As Stiles sits on his cold bathroom floor, the cries wont stop, he doesnt understand how the person he is falling for keeps pushing him away, he doesnt understand how the time they have spend together means nothing to the sour wolf, 'Why can't I ever just be happy' he thinks to himself. first he loses his mother, then he doesnt get the girl he has been in love since the 3rd grade because she's to far up Jacksons ass to even realize Stiles exists, Then he loses his bestfriend to Allison, and now he is losing his sour wolf. 'should I just let it go" he thinks to himself again. the tears won't stop, he has hit his breaking point. "things were alot different when Derek and I hated eachother" Stiles whispered to himself. he then starts to drift into memories of how it all started.

-FLASHBACK-

"DEREK!" Stiles yells as the kanima slashes derek behind the neck. Stiles panicks as Derek falls to the ground. 

"Holy shit, holy shit" Stiles panicks, he doesnt know what to do, think stiles think, he then remembers the Kanima hates water, he quickly runs to Dereks aid before the Kanima reaches him, he drags Derek into the water, he starts to float to the bottom but stiles quickly reacts by pulling him to the surface. Derek and stiles both gasp, Derek for air, Stiles for relief.

" Thanks Stiles" Derek say's with a smile. 'wierd' stiles thinks to himself but quickly returns the gesture.

"No problem.. besides.. Scott wouldn't like it if I let you die.. And plus.. I don't think I could deal with the guilt anyway.. even if sometimes you piss me off with your sour wolf attitude!" If looks could kill , Stiles would be dead, Derek shot him a look that Petrified Stiles for a quick moment until Stiles realizes he has the upper hand, Stiles just smirks and laughs a little.

"You do realize I could rip-" 

"Rip my throat out I know" Stiles interrupted Derek and rolled his eyes in annoyance. Stiles started shifting his weight because His arms were getting weak due to the fact that he was holding Derek up.

"But just remember sour wolf, I have the advantage over you right now, one more threat and I will let you float your wolfy ass to the bottom.. I don't care how guilty I would feel" Stiles was bluffing and Derek knew it. so he decided to call his Bluff.

"And you do realize I can't die, unless You rip my heart out or shoot me with a silver bullet right. so if you let me drift to the bottom I would eventually re surface and kick your human trigger ass!" Derek stated aggresively. Stiles got confused and looked straight in Dereks eyes.

"Whats a trigger?" stiles asked feeling a little awkward. Derek gets a nervous look and tries to change the subject.

"Call scott stiles" derek states as he begins to get feeling back in his legs. Stiles lets derek go thinking he would drift to the bottom but to his surprise he stays afloat.

"So you were just going to let me go?" Derek eyes Stiles and gets an evil look. stiles raises an eyebrow and starts to swin away.

"Yes because I need to call scott, and I'm feeling a little wierd around you right now" Stiles says coldly and heads towards the ladder of the pool, he climbs out and takes off his wet shirt. he grabs a towel from the life guard shack and dries himself off. Derek slowly approaches stiles from behind and stiles feels his breath on his ear which causes him to jump.

"DEREK!!" Stiles shrieks and Derek gets a sheepish grin.

"Do you really wanna know what a trigger is Stiles?" Dereks asked just as Stiles picks up his phone off the ground to call Scott. He nods yes as Derek takes a few steps closer to him. Stiles backs up but doesnt make it far due to the fact that he backed in to the life guard shack. He gulps as derek puts his hand on stiles' face, stroking the strand of hair out of his eyes.

"A Trigger Stiles, is an urge, either an attraction to someone or an urge to kill them, you always give into the trigger, there is no controlling it, sometimes the feelings are real and sometimes the feelings are fake, either way it goes, the person the urges are towards are either dead, or turned into a ... Hmm" Derek grins widely and his eyes start glowing red. Stiles' heart starts beating faster as he fears for his life.

"Whi-Which urge do I fall under?" He asks as his heart rate increases. Derek narrows his eyes and leans in to stiles, there faces are only centimeters apart, Stiles gets chills all over his body as he feels Derek's breath on his chin. Derek licks his lips and Stiles could have sworn dereks tongue grazed his bottom lip.

"You're not dead are you?" Derek asked as he pulled away from stiles. Stiles' heart skipped a beat and his eyes widened. Derek smirked and started walking off into the night. 

"DEREK?" Stiles yelled after the sour wolf, but it was too late. he was gone into the night. Stiles caught himself smiling. whoa, did that just happen? he thought to himself. 'does Derek Hale have a crush on me?' he asked himself that question a couple of times, then it hit him, " I think I have a crush on Derek Hale" He thought out loud. He forgot all about calling scott and ran to his jeep. he got in his car and beat on his steering wheel as he sighed to himself. he drove home and he knew that things were about to change.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

Stiles quickly got off of the floor and stripped down, he turned the water on to his shower and let it get hot, he stepped in and let out a groan of relaxation. the hot water felt good falling all over his tense body. he washes up then gets out of the shower. he wraps a towel around himself, and walks into his bedroom. he thinks about getting dressed in his pajamas, but he sets his mind on sleeping naked. as he colapses in his bed he glances out the window. "Maybe I should just give it up, no matter how hard he tries to come in my life, the feelings arnt real anyway" Stiles mutters as he drifts off to sleep.

:Authors Note:

~Okay I know this chapter was kind of lame, but I needed to explain how my story is going to go, i needed to explain the "trigger" and I needed to explain how it started. So with that being said, my story will get better, and it will be very graphic, and suspensful, and a little heart breaking. please review, comment, and vote. If I get alot of comments I will update as soon as possible. Thanks to all who are reading so far, I love you all <3 ~

-sundina