tears sting my eyes. What the actual fuck? Why would she take them down?

I go up to my bedroom then slam the door and scream from hurt and frustration before throwing myself onto my bed and letting the tears I have been holding in since yesterday fall down my pale cheeks. How could she do this to me and why won't she let me have at least the pictures of my father around the house? I fucking hate her so fucking much. It's like she is trying to erase every part of him. Well, good luck to her because I am my father's child.

Once the tears stop and it's nothing but soreness I sit up and grab my phone and go through my contacts to see two I didn't add but smile anyway because Gerard or Frank must have added them. I press Gerard's contact and message him.

Sugar💖: Hey Gee. Are you free?

Geexoxo💜: Always will be for you sugar. So what's up?

Sugar💖: Well, my mother isn't home but that's not the main thing. The fucking bitch took down every picture of my father like she is trying to erase him from our lives.

Geexoxo💜: That's fucked up. Do you want me to come over?

Sugar💖: No. I will come over to yours because I don't want to be here when my bitch mother gets home.

Geexoxo💜: Okay sugar. See you soon.

I close the messages then throw off my uniform and go into my closet. I get out a short leather skirt, fishnet tights, a Green Day t-shirt and leather jacket. I put the clothes on then put on my thigh high boots and walk down the stairs. As I reach the bottom the front door opens and my mother walks in then she looks at me and I see the guilt in her eyes.

"Where are you going?" She asks but I ignore her as I grab my front door key then push past her and out of the door while she calls my name. She can fuck off and leave me alone for what she has done.

I walk up the stone path to Donna's house and I can hear the faint words of Billy Corgan then smile to myself. At least one of the people who I get along with has a good taste in music. I knock on the door then clasp my hands together while I wait for someone to open the door.

"Becky, what's wrong and why are you over here?" Mikey asks as he opens the door.

"Well, my mother has taken down pictures of my father which I put up. I swear she is trying to erase him from my life." I say feeling tears sting my eyes again. Mikey sighs then lets me into the house and closes the door then pulls me into his arms.

Mikey takes me into the living room then goes out to the kitchen to get me a coffee. While sitting alone I hear a door open so I turn around to see Gerard and he smiles sadly at me before walking into the living room and sitting next to me.

"I can't believe she would do that to you. My mother keeps pictures of our father even though I fucking hate him but Mikey doesn't." Gerard whispers as I lay my head on his toned chest and he rakes his fingers through my hair.

"Do you think you could get Frank to come over because I need a fucking joint?" I ask making Gerard chuckle.

"Of course. Let me go and grab my phone then I will be back." Gerard says. I sit up and nod then he pecks my cheek before leaving the living room to get his phone.

Mikey comes back in with the coffee and I notice he has made three but then I understand why as Gerard walks in and thanks his younger brother.

"Frank will be over in ten minutes. He asked what was wrong and I said that you just need someone to talk to." Gerard says as he sits next to me and picks up his Batman mug.

"Wait... you asked Frank to come over?" Mikey asks looking at me with an eyebrow raised.

"Yes. What's wrong with that?" I ask and both the Way brothers chuckle. Seriously what is so wrong in me asking for Frank to come over so I can get high?

"Oh I don't know. Maybe because normally Frank wouldn't bother when someone except Gee wants him to come over." Mikey says still with his eyebrow raised. I shake my head because he can't be suggesting what I think he is, can he?

A few minutes later there is a knock on the door so Gerard stands up to go and answer it. I'm messaging my other two friends from Vegas.

Sassqueen⭐: Ugh, my mother is being a bitch.

Ryro✨: What's happened?

Spence🎉: Yes what happened?

Sassqueen⭐: My fucking mother took down every picture of my father. She has already taken me away from you two and my father but now she is trying to erase him from my life.

Ryro✨: Fuck that is a dick move. I always thought your mother was a lovely woman.

Spence🎉: That's really fucked up. Your father will always be a part of you whether your bitch mother likes it or not.

Sassqueen⭐: Exactly Spence. Haha that's a good joke Ry. She is a bitch.

Ryro✨: It will be okay. Anyway, how was your first day at the new school?

Spence🎉: I was just about to ask that Ryan.

Sassqueen⭐: Haha. Oh Spence you should know to ask before Ry does. It was okay I guess. Met some guys and I'm actually at their house now. We are just waiting for one of our other friends to turn up.

Spence🎉: You replaced us. No😞!

