Dylan was writing his last report he hopes for the end of the year. His literature teacher was the only one who wouldn't let him graduate. He thinks it's cause word got around school that he was pregnant but everyone was afraid to ask him, even his sister's. He was still trying to figure out how to tell them.

He was putting the finishing touches to the report when his laptop started making sounds. He looked to see it was Miles trying to Skype with him. He clicked the accept button and waited.

"Hey!" Miles said smiling.

"Hey. Wait tilt your head a little" Dylan said.

"Make me" Miles put his hands on top of his head and tilted his head as a gesture to get over here. Dylan smiled at him and Miles couldn't help but smile back.

"You look really good. I missed this look on you" Dylan was taking in the look of jet black hair against pale skin.

"I've missed it too. How's everything over there?" Miles asked.

"It's been alright. I just finished my last school assignment"

"Last?" Miles questioned

"Yeah. If this essay is good enough I can graduate so I don't have deal with anyone anymore" Dylan was honestly really irritated with everyone in the school. They stared and whispered causing Dylan's anxiety to get really high.

"You're sounding like me" Miles smiled since he knew his boyfriend was frustrated.

"Someone has to in this town" Dylan grinned and cleaned back in his chair. "What's it like being an actor?"

"It's fine. Everyone keeps telling me how I'm bringing the comic to life. It's annoying to be complemented"

"I thought you liked being center of attention?" The older boy tilted his head as he smirked.

"I think you're getting me confused with Sally" the two laughed since it was partially true. "Speaking of Sally. How did they take the news?"

"I haven't told them" Miles went wide eyed at that.

"Why the fuck not? I mean they must know by now"

"They do since there is a rumor going around school that I am. I just haven't figured out how to tell them" Dylan truly had went through several ideas, but all of them ended badly in his head.

"Just sit them down on the couch and say, 'hey guys. Just want to tell you I'm pregnant since Miles was an idiot and didn't wear a condom'" Miles grinned largely and then went straight faced.

"Yeah. That would end badly. Also you're not an idiot. Something's happen for a reason"

Miles had put a cigarette in his mouth as his boyfriend was talking. He rolled his eyes as he lighted the toxic stick that he's so addicted to. "I don't believe in faith" he said as he let the cigarette dangle from his mouth as he was looking for his script.

"You gave faith a chance with us" Dylan pointed out.

Miles put the cigarette between his fingers as he kept looking at his script. "That's because you're sexy as fuck and I couldn't keep my hands off you"

"Wow. That's an incredible story to tell our child when they ask how you knew you loved their mom"

"Fuck yeah it is" Miles said taking another hit as he read.

"Should I go? You look busy" Dylan asked.

"I'm not" Miles threw the scrip on the desk. "Just frustrated" Miles ran a hand over his face as he groaned.

"What's wrong?"

"I sorta went off on my costar" Miles said with a guilty tone.

"Can you elaborate on that?" Miles smiled as he saw Dylan do his little head tilt he does when he's confused.

"The girl playing Rumor had asked me out for dinner. I declined and she said it didn't matter if I was in a long distance relationship. I then told her how she's a slut in great detail" Miles explained.

"Okay. I got a question" Dylan said raising his hand.

"Okay"

"Do you want to be in more films in the future?" Dylan questioned.

"Sure. I guess" Miles wasn't really sure if he wanted to. His true passion was music.

"Well if you do, you have to be nice to your costars. If she started telling everyone how rude you were, you won't get to do films in the future. Casting directors won't even think about you being in their film if they know you can be rude"

"Fuck. Why do you have to be so smart?" Miles put out his cigarette as he saw Dylan smiled.

"Because I just am"

"But I don't want to be nice" Miles told Dylan.

"Why's that?"

"I just miss you a lot baby. I'm never happy when I'm far from you" Dylan smiled and wished he was in the room with Miles. He wanted to hug the raven haired boy.

"I miss you too"

The two stayed up pretty late talking to each other. Miles had changed into some sweat pants and laid in his bed with his laptop next to him. Dylan had did the same.

