apparently, chan was a bit new, so that was why i never really saw him that much apart from when he would come to see felix.

he didn't pay me much mind, which disappointed me to some point, especially when his smiles -- his teeth -- were reserved mostly for felix.

so, since we barely talked, i decided that i needed to find more information on him by myself.

i discovered he was in a higher grade than me, loved hoodies, was in the school's swim team, lived in australia previously, had two siblings, was well-known around the school and that he was a pretty nice guy. he also had a close relationship with felix, one which made me envious.

my sketchbook began to be filled with numerous sketches of him, ones that showcased his bright smiles and his beautiful teeth.

i loved his teeth.

at lunch i would see him eating a sandwich or a salad with his friends, and then i would stop and stare as discreetly as i possibly could, loving how swiftly his teeth bit into the food, devouring it within seconds.

and then my thoughts would venture deeper into ones i wouldn't dare share.

but one afternoon, one of his friends caught me staring. i quickly walked off, hoping he didn't find anything suspicious about it.

- lee minho, 15