Ryro✨: She hasn't replaced us Spencer. Jeez. 😂

Sassqueen⭐: I could never replace you two. We have been through a lot together and you are like my brothers.

Spence🎉: Damn. Well Ry looks like you can't confess your love for her since she just friend zoned you.

Ryro✨: Shut up Spencer Smith. Ignore him Becky since he is being a dick and I don't love you like that.

Sassqueen⭐: I already knew Ry. I'm sorry. I don't see us being together. Anyway, I'm going as our other friend has just shown up so talk later guys 😘.

Ryro✨: Speak later Becky ❤

Spence🎉: Yes speak later. Have fun with your new friends 😞

As I close the messages Gerard walks in with Frank behind him. The moment Frank sees me he runs into the living room and over to me then pulls me into a hug making me squeak from the sudden action.

"Angel what's happened? Gerard told me you wanted me to come over because something happened at home." Frank rushes out and tightens his arms around me nearly crushing me.

"Frank... can't... breathe." I get out. He loosens his arms around me then looks into my eyes and I see sympathy swimming in the hazel-green irises of his eyes.

"My mother is being an even bigger bitch." I whisper as tears sting my eyes again. Frank starts to rub my back as I lay my head on his shoulder then feel the tears start to roll down my already tear stained, pale cheeks.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks softly. I shake my head then I feel him nod and he continues to hug me.

After the tears stop I sit up and look down at my hands. I can't believe I have just cried in front of Gerard, Frank, and Mikey. They are now going to think I'm weak and they won't want to be my friends anymore since they are the punks of the school.

"Are you okay now sugar?" Gerard asks, his tone soft. I look up at him and don't see disgust in his eyes only sympathy.

"Yes. I could really do with that joint now though." I whisper making Gerard chuckle then he nudges Frank.

"Fancy making one up Frank?" Gerard asks then he subtlety nods his head at me. Frank nods while looking at me with a smirk on his face. What is he smirking at?

"So Angel, you have developed a taste for the good stuff?" Frank asks as he licks the gum part then twists the top with such elegance and seduction that it makes heat travel to my core.

"Yes. I blame Gerard since he shouldn't have let me have some earlier today." I say then squeeze my legs together as many thoughts of what Frank could do with his tongue run through my head. I hear Frank chuckle then he shakes his head and stands up then holds his hand out.

"Come on, let's go outside because Donna hates us smoking indoors." Frank says. I take his hand and like earlier that day my whole body comes alive.

We walk out of the glass door and the three of us sit on a swing bench but Gerard insisted I sit between him and Frank making me roll my eyes.

"So have you ever had a boyfriend?" Gerard asks as he takes a drag of the joint then passes it to me.

"Ha you have got to be kidding me right Gee? What kind of guy would put up with my sassy ass? Plus, the guys in Vegas were all preppy, rap music listening, fucked every girl on the block, douchebags. None of them really caught my attention to have a serious relationship with. I did have a crush on this boy named Brendon Urie but he turned out to be like the rest." I say as I take a drag and blow out the smoke then pass it to Frank.

"What about now? Is there anyone you have your eye on?" Frank asks as he blows the smoke out and gives the joint back to Gerard.

"Nope." I say popping the 'p' making Gerard giggle and Frank shakes his head.

"Are you sure about that one sugar?" Gerard asks raising an eyebrow.

"Yes. one hundred percent sure Geebear." I say using the same nickname Donna uses and he rolls his eyes.

"I'm sure as time goes on you will." Frank says as he takes my hand and laces his fingers with mine then rubs over my knuckles. Fuck I wish he didn't make me feel like this.

"What about you two? Anyone you have your eyes on?" I ask, looking between the two boys.

"No not at all." Gerard sasses and I raise my eyebrow.

"You know that's a lie Gee. You have been eying a girl in Art class." I say making his cheeks turn a vibrant red then I hear Frank laugh.

"I know I have but I don't know how to tell her." Frank says. I look at him and feel my heart break a little because I knew he couldn't like me.

"Oh. Well maybe you could do something super cute for her or is that not punk?" I ask making him chuckle.

"It's punk enough." He says.

As we smoke another two joints because Gerard had been complaining they weren't making him want to fly which of course makes me giggle. I'm laying with my head on Frank's lap and he is stroking my hair. Gerard has gone back inside because in his words "I'm hungry and need food" leaving me and Frank outside.

"Be honest with me have you ever kissed anyone?" Frank asks as he looks down at me. I feel my cheeks start to burn then shake my head. Oh God he is going to think I'm pathetic.