Miles was on laying on his back looking up at the ceiling. He was starting to feel tired.

"Do you really think you're an idiot for getting me pregnant?" Miles turned his head so he can look at the screen.

Dylan was laying on his side looking at Miles with a serious look.

"Of course" Miles responded.

Dylan swallowed the lump in his throat and asked, "You don't want me to have the baby?"

"What?" Miles said shocked. "I never said that"

"Than why do you feel like an idiot?"

"Because I thought we would be at least a bit older before we had kids. I mean for fuck sake we're only nineteen"

"I know, but we're in this together. Right?"

"Always"
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Sally was walking to drama class when she saw Kit walking ahead of her. She ran over and put her hands over his eyes.

"Guess who" she whispered in his ear.

"Well considering the sound of heels running towards me I'm gonna say Dot" she smiled and moved her hands away. "Whatcha been up to, girl?" He asked as he grabbed her hand to swing.

"Nothing really. Guess what Dylan told us this morning" she said as they started walking to the theater room.

"What did he tell you guys?"

"Miles got him pregnant" she said smiling.

"So the rumors true" he said as he opened the door for Sally.

"Yeah. Crazy right. I'm gonna be an aunt" the two walked over to the seats they always sit at.

"Totally. By the way, do you want to come to my place after school?" Kit asked.

"Sure. I'll be right back" she got up and walked over to talk to the teacher. Kit saw that she left her phone on the table. He grabbed it and went to the bathroom. He took a picture in the body length mirror and posted it on her Instagram.

'@sdwentz: #hacked by your best friend @kittrohman. Love you Dot.

He walked back into the class and put her phone back. Soon Sally went back to her seat as class started.
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Sally was at her locker putting her text books in. She was pretty excited to hang out with Kit. The fair was in town and he was sorta hinting that they were gonna go.

"Hey Sally" she turned to see Whistler. "Are we still on for today?" He asked.

"Actually I made plans with Kit" she told him.

"Oh okay. I'll tell the guys"

"Actually um" she closed her locker and was trying to figure out the nice way of saying what she planned on saying. "I don't think this is working"

"This as in our relationship" Whistler asked.

"Yeah. I mean all we do is hang out with your friends and I'm busy with school"

"Sally, you don't have to explain" he smiled softly at her. "I get it. Just make sure he treats you right"

She watched as he walked away. She felt a little taken back at the fact that he knew. She just brushed it off and headed to the parking lot to go have some fun with Kit.
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Josh was laying in bed petting his cat that he recently got. He then grabbed his phone and started looking on Twitter. He then found himself scrolling through Tyler's Instagram. He started from the first post and made his way up. He smiled as he looked at the picture of them in the car together.

Then the one of them at Burger King. Josh making a goofy face while Tyler looked at him with that look on his face.

The one when they were on tour. He was staring at the picture longer since Tyler was posing adorably.

Josh couldn't help but go to his profile to look at the old pictures. He laughed at the one of them carrying a bunch of junk food. It was when Tyler was having food cravings while pregnant with Johnny.

He got to the ones of them on their honeymoon. One of them on a towel.

The other of them on a cliff by the ocean. The were both posing like they were showing their muscles.

He felt himself getting teary eyed as he looked at the picture of him tattooing his name on Tyler.

The last one of the both of them was of when they celebrated Tyler's birthday early since he was gonna give birth to Trinity in a few weeks.

He finally just broke down. He just fucking missed him. He missed his smile, his laugh, his eyes, his hair, his touch, his voice. He missed watching him take care of Johnny and he wished he was here to see how beautiful their kids are.

Josh felt like he didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve to lose his husband. He wanted more time with him. He wanted to grow old with him like Tyler promised he would. He wants to make music with him and just be happy again. Josh just wanted to die. He wanted to be with Tyler.

Trinity watched from the slight crack from the door as her father cried. She had gotten used to this, sadly. She was so used to seeing her dad cry while holding his phone and sometime whimpering for Tyler. She knew how much he missed her mother.

