"It just hurts. Alot..."

"Spencer." I ignored the sound of Elena's voice as I hurriedly packed my bags. "Spencer." I spun around quickly to face Elena, tears running down my face. I didn't like this. I have been crying too much lately and I hated it. I felt weak and I hated being weak but I couldn't help it. I'm hurting. I'm hurting so much that I called my dad and asked him if I could go home for a little while longer. He doesn't know about Jenna, no one does. They all think she's on vacation for a while and a family friend is watching us. I mean, we can't really tell anyone about Jenna being... dead because if we tell them, we have to explain how she died. And that would not be a good idea. "You can't just pack up and leave. We need you. I need you. Jeremy needs you."

"Yeah? Well, I need myself." I spoke which made her confused. "Elena, if I stay here, I will lose my mind. At least at home with my dad, Stiles and Scott, everything will be calmer. I mean, it might be full of werewolves there, but it's a lot safer." I walked over to Elena and laid a hand on her cheek in a sisterly way. "I'll be back in a couple of weeks, I promise." She nodded, her lips quivering slightly.

"I'm gonna miss you so much." I pulled Elena into a hug, both of us letting out unwanted tears. She laid her head on my shoulder, her body shaking thanks to holding back the sobs that wanted to escape her body. All I did was hold her tightly so that she knew that I was here, that I was gonna be back.

"I don't want to leave, I really don't, but I have to, Lena. If I stay here and witness another death, i'm sure to go crazy. Again. Even if Damon got cured and Jeremy was brought back to life, Jeremy still died for a few minutes and Jenna isn't coming back. Klaus left, and Matt and Bonnie are killing me with the hate towards vampire or anything supernatural. I just–" I sighed loudly, pulling back from Elena, sniffing. "I need to get away from Mystic Falls for a little while. But because of me being attracted to danger and wanting to protect those I love, I will be back."

"That's what I love about you Spencer, but because of that exact reason, it'll be the cause of your death." Elena spoke, wiping away a stray tear that landed on my cheek.

"I'm too adorable to die." I commented and chuckled lightly at the face she made.

"Spencer." She sighed, holding onto my face, making me look her in the eyes. "I want you to promise me that you'll be safe." I looked into her warm brown eyes that held worry and fear in them. She must be scared that I might go back to using drugs. I sighed, nodding, my brown hair falling in front of my vision. "Spence." She used her right hand to move the hair out of my face and behind my ear. "Promise me." I nodded again, growing confused. "With words."

"Oh." I breathed out. "I promise."

Sorry. This chapter was really short but it was only about Spencer leaving to Beacon Hills so, the next chapter is going to be in the second season of Teen Wolf where.... I guess you'll just have to wait and see what I have planned.