"Really?" He asks in surprise.

"Yes really. It's like I said the boys in Vegas didn't really make me want to kiss them." I say as I sit up then look down at my hands ashamed.

"What if I wanted to kiss you? Would you let me?" I look up to see Frank is closer than he was earlier and I can clearly see the swirls of colour are nearly covered with how wide his pupils are.

"I erm... yes." I whisper. He smiles then presses his lips to mine igniting a fire within my heart which has been like ice since my mother ripped me away from my father and friends. I kiss back making him moan then he puts his hands on my waist while pulling me closer so I can straddle his lap. I put my hand at the nape of his neck and pull the hair making him gasp then slide my tongue into his mouth. He moans again and tightens his grip on my waist while pulling me even closer as our tongues dance together.

"Holy shit. For someone who hasn't kissed anyone before you are an amazing fucking kisser." Frank says as we break the kiss and my cheeks heat up then press my lips softly to his and he smiles into the kiss.

"Fuck I leave you two for five minutes and I come out here to see you sucking face. I thought you didn't like any one sugar?" Gerard asks making me jump back while forgetting I'm on Frank's lap and fall onto the concrete floor.

"Shit are you okay?" Frank asks while biting his swollen cherry red bottom lip from our intense makeout session as he helps me up.

"Y-Yes. Gerard, you asshat." I say as I rub my hip where I landed on the floor. Gerard snickers and I glare at him but crack and start laughing along with him.

The three of us go inside and I wave to Donna as I walk past her in the kitchen then follow Gerard and Frank down to the basement which I'm assuming is Gerard's room.

"Dude, your room is fucking rad." I say as I admire a bat inside a bottle.

"Hey, don't use my word." I hear Frank whine. I look at him to see he is pouting so I shake my head and walk over to him then put my arms over his shoulders and he puts his hands on my waist.

"I use whatever words I want Frankie boy." I sass then peck his cheek before walking over to join Gerard on his bed.

"You could stay here the night if you want." Gerard says.

"I can't. My mother would flip her fucking shit if I stay out the night. She has always been like it even when Ryan's mother would ask my mother if it was okay to stay over there. My mother being the bitch she is would say "she is not allowed. I am not allowing my daughter to be some little hussy by staying around a boys house." I hate that she tries to rule my life." I sigh and lay back on Gerard's bed.

"You're nearly eighteen so she can't really tell you what to do." Frank says joining Gerard and I on the bed. I nod then cuddle into Frank as he puts his arms around me.

A few hours later Gerard and Frank walk me back to the house I'm living in. I still refuse to call it my home because it isn't. I give Gerard a hug then turn to look at Frank. I tiptoe and peck his cheek before I open the front door and walk in.

"Where the fuck have you been Becky?!" My mother screams.

"None of your fucking business mother!" I scream back then my mother comes into the hallways and glares at me.

"I have every fucking right to know where you have been for the past five hours. Also, have you been taking drugs?" She growls.

"So fucking what if I have. You have already destroyed my life so adding this into it won't make it any fucking worse." I growl and cross my arms over my chest. My mother shakes her head then walks away from me.

I go up to my bedroom and sit on my bed. I fucking hate her so fucking much. She should be happy that I've made friends the first day I go to some public school and it shouldn't matter what I do. I lay back, mind still fuzzy then I remember kissing Frank making my cheeks heat up and a smile crosses my lips. Okay maybe I do like someone and that someone being the punk boy Frank Iero. As I lay on my bed I hear small taps against my bedroom window so I get up and open it to see Frank smiling.

"What are you doing hereFrankie?" I ask smiling at the hazel-green eyed boy.

"I don't want to go home so I thought maybe I could crash here for the night." He says quietly.

"Okay. Climb up here you crazy fucker." I say with a giggle. He beams and starts climbing the tree next to my bedroom window. Frank climbs in through my bedroom window and I start to feel a little nervous as he looks around. He turns to look at me then walks closer and stops in front of me.

"Love the room. You have a great taste in music. Oh is that your guitar?" He asks pointing to the case in the corner. I nod and walk over then opening the case and getting out my baby.

"She is a beauty. Hey can you play something for me?" He asks. I nod and walk over to my bed then sit down and adjusting the guitar then start playing while singing.

"I hope somebody misses me when I'm gone.
I hope somebody misses me when I'm gone.
I know it ain't right to want someone to cry,
I just hope you miss me when I'm gone.