The sixteen year old couldn't help but feel guilty. She knew it was her fault her mother died. If she wasn't born he would be here and her father wouldn't be crying. She grabbed her phone and did the most reasonable thing.
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"Sorry" Meagan said to Patrick as she looked at her ringing phone. "It's Trinity"

Patrick looked at her with a questioning face as she answered the call.

"Hello?"

"Hi, Meagan. Um my dad is sort down and needs some cheering up" Trinity told her.

"What's wrong?" Meagan asked worried.

"He's just missing mom. Just give him a call please" Meagan can hear the girls despair and nodded her head.

"Alright. I'll give him a call right now. Bye" she hung up and started dialing Josh's number.

"What's going on?" Patrick asked.

"Trinity said that Josh is having a bad day. Missing Tyler" Patrick nodded understanding.

"Mama, I thirsty" Locklyn told him.

"Alright" Patrick got up and went to the kitchen to get the little boy some juice.

Josh had finally picked up on the last ring. "Hello"

"Hey, Josh. It's MJ. What're up to?" She asked casually. Patrick walked back into the room and handed Locklyn a juice box.

"Just laying in bed" Josh told her. He can still feel tears going down his cheek as he was talking.

"Let's go on a date. I mean it's nice outside" she said with a light tone. She didn't want him to be in his room with dark thoughts.

"No" the line then went died.

"Josh?" Meagan said into the speak. She looked at the screen to see the call ended. "He hung up on me" she told Patrick.

"That's not good" he said.

"I'm gonna go check on him" she said standing up.

"No" Patrick cut her off and pulled her back down on the couch. "I'll go. Just watch Lock for me”

Patrick got up and got his car keys to go check on his friend. He texted Pete when he got to the Dun house so when he got off work he wouldn't worry.

He got out of the car and knocked on the door. It opened and there stood Trinity looking beautiful as ever

"Hey Patrick. You know where his room is" she said opening the door wide enough to let him in.

"Thanks" he kissed her cheek and walked down the hallway to Josh's room. He opened the door to see Josh laying on his side with tear stained eyes and looking at his phone screen.

Patrick just walked into the room to sit on the edge of the bed. He wasn't sure what to say. He wanted to comfort the younger man but he just didn't know how anymore. He then felt a hand on his. Patrick looked down to Josh had rest his left hand on his. Patrick took note that Josh had put his wedding ring back on.

Patrick sighed and grabbed Josh's phone softly out of his hands. He looked to see there was a picture of the couple. Josh was resting his head on Tyler's shoulder as they looked serious. He remembered they took those pictures after their honeymoon for the music billboards.

"I miss him so much, Patrick" Patrick looked at Josh with his own tears in his eyes. It was heartbreaking to hear the broken voice come out of the strong man.

"I know" was all Patrick said as he laid down on the bed still letting the man hold his hand. He just let Josh cry into his shoulder as he whispered between cries of how he missed his husband.
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Trinity was laying her bed with her laptop next to her. She went on to YouTube and typed in to the search bar Before You Start Your Day

She laid in bed listening to her mother sing to her. She felt herself crying yet she didn't bother wiping the tears away. She hates that she'll never hear him sing to her. She never thought she would wish for someone in her life so bad when she's never met them.

The song ended and she closed the site and clicked on the file named 'Happy Thoughts'. She clicked on the video of her when she was younger with her dad. He was pretending to be mean to her but you can see the love in his eyes and smile.

She went through pictured of her and Johnny through the years. A few of them of her mother and father. The last video in the file was Johnny and Josh. He was giggling as their father pretended to eat his hand.

She knew their father loved the both of them but she also knew he would do anything to be with their mother again. She feel asleep dreaming about her mother hugging and singing to her. If only dreams can come true.

*Sneak Peek For Next Chapter*
"So are we still just friends or...?"

"I can't do this MJ"

"Hey Johnny. I have an idea but I need your help"