I just wish I knew which way I was going.
I know I've loved you all my life.
I swear I've loved you all along.
From the first time I laid eyes, until the day I die,
I know I'll love you until the end of time.
If you cross my heart I'll hope to die.

It's been this way all my life.
I swear I've been a loser all my goddamned life.
Some people, they get up after life has beat them down.
Pretty sure I never made a sound.
Hell, I don't think I ever got off the ground.

But the place that we end,
Ain't always where we began.
And since I'm telling the truth,
I just hope I end up with you in my arms.

I hope somebody notices I was here.
I hope somebody notices me while I'm here.
And I don't long for much, I just wish I had your love.
God I hope you loved me being here.
Hope to God you loved me being here.
Because whenever I'm away I just wish that I could stay

Right by your side forever more.
Stuck in your side forever more."

I finish the song and put my pride and joy onto my bed then look at Frank who has a smile on his face.

"That was beautiful. Did you write that yourself?" He asks. I nod then look down so he lifts my chin up gently with his fingers making me look into his eyes. He smiles again then presses his lips softly to mine and I moan as I put my hand on the back of his neck. We are interrupted by a knock on my bedroom door and my eyes go wide so Frank jumps up and hides in my closet with a cheeky smile on his face. I get up and open my bedroom door.

"Becky, I'm sorry sweetheart. I just worry about you after what happened two years ago." My mother says.

"You know we don't talk about that. It was a fucking accident and it still plagues my mind every fucking night." I say feeling all the pain I felt that night and tears sting my eyes.

"Well, you get to bed now and I will see you in the morning." She says then walks away from my bedroom. I turn around and slam the door. She has never let me forget what happened two years ago while I was with Spencer and Ryan. I sit on my bed as Frank steps out of my closet then he sits next to me on the bed.

"What did your mother mean by what happened two years ago?" He asks. I look up at him and shake my head.

"I don't want to talk about it Frank." I whisper and for the third time that night tears fall down my cheeks. Frank doesn't say anything as he pulls me into his arms and I cuddle up to him.

When I have calmed down I don't move from Frank's arms like my whole instinct is telling me to. Instead I sit up and look into his captivating hazel-green eyes then my eyes drift down to his pierced, pink lips. I lean forward then stop and look up into his eyes. He closes the go between us then presses his lips to mine and I quietly moan. I lay back and bring him down with me not disconnecting our lips and he climbs on top of me and deepening the kiss further. I part my lips and he slides his tongue into my mouth making a wave of pleasure travel down to my core. He moves from my lips to kiss along my jawline then to my neck trying to find that spot. I moan as his lips brush over it then I feel him smirk against the skin before pressing his lips, hot and heavy against the spot.

"Shit Frankie." I moan as he continues to abuse the spot with his soft lips. I feel him hum sending even more heat to my core. He moves from my neck back to my lips while thrusting his tongue into my mouth and pulling an embarrassingly loud moan which in turn makes him moan low in his throat. I run my hands down his toned stomach then put my hand over the bulge in his too tight jeans making him moan again.

"Fuck you don't ah... don't need to." He moans as I start palming his hard cock through his jeans. He goes back to attacking my neck, biting and sucking the skin and I'm pretty sure he is going to leave a mark. We quickly jump apart when there is another knock on my bedroom door making the two of us groan. Frank gets up with his hard cock straining against his tight jeans and climbs out of my window.

"See you later Frankie." I whisper as he reaches the ground. He smiles up at me then waves as he walks away from my house and back to his own. I close the window and giggle to myself before opening the door to see my mother standing there with wide eyes. I raise an eyebrow then remember that Frank had been assaulting my neck. Fuck maybe I should have covered that up.

"Oh my God you little hussy. How dare you have that on your neck?" My mother growls. I roll my eyes and slam the door in her face before I do something I will regret.

I get out of my clothes and get into my pajamas then climb into my bed. I pick my phone up to see a message from Frank.

Frnkiexo💗: Damn why did your mother have to interrupt us? I'm so fucking hard right now.😩

Angelxo👼: I'm sorry Frankie. Maybe you will have to sort yourself out 😏

Frnkiexo💗: You're still sassy and it's really fucking hot. Anyway, goodnight Angel. I will see you tomorrow. 💖

Angelxo👼: Yes see you tomorrow Frankie 💖

Oh God my mother is such a cockblock. I put my phone on the bedside table and pull the cover up to my chin then close my eyes. I see Frank's bright hazel-green eyes, his pink lips and that smile that makes me weak. Oh no I think I am falling for him.